We've loved and lost - Jack, Marree, Cameo

[Anatra]

We've loved and lost Alex, Tyren and Adina - District Two - Eighteen The summer is fastly approaching, the last few chances to catch some downtime before the next games begin and also a brief but casual chance to remind each other that this year was to be the last possible year that they would be reaped. Of course, not everybody in the present company was like that, but it was a fact for many of those at the pub this afternoon. The pub stank of alcohol, but the atmosphere of the place is calm but busy. Noise of chairs being moved and the littering conversation being made across tables and counters. Tyren and the group walk in and they find themselves a nice solitary table. This will probably be their whole summer, doing things like this. It will be the last time they get to be this social with one and other due to the troubles of becoming eighteen looming over many of them. After taking the seats, leaving two at the end of the table for any unexpected arrivals, Tyren cracks open the conversation despite his lack of leadership of the group. It generally appears to be Matthew, mostly, who holds the group together in terms of somebody to look toward for a solid topic of talk. “I’ll get the drinks.” Tyren just assumes everyone is having a beer, and that’ll be all. He has glasses on today, which actually compliment his haircut which is as slim as always. He heads off to the counter and the ordering of drinks is simple. There’s only three drinks to carry so there isn’t a trouble there, either. Tyren comes back holding all three drinks, one for Matthew, one for Kyanite and one for Vy. His own drink is grabbed when he comes back with another two, putting one by the empty seats towards the end of the table. In a moment, Alex and Adina come in through the door, hands held as she stops in front of him and pecks him on the cheek before he then walks ahead of her, releasing his hand and smiling at the group. “Hey, guys. This is Adina, she’s my girlfriend.” She smiles a little at the group, seemingly nervous but at the same time very enthused about meeting them all. Tyren of course she has met already. “Hey!” She greets everybody generally before taking her seat next to Alex. Tyren gives a nod of his head to Adina, raising his glass a little. “What you having Adina?” He asks her from across the table. “Oh, Alex said he’ll get me something.” She says that, and it comes across almost as though whatever Tyren has to offer perhaps isn’t quite good enough. Alex gives Tyren a faint smile before getting up almost out of reluctance but still, a willingness behind his kindness. He get a drink from the counter but it’s clear as day. He puts it next to Adina, “There you go,” He says casually, genuinely smiling. “Thanks.” She simply says, not a bad look on her face at all. “Here, somebody put something good on the jukebox.” Alex slips out a coin from his pocket and puts it in the middle of the table. “Right, so how is everyone? Spare no details.” Tyren says, adjusting his glasses a little.

[Jack Lexington]

The weekends together with the group seem to become a constant. Even when I'd like to spend some private time with my girl friend I agree to coming along to an afternoon at the local pub, which seems like not such a bad way to wind down after an exhausting week at the academy. My first week back and almost the last one there in the program. I've caught up on a few points thanks to the spar with Vy, that earned her a few sore ribs and me a nice shiner because she just wouldn't accept her defeat. Both of us got 4 points though, which I desperately needed because of my two week absence after the Jins incident, that is slowly becoming a distant memory. Not distant enough for some of us. I shoot Kyanite a brief look because she freaked out on me yesterday but she seems alright now. She actually seems happy for a change. Maybe she doesn't need to see the psychologist that I was forced to see to get cleared. At leats nobody got wind of that to tease me.

Casually we walk into the dingy, drak place and claim a sticky table when Tyren leaves to get us drinks. I sit down and lean back to relax instantly. Today some baggy shorts and a hoodie is my clothing of choice because I'm so sick and tired of the stiff uniforms.

Tyrens brother walks in introducing us to his 'girl friend' as if we hadn't already known.
"Hey." I greet her because I know her from the academy.

When asked how everyone is, I quickly take Kyanites hand and squeeze it. "Awesome!" I'm not fibbing. The weekends are always awesome and everybody's turning back to normal.
"Ready to get shitfaced, if you ask me."
I do get up however to stroll over to the juke box passing a couple of drunk sailors arguing over some boat they use for fishing on the big river of the districts.

I brows the music of the old style juke box and choose a song before I turn back to sit down with the others and grab one of the beers he's offering.
"Thanks, man, good choice." At least nobody's being asked for an ID today.

Through the overhead speakers 'No woman no cry' comes on...my favorite song for a long time.

[*]

Attire for the bar? For me, that would probably just include a dress of my choise, just above my knees, marked with red and no straps. With my hair down, I find it a little easier to slip into the bar scene with an older appearance, one that doesn't scream out for me to be checked for ID. I've made it into the door without. Just glad that everyone seems to be in a really good mood for now. I follow Matthew into the bar, and as I pull in behind him through the crowd of people, the smell of alcohol burns my nose already. The scent is so strong in here, mixed in with the smells of the bodies lingering around, some that stink with the scent of sweat and others with the aftersmell of alcohol on their breaths. I remember all the times that I've snuck into these places before and just once do I think I'd gone a little too far. Never again, especially with certain thoughts running through my head. Should I even be here right now? I've suspected the one thing that can not turn out right tonight... It's just stress though. I need tonight, right? This will help?

