A Lonely Rage [OPEN]

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The female's eyes were filled with rage as she tried not to punch someone going out the school gates, it was just so hard not to. If the fear of getting in trouble with the peacekeepers weren't stopping her from doing it then someone would of been injured hours ago.
Some idiot had thought it would be a funny idea to drop a bucket of water on Kayris after running a 200 meter sprint as she was gasping for some air. Oh yeah, she ran around a track and looks a little tired lets pour a bucket of water on her! What genius's they were. Even though they were friends of hers for years all she wanted to do was get her fist deep into their skill maybe even kill them if it gave her the satisfaction of revenge. Before she could even start to run to them the teacher was already shouting at them, another already knowing my past of violent outbursts grabbed her securing in a way that she couldn't get out then took her away to get dried up.
Kay's fists balled up into tight fists walking around in the town, so hard that the bones looked like that they may tear through her pale skin like rice paper. Why were people so amused by seeing her in this state, being angry and wanting to attack people?! It was out of her reach to even start to understand why people would. Did they hate her? Did they want revenge for pranks she had pulled on them? To be honest there were many motives for them to do this but still she hated it being done to herself. Kayris just let herself fall against a tree, it wasn't really a private place with it being in the middle of town but it was good enough. No one would be able to see her face at least with all the long willow branches all nearly touching the ground; you'd have to squint your eyes to really get a realistically decent focus on her.
The girl let her hands grabonto the grass continuley pulling bits out letting her frustation out in a non-confrontational way. Well at least towards other people, for the grass it was getting the full wrath.
It seemed the only people in this world who never tried to encourage Kayris to be angry was her parents; so for that she never put a foot out of line for them. Yes she was known as a bit of a bad girl around this area but her parents always disagree, sometimes she had to wonder if she had some sort of personality disorder. Always acting like completely different person around certain situations and people but as usual her parents, always the exact same annoying words, 'it's just a phase'. Though people grow out of phases and she had had this all her life, didn't like she was going to grow out of this anytime soon. Though she couldn't bare to feel so angry all her life, to feel different. How does everyone managed to smile to hide their true emotions so easily? Self control? Well Kay had none of that and didn't really get the concept, to her that was like holding back your true self but obviously everyone disagreed. OK maybe self-control wasn't the worst thing in the world something like that might be useful thought easier said than done.
Would be nice if her friends supported her once in a while, all she desired was a true friend who wouldn't use her, wouldn't ditch her when she needs them most, just someone other than her parents really. Kayris looked up looking at all of the people in the square, easily right now she could get up make some new friends with new people, doubt was holding her back. That'd be a miracle to even find someone who'd put up with her through her good times let alone the bad.</div>

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Can I participate?

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sure, i'd love you to xD

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Are Lilies Always Pure?
Lilium Shlezar

Walking out of the school, Lilium clutched her arms tighter and tighter around the red binder that was necessary for school. Looking around her, she could nearly see the pollution in the air and the trees themselves looked like they were about to gag. The sky was amazingly cyan, the color of the bluebirds that would sometimes show up and sing their song. But bluebird song wasn't even close to the beautiful tune a Mockingjay could vocalize.

Brushing her pure white misty hair out of her hair just behind her ear, she thought of the beautiful tunes a Mockingjay could produce until she saw a girl. This girl was soaking wet, and it looked like she had gone for a very long swim in the occasional swimming pool of District 3. To be honest, this girl looked like she needed somebody to talk to. Oh no, i'm bad at advice and all that stuff. Should I just tell her what id do? Crap, I sound like my Grandmother.

Dragging her knee high buckled boots over to the soaking wet girl, she stuffed the red binder into her messenger bag and looked at the girl, trying to get a sense of what she was feeling. Lilium didn't have to look long to realize she was feeling intense, extreme anger. Lilium didn't even have to guess at all about how that felt ; she was albino! A freak of nature! Some cultures used albino limbs for witchcraft and whatever else they did. People looked at her like a bad omen, but her friends that told her the myth of the Japanese ice woman really cheered her up and lifted her self-confidence ten fold.

"Hey, are you okay?" Lilium began with a nervous tone. She wanted to make this girl feel better, no matter how long it took.

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<div align="justify"> Kayris was somewhat startled by the voice, standing up immediately after hearing the voice and looked down whipping her teary eyes not wanting to appear vulnerable in any sort of manner. What, who was this? She certainly didn't know this girl, never seen her face before. To be honest she wanted this girl away, didn't know who she was and wasn't in the mood to hear anything negative related at the moment. Her blue eyes studies the girl for a moment. Was she nervous or something? Even in speech it was obvious she seemed nervous, knowing this Kayris let her angered face stretch out and relax into an emotionless expression; better than looking at a nervous girl with no expression at all rather than a look of angst. It was quite unreal how pale the female was, previously she had though she was one of the palest people around but not as much as this one. Though it wasn't bad, it was beautifully pale like snowflakes almost. For a moment all she could do was envy it when she remembered the question the girl asked a few seconds ago.

