the ascent | cool kids vs three of wolves vs crawlers
Mar 13, 2024 12:00:26 GMT -5
Post by august vance d7b [Bella] on Mar 13, 2024 12:00:26 GMT -5
⤜ x o v - ♥ - t h a o ⟶
Xov was born into a world of stories and their morals. A life thick with meaning; every day a ritual of waking intention, giving thanks. She woke with the sun to tend the garden, follow her mother like a little duckling as she was told the way the world had been put in order. Tidy, like a gift wrapped in paper and ribbon. Everything that could fly, walk, or swim fit into a place where it was meant to be.
Maybe that envelope of love and belonging was why she tried so hard to make friends with everyone. It filled her up and poured out of her, fountain-like. She noticed flowers blooming in the eyes of all the people she met, some part of them worth keeping. As she practiced making her lists of gratitude, they got longer.
Even in Twelve she’d been sheltered by that love. The mines never touched her family; she was lucky in that way, though she had been unlucky in others. But even when she broke a bone or cracked her head on a rock, as she was prone to doing, there were so many hands to tend to her cuts and bruises. That world had soft edges; it cradled her.
This world was chaotic, cold and cruel as the ice that covered every corner. Its lessons were of lack. She lacked training, lacked strength, lacked time, lacked warmth. Lacked the words to tell her allies how much they meant to her before they put themselves in danger. Lacked the promises, which she wanted to make so badly but couldn’t, not here, because there was nothing now that she could guarantee. Wishes abounded, half-spoken hopes floating on the wind to nowhere. But no answers.
She felt like everything here had teeth that took bites of her from all sides, piece by piece. The wind, the mutts, the tributes. It wasn't that she had expected the arena to be a picnic. But it was one thing to prepare for the worst one could imagine, and another to experience it.
"Then watch me kill him. Trust me, I'm doing you a favor."
Xov watched helplessly in horror as Gunner's javelin pierced into Marcus's skin, tearing a ripple of shredded flesh. Tears clouded her vision, chilling in the wind. Lucky tried to make a deal with Marucs she thought would sound too tempting to him. Watching the spear hurl towards his face, she yelled, "Marcus, please! Get behind us!" She might as well scream at a brick wall.
Xov didn't want Marcus to die, especially here in the cold, making some heroic last stand for her life. How could she live with that, knowing how easily he had looked down the barrel of a shotgun for her, while she was so afraid of the water underneath her she could barely move three steps without her knees going weak?
It was like being underwater all over again. Lucky's and the girl's chiding voices echoed in her ears, muffled by her pulsing heartbeat. "Kinda just makes me want to hurt him more." A wink--at least she thought it was one, the one eye fluttering--that made her want to vomit. The mutts took another piece of her, claws tearing the skin from her wrist. She cried out. Struggled to focus.
"Seems like your district partner has a weak stomach," said the girl who had attacked Juno. In the back of her mind, Xov noted that she wasn't wrong. She felt like she was going to puke. "I have a feeling your allies might be of better use dead than alive. I think we might doing you a favor."
Were these people even human? What did they mean, doing her a favor? How could anyone think something like that? She shook her head, nursed her bleeding wrist against her side.
"You couldn't do anyone a favor if you tried, " she told the girl. "Juno's right, and careers are a bunch of cowards. Always plucking us lower-districts into your ranks just to let us die first." She nodded to Gunner, but her eyes were fixed on Lucky. "That's all Gunner is for you, right? A bodyguard?"
Her voice was hoarse. "Fine. You hurt mine--I hurt yours. But the difference is, I actually care about the ones protecting me."
But she had noticed that boyish levity in Lucky's voice when he spoke to Gunner--saw the way he looked at him, possessively. Maybe this would pierce that jumbled mishmash of leather armor, which she thought made Lucky look like a medieval torturer.
Widening her stance on the ice, she swung for Gunner’s throat.
[attacks gunner, pike (axe)]
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(11025 - severed right forearm at elbow - 9.5)
[sd on crawler attack]
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