As we take the table that Matthew has chosen, I keep my fingers away from the sticky puddles. My gaze goes to Tyren as he greets us and goes off to get a few drinks for everyone. Alex goes on to introduce us to his girlfriend and with a pleasant hello and a smile, the introductions are done and gone for now. Tyren's been the generous one though, buying the first round of beers for all of us sitting round the table. It's hard to think that I barely get to see any of these guys anymore, including Vy. It almost makes me wonder whether I should see about doing the same as them. Being left behind while they all go out and have a wonderful adventure is hard.

Matthew takes the token to go put the music in the Jukebox after his fingers squeeze tightly to my hand. It's so common between us now, that I don't even think about it but squeeze back. Being with him is just right and having my friends around me also. I take a sip of the beer, letting the taste linger on my tongue before swallowing the harsh tang. The others have no trouble downing some of their beers, but they aren't stressing over things as I am.

"So, MAtthew, save me a dance for later on, right?" I give him a gentle stare then turn to the rest of the crew. "So, how's the academy? Anything interesting this week that I need to know about?"

PAT - 456

[Cameo {RIP Charlie}]

There's not much that can top having female roommates, annoyance wise that is. Having a free hour of bunk time used to be fun. Filled with sarcastic humor, and even a few remarks that got under skin. Compared to now though, Vy would give anything to have that back. For some odd reason chicks just don't understand sarcasm, and the only insults they have are over looks. If she's forced to listen to one more comment about how shocked they are that Jeran apparently slept with her she's gonna cut someone. To put it simply the weekends have become as important as ever, even if they were meaningful for her before. Now it's just a lot more. Not only a chance to be with Brooklyn, but also hang out with her friends surprisingly....as long as Brittany allows it of course.

Luckily tonight the witch is actually in need of the toddler, to go to a mommy and me class despite the fact it's her granddaughter. Guess being the youngest Nana in this District makes that possible. Whatever it takes to get the clear to go out, and Vy takes it gratefully. To show her gratitude she even keeps the little Tyke under her eye while getting ready. Slipping on a pair of black sort-of tight pants and a white blouse. Nothing to girly, yet not her usual attire. "Lip tick." Brooklyn attempts to persuade as she holds up eyeliner from the pile of makeup that's now become her toys. Obviously she hasn't been trained well in the beauty department as that sort of liner doesn't even go on lips. Would of figured Brittany tutored her in all of that. It's unknown that last time Vy's applied on such a thing.

"No, mommy doesn't wear makeup." Vy chuckles, gently pushing away the offer. The fact that she's put on anything but jeans and a tank is a miracle. "LIp tick!" The two year old continues to persist though. With a squinted noise, the older Blonde tries to deny it again. Only giggles erupt though as Brooklyn pushes it further. "Okay, okay. Just a little." How a toddler manages to control her when no one else can is beyond her understanding. Least it gets a Yay out of the adorable rugrat, followed by retrieval of more things that Vy no longer uses. "Thanks." She mutters sarcastically with a laugh.

"You trying to make me look like a ho...se. Hose. Water hose?" Close save. Being around only adults five day out of the week must of altered her mommy filter. Brooklyn going back and forth until she's brought over every stupid piece of makeup just made it slip. Someone's been hanging out with Brittany too much, even if she's not getting lessons on her fashion. "Hose." Even if it also means something completely innocent, it sounds horrible coming from a toddler. "Shhhh." Vy tries to convince, unable to hold back a little laughter. "Water hose." She corrects, shaking her head from side to side. Opps. "I gotta go, I love you." A kiss is given to the tiny forehead before she's left in Brittany's care for the night. Now to get out before the witch changes her mind.

To think Vy's gotten to a place where she has a special group of friends she regularly goes out with. Something about that camping trip they all shared, despite how dramatic it all started out, caused this. All that matters is the present though, right? A lack of a rift as they share a table at the local bar. It's as if they're a set of normal young adults, almost. Plus being that they all even manage to slip into the pub without even a glance from anyone makes it a great mix. LIght conversations drift around as drinks are delivered and more friends arrive. Hand in hand another couple joins the table. Good thing at least one other single person's around, or this would be awkward. Still just a friendly gathering though.

"Thanks." Vy finds a bit of curtesy since she's been given a beer. Each by a round kind of night? Show their appreciation to the gang though it'd be the same as everyone providing for themselves basically. That's sort of what people do though. A large swig is taken by the Blonde, just to start the night off right.

As if it wasn't obvious Alex points out that he's now an item with Adina as he greets everyone. The two are constantly together at the academy, it's no surprise. "Well congrats love birds." Vy comments with a smirk. Might as well be kind of nice tonight. She busies herself with sips of her beer as how everyone's doing floats around the table. Simply listening as she has no interest in sharing how awesome the female dorms are. A gentle lean given to her chair as she remains casual as usual. "Ditto," being the only thing said as she agrees to getting shit faced. Pretty much sums up her current desire.

Of course the very thing Vy would prefer to avoid gets brought up, the academy. Just thinking about it has her automatically rolling her eyes. It's only Friday, but in no time she'll have to return. It's a horrible feeling. "Peachy." There's a number of reasons why she doesn't want to get into details. the embarrassment and move to a chick room actually not being first. Most likely Kyanite has no clue what happened between Vy and Jeran, and it's probably best it stays that way.

