The Bloodbath: Part II [3pm EST]
Feb 18, 2017 15:01:28 GMT -5
Post by eulalie blake 1a 🍒 tris on Feb 18, 2017 15:01:28 GMT -5
( brooke destin, d4f ⦁ introduction )
"I was half wolf when you found me. I was all wind when you left." |
She runs her fingers through her hair with a sigh that is caught somewhere between anxious and longing, looking into the mirror across from her and tilting her head. After the short trip aboard the hovercraft that morning, she was ushered into her holding room and left to prepare herself. Her outfit had been folded neatly on one of the tables. A farewell letter from Harlem rested near the fabrics, slightly open in an invitation to have its contents read.
As much as she had hoped for it, she couldn’t fault him for not being here to see her off — with so many tributes from Four to style, there would have been no way for him to juggle giving each of them an individual goodbye. Not that she wouldn’t understand, even if he could manage it. No one wants to look at the lambs that are being lead to the slaughter; red ribbons tied around their throats in foreshadowing of what is to come.
It’s always better to just send flowers to the funeral of those who have passed, Brooke has since realized with age. Looking at painted corpses doesn’t do anything to help wounds heal.
Her hands run across the white silk of her dressing gown, enjoying the feeling of it against her freckled skin. She fidgets with the ribbon around her waist, making sure that it’s knotted tightly and at no risk of slipping off of her shoulders. Her feet and legs are unclothed, with nothing but gold undergarments to accompany her robe. The cat ears pinned atop her ginger curls are a mix of smooth silver and golden accents, and when she picks up the large fan that brings her uniform together, she’s not able to resist the urge to give it a wave and flutter behind it. She laughs at the sight, trying not to think of what’s slowly approaching. In this moment, she’s nothing more than a girl who’s playing dress-up. She gives her reflection another glance, tucking away a stray strand of red behind her ear.
She bites her lip and turns away. She thought that confronting Cricket would bring her peace, and while she doesn't regret their conversation, there’s still something missing inside of her. She had wanted Cricket to take away how lost she felt. The victor was supposed to justify River’s death and ease Brooke’s pain, but she feels as if she’s only been numbed. She took a chance and she sacrificed herself to understand why she had to lose everything; and now she wonders if her parents are ashamed. Surely they had wanted more for their daughter.
When her name is called and the tube in the center of her quarters slides open, she feels something drop into her stomach. A weight has been lifted off of her shoulders, an understanding that Cricket truly had no reason to put her own life aside for River’s, but now there’s something new wrapping its hands around Brooke’s throat. She sold her soul to know what she had been searching for all of her life — and now the sirens need her to walk through hell as payment.
She enters the chamber, drawing in a nervous breath as the glass container closes itself around her. She shifts awkwardly from one foot to the other, looking around the space and fiddling with her dress. She wonders if she’s made a mistake; if trying to avenge her mother had been a foolish want. She tries to steel herself against that regret. This has to mean something.
River’s death meant something; Fledger’s death meant something; the Libertine girls’ deaths meant something — and hers will, too. She’ll make sure of it. She closes her eyes with a nod, inhaling to calm herself, and she waits for the area above her head to split open and for her to make her rise into the arena. Seconds pass; one to five to ten. She exhales in anticipation.
Then the metal beneath her feet flies apart, and she lets out a squeal as she starts to fall. The air is flung from her lungs and lodged inside of her throat, her arms flailing and her gown whipping around her. There’s nothing but blue to be seen, with white clouds staining her vision, and it’s hard to cope with the fact that your death will be instant. She waits for it to be over; to crash into the earth and break into shards of a girl who wanted too much.
She tries to gasp, but she can’t. She can’t even hold her eyes open, trying to fight with the wind blowing in her face, but before she can hit the ground, the rush suddenly stops. She’s floating. She catches her breath, chest stinging, and then she realizes that she’s hanging upside down. She looks up, noticing that her foot is caught between the teeth of a massive beast, and she swallows hard. She waits for it to engulf her, to spread its jaws and take her whole, but it only swims through the air at a calm pace. The creature is too much for a girl from Four to understand, so she just accepts it. The whale of black and white guides her to a rooftop, placing her down on a chimney and letting loose a song before it flies away.
She makes her way to her feet and steadies herself, a hand clutching at her chest as she pants, and she’s had her fair share of flying. She had always wondered what it would be like to soar, but now she knows. She’ll always be content with walking from this point on. She looks around, noticing a select few faces, but there are some who are missing. Maybe they’re still falling, or maybe the fifty tributes were just an illusion. Maybe none of them are real. She clutches at her face, rocking back and forth on her heels and trying to get herself ready for the war ahead, listening as the timer starts to count down. She can handle falling; she could handle being eaten alive.
She wonders if she can handle killing. She doesn’t want to see anyone suffer.
The gong sounds, and then she runs.
She won’t lose herself today.
[brooke enters the bloodbath]