''I-I guess. Just bad day you know, like it here. No one can see me,'' Kayris re-thought hat for a moment, if she was o hidden then how did this girl spot her so easily.''...Well I thought no one could see me but you obviously have proven me wrong. Gotta find a better hide-out spot I guess.''

She ended with a sigh trying to add some dry humor to it, didn't work really. It would of work if she was in a much better mood, in one of her good moods she could make anything sound or look funny, just something that came naturally and was of course the one that made everyone laugh, though it was clear she was in no mood to laugh. More like in a mood to smash things or hit someone though she knew that wasn't an option.. The female decided to stay down on the ground at the same level as the nervous-wreck, it was just making her feel bad as if she was the one making the poor girl so nervous. Maybe she just wasn't very social in the first place.

''You alright? You seem quite nervous as if I[m going to pounce on you at any second now.''

Kayris asked genuinely, on normal circumstances she would try her hardest to intimidate a girl like this, to drive her into a nervous-breakdown if she wanted to but today she seemed to be in quite a sincere mood. A rarity that only her parents have ever seen, sincerity was an emotion that her friends didn't know existed within her.


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Are Lilies Always Pure?
Lilium Shlezar

This girl, who seemed pretty angry before was totally calm now, like she was just writing poetry in a soft District 3 breeze. Was it because of Liliums appearance? Was it because of something else? "I-I guess. Just bad day you know, like it here. No one can see me,'' She replied to her earlier question. "...Well I thought no one could see me but you obviously have proven me wrong. Gotta find a better hide-out spot I guess.'' She paused for a couple more moments, trying to figure out a way to position her face. ''You alright? You seem quite nervous as if I'm going to pounce on you at any second now.''

Lilium actually started to blush. It was pretty hard for albino people, but a very very faint paint of red splashed upon her cheeks. "Its just... I never really talked to anybody besides my friends because everybody looks at me differently. And don't worry, its okay. I'm used to the looks." Lilium knew that the girl seriously just wanted to look at her like she was different, but the girl herself was different and minding her manners. "Well, my name is Lilium, what is yours?" Lilium had a warm feeling spread through her body. She was actually talking to somebody. A real human being that wasn't one of her amazing accepting friends. In her mind, she pictured herself laughing and jumping for joy.

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Kayris listen to the girl, was used to looks? Wait, has she offended this girl in some way? There was a few reasons as to why she had calmed herself down in the fit of rage, one was just how nervous the girl seemed that it made her feel bad that she seemed to be encouraging these nerves to worsen. The second was being afraid of being taking away, already the peacekeeprs have thrown her into a detention cell for a few days for attacking someone. But that was different, the guy was trying to make her do something she never wanted to do, it was all self-defence! Just the though, the feelings made her fists clench up into tight balls shaking violently. The skin wrapping so tight around the bones it looked as if they were about to tear through the skin. 'Calm down Kay, it's all over, he got what what he deserved.' Taking a deep breathe she sat back down leaning against the tree trying to smile weakly at the girl but it must be noticeable it was a fake one. Never talked to anyone with the exception of her friends? Kay's eyebrows raised generally surprised by this, though she did seem like a really shy person. Lilium. Well Lilium seemed like a shy person though why did she mention her looks? Yes her skin was abnormally pale, but didn't she even know that it was a beautiful?

''Well Lilium to those people who give you looks just ignore them, people always point out the differences in people. They should realize difference makes this world, that it's good.''

Kayris tried to emphasize on the word good, because it was good to be different. Everyone single person was though most tend to follow some sort of stereotype including herself though she tried to be herself though sometimes you just can't help it, just blend into the crowd and avoid to be seen.

''Hey...I'm Kayris. Everyone calls my Kay so I guess you can too, sorry if I was making you nervous. I got some issues with my anger though I tried to tone it done because you seemed quite scared.''

She said a small chuckle passing through her lips, she then leaned her head back basking in the few rays of sun that cut through the gaps in the branches letting the sun warm up her face.

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Are Lilies Always Pure?
Lilium Shlezar

Oh crap, was Lilium making Kay apologize? Instantly, Lilium felt bad about mentioning her looks. Maybe Kay didn't see anything wrong with her. People like that came once in a blue moon, and it was pretty much like an angel sent from heaven. And besides, this wasn't Kay's job to make Lilium feel better, it was the albino girl's to make the soaking wet one feel better. She patted the girls back and apologized for making her apologize.

But then she remembered that Kay had basically said she was beautiful. "Well Lilium to those people who give you looks just ignore them, people always point out the differences in people. They should realize difference makes this world, that it's good.'' Lilium paused for a moment. Someone actually told her she was beautiful? Overpowered by these words, Lilium gained a long lost confidence for the first time in her life. Somebody, not even willed by the common good, told her she was a beautiful person, and she shouldn't care what others said. With red-gray eyes, she looked at Kay, the edges of her eyes compiling tears. After years and years of lies saying "I'm OK" she was able to suck it up and the tears were no more.

Thanks, Kay. You made my day. But enough about me, what happened to you? Please, tell me.