[Anatra]

No woman, no cry. It's not a philosophy that Tyren is at all familiar with. Having no woman is something he fears quite a bit. If he doesn't have a woman, he's not a man, right? That's how it works. There's no sinple way of just not having a woman. He takes a nice drink of his beer to which he only drinks because he's around friends. He adjusts his glasses once again and then a question is raised about the academy. Tyren could have sworn he asked a question too but he doesn't mind. Maybe his question wasn't good enough.

The small beats of the song travel restedly around the pub. Bar is definitely the wrong word. It's a pub. People come here for casual drinks with friends, not to get shit faced and sex filled. Alex takes in some first impressions of his new position. He's a tied man now. He has somebody to lay with and somebody to spend forever and more with. Adina, the girl with nice blonde hair and deep brown eyes. Large eyes, small ears. Her features are subtle yet beautiful. She is a catch. Alex knows that.

To think that one day, somebody among this group could be a parent -

But that's already true. Alex doesn't know that at all. Tyren didn't tell him, he knows not to spread little secrets. He'd die if somebody did the same thing to him. Alex drinks slowly, something perhaps unconsciously putting him off of the alcohol. The bitter taste is not foreign to him but perhaps his new company had encouraged better behaviour. He is tempted to joke about the last time he was in the pub, but he doesn't want to scare Adina with the knowledge that somebody could beat Alex up and get away with it. He only got away with it because of Matthew. Adina takes a drink from her clear liquid glass. A question is posed about the academy. A topic likely given by fate so that Adina can have something to say: something to make an impression. She's not going to act strong, and she's not going to act tough. She's going to be herself, that's what they had agreed, her and Alex. They really are a great couple. They're so similar but Alex seems to have everything that Adina wants; he's a gentleman to ladies, he's kind, strong and he has a brain between his ears, both of which he uses to listen and learn. Not only that but to her, he is quite handsome. That little beard he has which meets with his hair that is short enough to be masculine but long enough to be suave and sophisticated. He has a calming aura to Adina. It's love.

"It's been alright so far. I don't think I'll be staying there long though. It's getting a bit tough, do you know what I mean?" She points her question to the group in general, unaware that Kyanite is the only one who doesn't understand. Tyren nods his head. Alex gives her a smile. "Yeah, that and other things." He subtly hints at whatever he means. Tyren raises a little brow but he doesn't put forty-two and fifty together. "Tyren... Are those my glasses?" Alex narrows his eyes at him. Even then his calmness hasn't disappeared. "No...?" Tyren cheekily says. "I need them, dad says they'll stop my headaches. He's finally admitted that it's not because of Matthew and it's just because I have shit eyesight." Alex nods, giving Adina a little 'I'll tell you later' look.

"I... Get what you mean though. It has got a bit more difficult." Tyren takes another drink from his glass. The song is weighing on him a little. No woman, no cry. The contrast to his feelings and the happy beat of the song. He hates it. His teeth want to sharpen. Alex had seen this earlier, but now he sees it more clearly. He slides another coin across the table and Tyren grabs it quick eagerly. A moment later the coin is slid into the jukebox. This is his moment to prove how his taste in music is golden. He needs a nice song, a soothing song: one that stops the gang from getting up and dancing because then he can carry on talking to them. 'Say something' comes on. He takes a moment to hear the first notes. He knows them. D... D... D... D, D minor. It's a minor song. A sad one. One that perhaps means something to him. Maybe he wants to say something. Or maybe, he wants somebody else to.

Alex stands up as Tyren sits down.

"Guys there's something I need to tell you all. I know we're a bit young and it's quite quick but... Well I don't want any of you to judge us bad or anything, but..." He nearly has Tyren jumping in anticipation. He's desperate to hear what he has to say. It could be anything. "... Adina and I are going to be parents."

Tyren puts a hand over his mouth in both surprise and also in happiness. He wouldn't cry, but if he could he would.

He's going to be Uncle Tyren.
And he's so happy.

[Jack Lexington]

"So, MAtthew, save me a dance for later on, right?" She gives me a look form those pretty brown eyes that almost makes me say yes but then I claim. "Only if it's a slow dance. That's all I can do."

"So, how's the academy? Anything interesting this week that I need to know about?"
I grin over at Vy and state.
"Vy and I got a few points through a spar."
I'm surprised she hasn't asked about that black eye that her friend gave me yet. Maybe it's become too normal by now.

Vy and me exchange a few glances because she claims she"s 'peachy'.
"Yeah?" I ask because I'm a little put off by the black eye she gave me that's reached it's peak at two days later now.
"How are your ribs and..oh..how are the new room mates?"
By now everybody heard about her near romp with Jeran and her visit to the shower when I was in there. The only one who doesn't is Ky and I can't wait to share the news.

Then I watch Tyren and Alex's conversation about the glasses. Tyren looks sophisticated but strange with them. I scratch my growing beard and have another drink of beer.
"Maybe you'll find someone who digs glasses..." I raise my brows and toast my friend thankful for the light mood of the afternoon.

Adina claims that the academy is getting tough but it's always been that way. "What do you mean?" I wonder.

Tyren's choice of music is completely different from mine. It's a soft but serious song. Desperate almost. I don't like it.

That's when Alex drops the bomb on us acting as if it was the most normal thing in the world to have a child at 18 cause the birthday I was invited to was their 18th.
He wants everybody not to judge them but how long have they been dating? Two months at the most. They're barely adults and are having a kid now?
I really don't know what to say to this other than. "Holy shit. Guess somebody other than Vy got busy at the academy."
oops, that just slipped out. I guess I can top that. "At least she's not jail bait anymore."

[*]

Asking for the dance from Matthew is something I want from him. Something that always brings us closer, with a few little words between each other. His reply to me already has me grinning, but I could care less what kind of dance we choose. Fast or slow doesn't matter. Spending time with each other is the main thing, but the way he decides that it'll have to be a slow dance makes me tilt my head down and grin, while bringing the bottle of beer back to my lips.

With the liquid touching my tongue, a question rings out for the rest of the individuals to respond to. It's someting I genuinely want to know about since I'm the only one left behind in the group. Every person that sits around me has gotten this awesome adventure going on, and I feel so left out of the loop. I can only imagine how hard it actually is but to be left on the sidelines has me feeling more solitary then ever, especially since my brother is the one that also has joined in on the fun. Jealousy isn't a normal part of my daily emotions, but being surrounded by people like this does. A gentle sigh escapes me when Vy is the first to comment on the Academy.

"Peachy." Does that mean she's being sarcastic or just a bit annoyed with the question? It has me wondering if what she's dealing with at the academy is good or bad, but with the eye roll that had shown right before saying that confirms it isn't good. Adina is next to comment on the academy's system, but her responce to my question is what leaves me very curious. She explains that it's getting tougher out there. I have no clue what she means, and I wish that she'd explain more, but she don't give me that. She just expects all of us to know what's going on, but I don't think she realizes that I'm the only one left out of the loop.

I turn to look at Vy for a moment, when I hear Matthew ask her about her ribs and the new roommates. Automatically, a spark kicks up within me of interesting wondering what has happened to her. She doesn't seem to really answer at the moment, so I just make a mental note to ask her at a later date. As for now, the music plays in the background. The tempo is screaming for movement, but it only gets a foot tap from me as I stare down to the beer. Fear prickles my skin for a moment before Alex gets my attention and the feeling is gone in just a few short words from him.

"Guys there's something I need to tell you all. I know we're a bit young and it's quite quick but... well I don't want any of you to judge us bad or anything, but..." Go on, spit it out Alex? But what? Are you two engaged? Thinking about it? Maybe considering moving in together? What has him pausing like that? "...Adina and I are going to be parents." My hand slips from the beer, causing it to topple slightly before righting itself on the table.

Pregnant? She's pregnant already? She's only eighteen? Is she ready for it? ...what if she's not the only one? A smile graces my lips though, a happy tone coming out excitedly for the couple. Babies are the most precious thing ever. For them to get to experience that is amazing. Now, it makes sense why Adina was complaining that the academy was getting tougher. Will they even allow it at the school? Won't she have to drop out?

"Adina, what about the academy? Are you still going to attend? That news is awesome!" I'm truely happy for them. The only thing I question is where they are going to live, how they will deal with the academy. All these little questions i'm dying to know. "When did you find out?"

Somewhere beside me, Matthew speaks up. "Holy shit. Guess somebody other than Vy got busy at the academy."

"Who? Vy? Tell me, what's going on! Who did you meet? Is he going to meet you here tonight? Is that why you all dressed up?" Immediately, I start scanning the room for a moment, wondering if any lingering eyes are upon her, but without that presence, I turn back to Matthew. "Who did she hook up with? Geeze, you all need to tell, I'm severely lacking in social gossip."

I look back to Adina with a grin, then to Tyren. "Congrats Uncle T. Congrats Alex... Adina!"

PAT - 776

[Cameo {RIP Charlie}]

How has the Academy been? Complete walk in the park by far. Alright so that's a lie, or let's say sarcasm since that sounds better. Just one word sums up the amazing experiences Vy's had at that place. But for her to respond in any other way? Typical. Especially given this circumstance where certain information is needing to be held back. Ever realize the never ending cycle of secrets? Where once one is out in the open, another one comes quickly to replace it. And with the king of revealing secrets here -Matthew- there's no telling what's going to spark the truth. A dull answer from Vy doesn't mean he's going to hold back as well. Immediately her eyes dart over to him in an evil glare as he so kindly asks how her ribs are doing, and brings up her new dorm situation.

The new roommates. Leave it at that it's a miracle Vy has lasted this long within that horrible room. Identical to the boy's courters, the chicks have somehow still managed to leave their mark. Pinkness decorating the room as if a giant thing of bubblegum exploded in there. Let alone bringing up the fantastic personalities that designed the room. Least they're avoiding the reason for this punishment. Perhaps there is niceness within Matthew, unless he's waiting for a buildup for the big reveal at the end. "Fantastic." She answers with a much higher volume of sarcasm dripped from her voice. "And my ribs are like new. How are your bruises treating you?" Their spar has already been brought up anyways, though it wasn't really something to hold back. Seems like everyone here has had a round with everyone here. Not a big deal.

Someone here is actually capable of a straightforward conversation, giving a more honest approach on how the Academy's been. Looks like Alex has gotten himself a nice catch with Adina, smart and pretty, a rare combination. Is he like that to? How horrible that Vy's been in the academy for this long with them, and with Alex as one of her roommates nonetheless, yet she hardly knows anything about them. Just that seem like a cute couple with how often they isolate to just the two of them. Nothing about the training they've been through, or how they're taking it. The friendships have been sticking to the group that went camping, which is no surprise given that separates the smart-asses with the serious smart ones. Till now that is. Might as well give everyone a chance, and they don't seem half bad at all. Surprisingly there's similarities, which Vy notes though she stays quiet as the rest agree.

