Godric Heart [Closed]

[Kiwi]

Mia outstretched her hand, making an invisible barrier with her hand, looking at her feet rather than Godric. That was exactly what she didn’t want, an image. Pictures of dead bodies and blood were replying in her head over and over again, pictures of Godric drinking blood. Mia could feel her stomach turning and the acid crawl its way up her throat. “I told you not to answer that.” Mia managed to say before vomiting. She tried so hard to hold it in, put she couldn’t. The pictures of the bodies and blood were so realistic, that she had to run for the bucket and puked.

Mia took a deep breath trying to control herself. “I have a nasty little habit of asking question I don’t want the answers too.” Mia’s mouth got her into a lot of trouble. Either she was speaking her very opinionated mind, which would piss people off. Or her curious mind, would make her find answers she would have been happier not knowing, like this. Although it wasn’t as bad as the rumours people were spreading around about Godric, it was still disgusting to think about. “I would have been fine not knowing that, you know.”

Mia listen to what Godric was saying about not being born with fear, that it comes from a tramatic event from our past. Mia didn’t say anything, just listened. She was searching for a memory, something that could have been the culprit of her stupid fear. But nothing surfaced. Mia couldn’t think of anything that would have turned her into what she was today. Nothing from her childhood at least.

But there was one thing that could have possibly made her like this, but it was so recent, could it really have affected her so much? The image of her dead brother soaked in blood lying in the arena. