Raven Elsu // D5 {CBD #1}
Dec 31, 2016 18:08:39 GMT -5
Post by Cameo {RIP Charlie} on Dec 31, 2016 18:08:39 GMT -5
Raven Elsu
Sixteen
Female
District Five
Height: 5’6
Around 105 Pounds
Hate has carried me since my earliest memories. Still each of us Elsu’s siblings must suffer nightly with the ache of hunger; a need for just one bite more, as if that shall alter our ultimate condition. Yet it seems to only be myself that resents the Parents that crafted this for us offsprings. Why strive for five youngsters, when they could never have ends meet for themselves? More workers for when we reach of age? Children to care for them, when it’s supposed to be the other way around? They’re nothing but selfish.
A pessimistic view will curse me until my Fate miraculously changes. Envy plagues me against nearly every Stranger crossing my path, transforming into an ugly impression that chases them all away. It’s solely the rare less fortunate that discover a sensitive demeanor within me. Orphans that find themselves lucky to receive a petite portion of food, families that are more than on the edge of starvation, echoes a sympathetic side from within my core that even surprises myself. Though still it’s mainly a despicable persona that acts the choices of my words, and sway of my actions.
The only positive aspect our Parents did provide us is supposed attractive exteriors. Perhaps that’s purely the majority’s desires for the anorexically scrawny structure? It purely seems idiotic to myself. I despise the boniness of my frame. Even more so I loath my unhealthy exteriors inability to absorb the Sun’s rays. But most of all it’s my tiny nose, that would be pristine if it wasn’t for the tip’s craving to extent as though a beak. Maybe our Parents gave us decent genetics. But though I will always love them, I will never like them.