It's easy to assume that things shared in common would bring people together, not so much now though. This is suppose to be exciting news, and by their faces it is. As for Vy it only makes her casual grin sink to her usual tough expression. Arms crossing over her chest unconsciously as she decides to not comment. Kyanite on the other hand seems as ecstatic as they are. Sure, babies are precious and all, but having them at such a young age? She only knows from the single point of view though. Maybe them being in love and together in this will make a huge difference. It just still feels wrong, coming from her bias experience that is. Whatever has them smiling, right? They'll be faced with the difficulties soon enough.

With the attention completely off of her, her face grows even more stern as Matthew -once again- discovers a way to still bring up details that should stay hidden. Is his job revealing all of her crap or something? Because it seems to be his biggest talent lately. "Do you want another black eye?" Vy questions in return since it seems like that's what he's asking for. Can never get enough of a fight, huh? To make matters even better Kyanite goes on a roll of questions, obviously with no clue that the mystery man is her brother. "No." She answers instantly. As if she'd ever get dressed up for a man, or anyone for that matter. The toddler bribed her into the useless makeup, and the clothing is just typical Pub attire. "It's no one." An attempt is given though it's practically too late. Like Matthew's not going to blurt out who it is.

It's rude of them to go off of the big announcement. Even if they are young, it's something they're happy over. Who are they to deny them of this? Wanting to share their excitement over this new journey with some friends. "Yes, congrats guys." Vy tries her best to be sincere. Truthfully she wants to be happy for them, and she even is, just a bit envious over their situation. With no interest in baby conversation or the reveal of who she's been on and off with, she decides to excuse herself for a little. "Well I'm going to go have a smoke to celebrate for you guys." She jokes and goes to exit with the assumption no one else will be joining. One day everyone at that table will realize the value of quiet time, once they're all blessed with children of their own.

[Anatra]

No mentioning of what to name the child, what gender it is, if they are able to keep it. Nobody seems to want the details, except Kyanite who asks how long she's been pregnant. "They think I'm about three months in. A while to go yet." The question is also raised about the academy: what she'll do and what Alex will do: peacekeepers aren't allowed to have children, and if they do, the consequence is likely fatal. Tyren would bring himself to feel sorry for the position that he is now in. The pair of them, Alex and Adina, both wanted to be peacekeepers. They both wanted to fight crime and stop people from getting hurt. Adina was right, though, there's no doubt that the academy is about to get tougher. She wants out of there before it gets too bad for the baby, and Alex wants out before he's bent to think that Adina is wrong. That is what they will do, it's inevitable.

"About the academy. It's got too hard as it is. It's not good for the baby." She pauses. Alex speaks up to confirm it, the pair sitting close as usual. They aren't the typically cringe-worth couple. They are good together, and look normal in public. They don't see the need to flaunt their relationship besides this one single time when it is important. "We're both going to drop out." He says.

Tyren nods at him, giving an approving nod. "I'll join you." He shakes his was though. "No, it would be too suspicious." He says, and Tyren is taken aback. He's being denied what he wanted, and what he probably wanted first. "What? Suspicious of what?" He asks. "Well they'll want reasons as to why we're quitting. We can't tell them the truth."

Tyren looks a little puzzled. He doesn't really mind so much though. He's prepared, he thinks, to stay in the academy until the end and then he'll leave. That is, if the doctor appointment goes well. His heart skips just thinking about it. Vy takes a stand, and she says she's heading out for a cigarette. "I'll join you." Tyren says. He doesn't smoke, but he has something to ask Vy.

He follows her out, and she holds her cigarette, or Tyren would assume. He takes out Max's lighter from his pocket, to which he gets asked to hold all the time but somehow manages to keep a hold of it regularly. He lights it up and holds it out for her. He's typically quite charming around girls. It's a natural thing, and something he doesn't necessarily mean to do. His mind is quite overwhelmed right now. The news is a mixture of both good and bad. Finally though, Tyler will have a buddy. Adina will likely move in with Alex. That spare bed that is usually Joe's has been unoccupied for a long time due to his absence. Unless Joe gets released next week, that's the plan.

"How old is Brooklyn?" He lets out.

Whilst those two are making good outside, Alex wants to ask Matthew and Kyanite some important questions. Adina is watching quietly no longer needing to hide the fact she's drinking water. Kyanite can't be pregnant, she'd think, and they can't be trying for it, as she's drinking alcohol. Alex asks anyway. "Have you two thought of settling down? I mean Matthew, you must know that you can't become a Peacekeeper with a girlfriend. It's not possible." He speaks well, forgetting any inhibitions because he's on a high from the news a only found out a while ago.

[Jack Lexington]

That's one thing that never crossed my mind.
That there are circumstances that will prevent you from becoming a peace keeper other than physical or mental inability. Like for Adina now that she’s pregnant. Three months. It must have happened on their first time because the academy course hasn’t been going for much more than three or four months and will soon be over.

"About the academy. It's got too hard as it is. It's not good for the baby.”
The two seem to have talked this through as they both share the same opinion.
I just nod and raise my brows. “That’s a pity but probably better. Beating each other up and crawling around in the mud might not be the best thing.”
"We're both going to drop out." Alex announces which has me puzzled. “Why?”

