Fishing [free to enter, Open]

[kayleigh]

FISHING.

I’m not ugly. But I’m not beautiful either. I look at my awful hair in the mirror, my dry skin and my nose. I didn’t like myself, but at this point I don’t really care. Nothing really care, all that matters is the fact that my mom is still leaving. Leaving, and god know’s where she is.
For one moment I realized she doesn’t love me. Cause, if she do, why she has leave me, Aaron, my father and… oh, sweet little Ciria?
I swallow. Maybe she has a whole new family, in another district. A new man, new house, new job… Maybe… Maybe she’s pregnant.
If that’s true, I never wane see her again. But deep inside my heart I know that isn’t true. I always want to see her, I always stay love her, even if she hates me, and has a new daughter who gets al her attention.
‘Oh Gosh!’ I snap to the mirror. I don’t want to think about all this stupid, difficult and heart-breaking stuff.
I put my hair in some kind off ponytail and walk out the bathroom.
‘I’ll go fishing,’ I said to my father. He don’t even pay any attention to me. When the head of Aaron came in to my face I know enough. Aaron need some food and he can’t eat it alone. Need some help.
‘There isn’t any food left for the dinner,’ I noticed, but again I didn’t get a answer.
‘Fuck you,’ I whisper before I take a trident and a fishnet.

The water is delicious when I walk into the water. I go to ‘’Lillian’’, my simple but lovely boat, calling to my mother. After I lay the trident and the fishnet into the boat I jumped in the boat.
‘Let go for a ride,’ I laughed in myself, and put me off against the side. Then I’m sailing.

[gxk]

"I dropped a tear in the ocean.
The day you find it,
is the day I will stop missing you."

Naida

Naida rowed her small boat out on the water. It had been a long time since she'd gone out for a nice fishing trip. Alba's death and Raiden's death kept replaying in her mind. Losing her best friend and brother both in the Hunger Games had taken it's toll on Naida. She had with her, her beloved fishing spear, some nets, and fishing pole. Naida promised her parents she'd bring home dinner for her two younger siblings so she had focus and catch some fish. Fishing was an activity she shared with those she loved and now she was here all alone. Naida cast her line out into the water and set it up while she gazed into the water. Her scattered some bait near the surface to lure fish within the striking range of her spear. The nightmares were inescapable, the capital had trapped her in the games right along with the tributes. A flicker of movement set off an instant relax in Naida, splash, her spear skewered a large fish that had gone for the bait. She put the fish in her spare net. Another sound met Naida's ears, she thought she heard maybe another boat?

Who else would be here at this time? Naida was almost positive she'd be alone today, but no such luck. She wanted time to mourn alone but she kept running into to people, they all wanted to help but there was nothing they could do to help her unless they could bring down the capital and bring back the dead. Naida wondered who else was here. She assumed they'd be fishing just as she was but she couldn't pictured who it could be.

[kayleigh]

I look across my shoulder and see a girl coming. She's like the age and building of me, whe even has the same hair-colour. But i know inside she's different. I know this girl, is different as me. Cause nobody has a brother who's get all of the attention, has a mother who's leaving cause she can't get it any longer, and nobody has such a broken heart as mine.

The first thing i want to do is leaving, like i always do if i meet other people. I'm not someone who's plays with the group very well, i just hang around with myself and that is it.
Friends don't have any function and you didn't get any more fish on the table with friends.
So that's the reason why i - mostly - leave when i saw people coming. I have to talk to them, they talk to me, and before you know you have a conversation. Bleegh.

But this time i don't leave the place. Cause this is a very good fishingplace? yes, that's true. But there's another fact why i stay here. And i didn't know very well what it is, but somewhere, deep inside of me, i want friends. I didn't want friends, and i did want friends.
It's so confused that i'll get a headache, but i smile to the girl and put my peddle a few seconds out of the water, like a 'Hello'.
'Did you catch anything?' I ask, and i know it's a real silly thing to said to someone you didn't even know.
'Hello, my name is Kayleigh, or something like that. But i don't care for éverything. This is a whole new step into the world calls ''friends'', so leave me.

[gxk]

Naida

Naida had just speared another fish when she heard someone address her. She turned around and saw a girl around her age was the speaker. "Oh hi. I'm Naida. How's your fishing going?' Naida tried to sound cheerful, which was no easy feat when your best friend died the day before and your brother was killed when you were 11. Now her family struggled and there was nothing she could do to make it any better for them. Raiden Gardez, her brother dead at her age, 15. Alba Hache, her best friend, dead at age 16. It was almost to much to bare.

Naida rowed her boat a little closer to make sure she could hear when the other girl replied. She'd never seen her around before. Another stranger to her. Naida knew by looking at her that she's had a rough time of it. But she was still alive, unlike herself who was basically dead along with Raiden and Alba. Naida rested her spear causally on her lap while whipping the fish blood off of it. The sight of blood so soon after the bloodbath made her stomach twist and she was dizzy for a moment before quickly regaining her composure.

[kayleigh]

'My fish is fine,' i grumbling and try to take a look. Did she catch anything? If she, i could steal it from hear and leave her alone. I know i'm faster in the water, cause in fact i'm faster than everybody.
I'm like a dolphin. But something on the girl impress me, but i really don't know what it is. And then i realise, there's something about the Hungergames and her. Something i don't really know.
'It's about The Hungergames, isn't it?' I noticed and take a look of the girl. She has brown hair, is very small. I think she doesn't weight more than 40 pounds.
'Your look after you saw the blood,' i said quickly. 'It isn't something you expect from a fisher.'
And then, between a and fisher, i saw a giant, grey, beautifull fish in the water.
A few seconds later i hold a dead fish in my hands, while the blood are streaming out of it.
'That's one,' i smiled, and wash the fish in the water.

[gxk]

Naida

The sight of more blood makes Naida cringe. "I'm normally fine around fish blood.. It's just too soon after the bloodbath, but my family needs to eat so I need to deal with it." She saw a tug on her line and dragged in a large fish without a struggle, adding it to her net, making three. "The Hunger Games are a hard time of year for me. My brother died in the final fight of them 4 years ago. And my best friend Alba just died in them yesterday... Both death's were bloody..." Her fingers brushed over the spear tip on her necklace. She kept her spear posed to impale another fish. Growing up fishing for a living Naida was lightning fast in the water, and with her spear. Her small size made her very quick, and she was very well muscled from working on ocean ships. She'd weaved all her nets herself as a way to keep her mind busy and off the topic of her loved ones deaths.

Naida didn't know if she trusted this other girl, she seemed to be up to something. Naida made sure she was very aware of her movements as well as those of any fish. Her family needed to eat, therefore she had to bring in a good haul of fish, there was no other option.

[dharmamember]

((can I join? ))

[kayleigh]

Eun, yes (;