gotta escape that void // cool kids+needles, day 3
Mar 8, 2024 7:43:46 GMT -5
Post by d9 kristof parks {ems} on Mar 8, 2024 7:43:46 GMT -5
His heart, it races. Every beat echoes through his skull, like a hammer hitting a nail over and over, and no matter what he does, it doesn't go away. Yet he doesn't stop moving even when his lungs scream begging for a breath of fresh air. All the movements, the running, everything, it's all impossible, but the other option is dying a horrible death from being crushed under the weight of the mine. Shaking his head, he keeps moving trying to dodge rocks while trying to keep close to Marceline and Vali. Friends help friends, yet they aren't friends, and Hal knows this because having friends only ends badly.
But they are my friends.
Right?
Focusing on the moment is hard when a million thoughts trickle through his mind making it harder to know where he's stepping. The fear of falling down the abyss is stronger than ever before, and right now, all he desires is a chance to prove himself. A chance to show that he's more than just a kid from seven, but that's all he'll ever be, and it's something he's accepted. Maybe that's why he's here because everything is crashing down around him. Part of him wants to scream, yet it'll only make it worse. They're all pawns. Maybe Ivan was right -
No, I'll never admit it.
Weak minded individuals suffer the most, they never stand back up when the going is tough. In this live action show, every character chooses their own way, and Hal wants his name to be written in the stars forever even if he makes it out of this madness alive. The pain of it all wouldn't hurt too bad since the Capitol wants him dead anyway.
He sighs, gripping the axe tighter. It's terrifying knowing that something is close. Knowing that death could stand right around the corner, and maybe that's why he keeps going. Welcoming the grim reaper with open arms, inviting him in when everyone else pushes him away. Death is a possibility, and being at peace knowing death might come gives him the motivation to keep going, to push through, to ignore any sort of pain. Life is hard at the moment. Perhaps that's why he's afraid of falling, but everyone falls.
Only the strong stand back up and face their fears.
The only thing holding him back from success is himself, and it's time that changes.
He's more than a pawn - he's the queen, and he can't wait to put the gamemakers in checkmate.
Credit to Pogue <3
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