On top of that they want to keep their reason secret, which I don’t understand. Why would you need to name a reason at all?
“You’re not joining the military…why give a reason?” I bite my lip wondering whether I should have read the regulations more carefully.

I’m glad that his brother destroys Tyrens plan to drop out right when he voices it. Otherwise I’d have to. So he still wants to quit. Damn. I shoot him a glance and give him a slight kick under the table before I finish my beer.

Tyren seems to be done with this conversation as he decides to join Vy outside. When he’s gone I mention to Alex. “Didn’t know he’s smoking.” I wonder what else I don’t know abouzt my friend. There seems to be a lot of stuff going on that he doesn’t necessarily share with me.
Whilst I’m waiting for another drink Alex asks me and Kyanite what seems to be so important to them right now but has never been a topic for us.
"Have you two thought of settling down? I mean Matthew, you must know that you can't become a Peacekeeper with a girlfriend. It's not possible."
While Adina watches our reaction I gasp inaudibly. Why is he putting me on the spot like this? I mean, half a year ago I was still trying to hide the fact that we’re dating. Now it’s public but still really new to me. I’m slowly easing into the role of a boy friend but am far from perfect.
I cast a side glance at Kyanite wondering what her reaction to this question will be? Is she secretly wondering about this as well or does she think it’s a far fetched as I do?
“Settling down?” I ask him and then swirl around my empty glass to buy me some time.
“Er…bit early, I mean we’ve only been dating for maybe 7 months or a bit more. Ask me again in a year.”
I mean I don’t rule it out but I’m not there yet with my thoughts. Now that he brings it up I reach for Kyanites hand under the table to rub it.
“We haven’t really talked about it.” Hopefully she can say more to this.
Alex is a little too talkative today as he also stresses that PKs can’t have girl friends.
My eyes narrow because this is something we should have talked about but never did and which I simply like to ignore.
Another glance is cast at her when I add.
“Er...I’m just not going to put it in my file.” Maybe that can be a solution but if I get caught I’m screwed. There has to be another way.
“I think trainers here at the academy can.”

[*]

Hearing the joyful news of a baby is great. Their lives are starting, even if they are young. The only problem is that I know for a fact that Alex is eighteen and I'm unsure about Adina. One greater fear arises though with the though that they are going to be bringing a life into the world around the games. Will they be able to partake if there isn't a volunteer? What if no one does and one or both are put into the games at the same time? What would happen to the baby? The thoughts are fresh in my mind but disappear when the questions begin getting answered. Different reasons of the academy being hard on the baby and Alex joining her with dropping out. I wouldn't understand that need to drop out of something for that kind of news, but I would if I were put into their position. Besides, peacekeepers are the capital's dogs. They roll over and beg when whistled at. Having a child just isn't part of the equation.

Moments later, Vy declares her need to go out to smoke, and while my eyes carry with her the distance that she leaves, I don't follow. THere's no need to. Instead, I stay with Matthew but no sooner than when Vy leaves, Tyren does the same, leaving us with the happy couple. It's quite a relaxing atmosphere despite the music and alcohol that waftes around my senses and tickles my nose. Only a few moments after those two leave, does Alex and Adina decide upon asking some questinos that not even me nor Matthew have discussed. It's a little unsettling answering personal questions like this to them, when I hardly know them myself. Alex, a little more than Adina. Adina is a complete stranger, though there's no need to be rude or be mean. I let Matthew answer first, since he knows them. I just feel like a third wheel even though the numbers are even and it's couple against couple.

"Have you two thought of settling down? No! Why would we? I'm barely even seventeen. I've known Matthew for just over half a year. There's plenty of time for that later. There's still time to know if Matthew and I will survive this relationship considering how rocky it was at first. Then Alex mentions that no one is allowed to become a peacekeeper with a significant other. In my mind, that's overstepping boundaries for questions. It's almost like asking if we're going to break up so Matthew can do what he wants and leave me behind. It silences my heart instead of making it faster. If anything is going to happen, It'll have to be Matthew to make that decision cause it's his life. His future. I just hope that I might still be part of it but I won't hold him back.

"Settling down? Er,... bit early, I mean we've only been dating for maybe seven months or a bit more. Ask me again in a year." His hand suddenly finds mine and it comforts me just a little that he's still thinking of me right at this moment. Can he feel how uneasy that question is making me? Can he sense my fear of him leaving again? Being alone without him for his life to continue yet leave me in the dust? I hate this feeling, but I keep a good front.

"Why settle down so fast? We've barely even gotten to know each other. I think we need more time to develope our relationship, you know? I don't want to just jump on the bandwagon. I want to enjoy it." I want to finish it off with 'While it lasts' just because I can't figure out what Matthew's decision will be. I don't want to push it, but now, thanks to their question, It's close to my heart and my head.

I squeeze Matthew's hand, letting my thumb move slowly over his skin. My head dips down a bit to look at the beer bottle before I end up taking a heafty swig of it because I'd just rather forget it for good what they had said.

"We should all dance. The music is good... good company." I offer it up, throwing my glance to Matthew hoping he'll understand how uneasy I am with what questions were just said. I'd rather not dive into those topics in front of them, nor while we're suppose to be having a good time. I stand up and keep a firm grasp on his hand and pull lightly. "Lets go, Lazybones. YOu two as well. You're not at the academy anymore. Loosen up."

