Dice Fer of District 3 /FIN

[Ella]

"Just a reminder
for me
because I forget
things
easily sooo
yeah
I'll do stuff
with this post later
idk
just leave me alone
and get on with your life
until I finish this bio
thank you very much
for your time
no matter
how short
it still matters
because YOLO"
-Ella

"Oh no wait
I have finished
Please read
I love u
my baby
well
i dunno
who you are
but
i bet i
like you
unless your
a certain person but
idk
you probably arent
because there's only one
aka
my brother"
-Ella

[Ella]

dice fer

dice feR female district 3 fourteen bi-sexual alexis bledel odair is finnicky   Dark brown hair falls in little clumps down my arched  back. My crystal blue eyes stare down at the board game  that I play now with a "friend." She's not a friend. That mean idiot is not a friend. She will never be a friend for anybody. Well, neither will I. Friends like people that tell the truth. That is not something I can do. Just like I can't do board games. I do them anyway, though. "Die, you idiot." She says to me, bitterness clear in her low voice in this deathly game. This game of life and death for our pawns. They're the pawns and we're the kings (or queens.) "Never." I say confidently. This will be the time I win. "Always." She shoots back at me, eager to start an argument as she knows I can't hold it. I never can. Can't hold anything. "Shut it, please." I say mock-politely and clasp my short eyelashes together tightly so I can concentrate on this devilish game. "Why should I?" My "friend" replies back to me. I just want to say, 'get out' or, 'leave me alone' but I can't. No, I have to finish this. I never leave a game unfinished. It's not my nature. "Let's just finish the game." I reply plainly, letting myself let out a small sigh of annoyance at her. She seems to make a big deal out of everything. Literally everything. It really bugs me, sometimes. I try to be nice to my "friend" but... it can be hard sometimes. I try my best. Because hey, I have my reasons! Totally not her hot brother huh what? "Nah, I'm good." My blue eyes widen into taller almonds at her words. No, I need to finish this! I've never ever ever EVER left a board game unfinished and I definitely don't ever want to start. She begins to get up as I shout my reply. "St-stay!" My rosebud lips shout desperately to her. Her dark face grows a devilish grin, a grin full of triumph over me. She knows that she has won this argument. She knows I'll never leave a game unfinished, and she uses it much to her advantage.  "Hmm... I don't know..." The girl says, her tone full of wonder, and just to top it all off of course, she adds a dreamful sigh at the end. Ugh.. that's it. My blood starts to boil inside of me as my tall figure stands up and before I know what I'm doing, my pale hand reaches out to grab her arm. "Your that desperate? Ha." I shake my head, and dig my kind of long nails into her dark arm, a grin on my face. A taste of her own medicine, eh? After all this time. My long legs stiffen up as I realize what I'm doing. Shoot shoot shoot. Shoot. Mom will just kill me. I just know it. And it's not like any of my siblings would back me up. All I've ever done in my short life was ask them to play board games with me. I've never had a very close relationship with them. Anybody, really. They get annoyed by me quickly because of my board games obsession. And all my lies. They're part of my many few flaws, but there the biggest things of my personality, frankly, so nobody can really notice the good things about me, hidden in the midst of those bigger things that outweigh them by far.  "Ow oww ow stop!" She cries in pain, and I let go. She doesn't need to get tortured that much. My nails come out from her flesh and little red marks remain in their place. Four little red marks. "Now you may go. Please and thank you." I say to her calmly. Hey, it's not leaving it unfinished. It's finishing it with a separate person who I will find soon enough. I live in the Fer house, there is always somebody available to play a board game, no matter how much they resent it. "Fine." She purses her lips and struts away from me, finally. Possibly out of my life forever. She's been my friend as long as I can remember. Been with me through this crazy journey of life. It's been a heck of a ride, but I guess now it's over. Lately she's just been kind of mean, I guess. And changed. Or maybe I was mean. And I changed. No. It was probably both of us. It wasn't meant to be, I guess. Our life-long friendship. There's no other friend I'll ever find that's lived through our years of experiences together, there's only two people who can do that. Me and my "friend." It's funny how somebody's life can be completely shared with another person. "Bye," I say to her quietly as she exits my bedroom. Board games line the wall neatly. They're everywhere in this house. Mostly in my neat bedroom, though. Everything is in here that matters to me. Except my other family, of course. They're not here. They're never here. I don't like letting people into my room, they get it much to messy and such. Kicking the games, un-making the bed, rearranging my clothes, and all that fun stuff. It's one of my hugest pet-peeves in life. Messiness. Why can't everything just be all nice and tidy everywhere? I seem to be the only one who thinks that. I don't know why I'm obsessed with board games. It's kinda funny. Just how I was born. Well, I remember a long time ago. Very long time ago. That "friend" of mine had a board game, and we played it. Maybe that's how I became so obsessive over them? Well, I guess we'll never know. I am not real. I am an annoying, recurring nightmare in everybody's nice dreams. Just a piece in everybody's imagination that they're trying to get rid of. The one who will get curious and explore things where they are not welcome. Those people that even I have in my dreams (or nightmares). I've come to like them, actually. Because I'm one of them. Just another one of them in disguise, wearing a mask that won't come off. Sometimes things work out for me. Sometimes they don't. Sometimes they kind of do. Sometimes it's all three. I'm fine with any. Because we all need a variety. I guess I'm part of that variety.

TABLE BY TRINITY @ ADOXOGRAPHY

[Ella]

I have finished! 

WC: 1054

[Ella]

Le bump~

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She's going to be so great in the Fer plot!

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