[Cameo {RIP Charlie}]

Not to be mean or rude Vy has to excuse herself from this conversation. Plus it's not every day she gets to enjoy a beer and a smoke. Talking about babies is not part of her interest though. She doesn't even have a baby, she has a toddler. And whenever she's not at the academy, she's having to deal with the precious terrible twos. Recapping to almost three years ago when she first discovered her own news is far from her definition of a fun night. Even if they're not bringing up her own story, she's unable to avoid thinking about it with the pregnancy chat going on. To make matters worse, now everyone wants to quit the academy over it. As if she didn't already have an entire list of why she should leave herself.

Fresh air and a little less talk is exactly what's needed, and she doesn't mind at all when one of them decides to join. Least it's not all of them, pretty sure she can't smoke around a pregnant person. Tyren's enjoyable company to, perhaps he'll have a better topic to bring to the table. "Hey." Vy greets when she realizes she hasn't been left to her own thoughts. This is surprisingly great, she didn't want to get stuck by herself anyways. Nothing good ever comes from that.

A cigarette's held in her mouth and before she even has a chance to search for her light, Tyren's offering up a flame. "Thanks." She actually responds with after the end of her cigarette comes to life. Kindness and manners have magically found a spot in her personality lately. Only towards the ones she's somehow managed to call friends. Leaning against the wall she enjoys her lovely combination of a beer and cig, and now some company.

"Little over two." Vy answers the simple question given her way. Guess all this baby talk has seeped out here as well. Anything can be changed and shifted though. "So why do you want to drop out, Uncle Ty?" She has to tease a little, especially since it seems like he's happy over this news. Why it has him wanting to drop is beyond her though, except for the obvious reasons that is. Subtly and curiously she decides to straightforwardly ask.

[Anatra]

We've loved and lost Alex, Tyren and Adina - District Two - Eighteen “You’re not joining the military…why give a reason?” Alex eyes Matthew briefly, wondering whether he has gone insane, or decided to start rebelling. It's a puzzling thought that there would be anything other than Peacekeepers. "Peacekeepers are the military, mate. What planet have you been living on?" He asks, taking a sip of beer casually, a little friendly smile creeping onto his face because he's only having a little joke with Matthew. Tyren heads out with Vy, though. It gives Alex some time to consider the actions of his brother some more. What could he possibly want to talk to Vy about? That's if talking is what he wants out there. “Didn’t know he’s smoking.” Alex's eyes follow Tyren out the door. "Me neither." He replies, but Adina taps Alex's shoulder playfully. "Hey, he's probably not. He'll just want to er... talk with Vy." Adina has an eye for things, it seems. She must have noticed something that Alex may have not, or anybody else had it seems. Her perception is quite subtle, but it flares when she's not the primary focus of the conversation, or whatever might be happening. “Er…bit early, I mean we've only been dating for maybe 7 months or a bit more. Ask me again in a year.” Alex and Adina just look at each other. How else will they make money? Alex asks himself. Surely, Matthew is around the age of eighteen? Alex isn't sure but he's at the academy so it must be true. "Why settle down so fast? We've barely even gotten to know each other. I think we need more time to develope our relationship, you know? I don't want to just jump on the bandwagon. I want to enjoy it." Kyanite speaks out. Adina gives Kyanite a slight smirk as she drinks her water. Symbolic, because she thinks Kyanite is referring to her as the bandwagon here. Alex knows that Adina is keen on replying to her, but he jumps in first. "It's a choice, not a bus fare. You don't have to go downtown when other people do, it's up to you." “Er...I’m just not going to put it in my file.” He says in response to Alex and Adina. "That's stupid, come on man. Make up your mind before they make it for you. These Peacekeepers don't mess around. They'll tear you apart. I don't want to see that." Alex is keen on putting across his protective advice because he's literally just had to sit through the same talk with Adina. The pair have talked through their plans; finish the course and hand in their notice. They don't ever intend on becoming Peacekeepers any longer. Alex will go into work at the factory and construction, whilst Adina will start to manage the Cafe that Alex's mum owns. That of course will be done from home until their child is old enough. They'll live in the Orca household. One day, Adina might even become an Orca herself. "We should all dance. The music is good... good company." Alex shakes his head, raising his hands. "I have two left feet!" He says, not wanting to dance at all. Adina is exactly the same. It's a shame that the pair are so similar because they don't want to do the same things, and do want to do the other things they agree on - meaning they can't convince each other to be adventurous. "Yeah, me neither. You don't want to see me on the dancefloor." Alex looks into her eyes for a moment. He chuckles softly, "I would." He raises a flirtatious brow, but she just shakes her head with a grin. "Nope." She denies him. Tyren lights Vy's cigarette. He's surprised, well he's not, but he hasn't been offered one for himself. She hasn't even questioned the fact he has a lighter. Usually, somebody of suspicion would. Maybe she doesn't give a fuck, and maybe Tyren is wasting his time with her. But he needs to... do something, first. "So why do you want to drop out, Uncle Ty?" She asks, taking away his thoughts. "Uncle Ty will tell you why; The Academy is a load of bullshit, that I am sick of standing in." He grins to himself, taking a cigarette out from his pocket. He puts it in his mouth and lights it casually, as though he'd done it a million times. "Vy I wanted to ask you somethin'." He starts, not caring for the pause he's giving. "I was talking with Mark." He tilts his head, exhaling for a moment - all of the smoke throws itself forward, but away from Vy at least. "You know Mark," He utters. "Bit tall, quite strong. Heard of him?" Tyren at least lets her answer before the words on the tip of his tongue spill out.

[Jack Lexington]

Kyanite shares my opinion about not thinking about settling down just yet, which I'm thankful for.
"Why settle down so fast? We've barely even gotten to know each other. I think we need more time to develope our relationship, you know? I don't want to just jump on the bandwagon. I want to enjoy it."
It's probably because we split once before and I pushed her away. Maybe also because of Jins, who knows. I think she needs to learn that she can relyon me just as much as I need to learn to be reliable.

Adina and Alex seem to agree on us not having to settle down comparing it with a bus trip which has me wrinking my forehead wondering what they mean.

As I tell them that I'm not going to tell people about my girl friend Alex objects.
"That's stupid, come on man. Make up your mind before they make it for you. These Peacekeepers don't mess around. They'll tear you apart. I don't want to see that."
Is Alex being sincere here? Does he care about my fate?
"Is that a tear in your eye, I see?" I smirk at him but as we get up I pat him on the shoulder.
"It's going to be fine. Don't worry about me. You made your choice. I make mine."
Another friendly slap is added to let him know I appreciate his friendly concern.

"We should all dance. The music is good... good company. Lets go, Lazybones. YOu two as well. You're not at the academy anymore. Loosen up."
Kyanite gets us all to stand up and I don't object. I've never dance with her but Max has. ITt's my turn now. After all she's my girl friend. Plus we need to show Adina that you don't have to settle down to be passionate.

As the music picks up it's beat I walk to the middle of the pub hand in hand with my girl friend and starts moving my feet to the music. I'm certainly not the world best dance but I'm okay. I can move my butt and shake my hips.
With a smirk I pull her closer and whisper.
"Is that a topic for your...what they said? Don't worry about the academy. I'll be fine."
I'm not sure how but as long as nobody tells and there's no ring on her finger, what can go wrong? I'm just going for the first test now.

[*]

"It's a choice, not a bus fare. You don't hav eto go downtown when other people do, it's up to you." It's up to me and Matthew and I know he's not ready. I'm not either. I'm not even eighteen. Two more years of waiting through the reapings. I don't want to get married right off the back like that. I want to enjoy being with someone for a while before I decide to settle down. I want to make sure their the right one and I'm not just going for the first one that happens to show me a little bit of fun or comfort. I fight for what I want,and I'm fighting for time. Besides, the possibilites of being reaped and the possibilty of becoming a widow or making someone else into a widow I don't want. I saw what it did to my father when my mother died. I don't want that to happen to me. Will I even get married? To leave my significant other or children?

"I didn't mean it in that way. I know I've got a choice, and it's my choice that I want to be able to dig a bit deeper with someone I want to spend the rest of my life with. Life is full of choices and forks in the roads. I'm just trying to make sure that I've picked the right way first." I lower my voice to almost a whisper. It seems that Matthew also has a few things to say about it and it deals with the academy since peacekeepers aren't suppose to have girlfriends or kids. Somehow Vy has managed, but I don't see her going through the entire program. I just can't see her leaving her baby with her mother. That's why I'm kinda glad to hear that Adina is going to drop the program.

Even with Alex trying to get Matthew to make up his mind, somewhere deep inside of me has this pull on my heart and mind. Logically, I know which he'll choose. It's a no brainer. He wants to become that peacekeeper. I feel like he'd rather have that path then to stay attached to a girl like me. He'll have his whole life ahead of him with adventures and things. I know I'll hold him back from acheiving that status he wants. If only it were easier to choose, but he's going to be the one to choose. Not I. I will accept whatever decision he gives.

An offer of a dance is given to my boyfriend, my hand outstretched for him to take. To dance with him will be not only interesting, but our first since we've been dating. Not many opportunities for dancing on the mats or elsewhere. Sparring partners was a normal for us, but not lately with the academy. He agrees though, whereas Adina and Alex claim they are horrible at dancing. I shake my head, but take Matthew's hand and go to the dancefloor.

An immediate releif floods over me. Those questions about marriage and the choise of picking is a little heavy on my heart. It's a mystery box that could either be good or bad, but underneath each box seems to only be one way for myself.

"Is that a topic for your... what they said? Don't worry about the academy. I'll be fine." I know he'll be fine. His future is bright with whatever path he takes. I bite on my bottom lip a little.

"I'm not sure, Matthew. What if they do find out you're with me? They'll kick you out. I mean, it seems pretty serious and all. I can see you want this though. You know? You seem almost more passionate about going there then you were about the pregames. You've grown... instead of games, it's a career your after. If I'm in the way of that... I'll gladly let you persue it. I mean, I don't want you to get into any trouble." He's already gotten a headstart and a foot in the door. He's shown he can go for something and get through anything and keep going. I take a few swings of my hips and push closer to him, letting my arms go around his neck and lightly place a few kisses on his lips.

"... that doesn't mean it has to effect us right now, though. Weekends are ours. Away from the academy, does it really even matter?" I question him with a grin and when the song stops, I look to Matthew for direction. "Another dance or shall we go back and finish our drinks?"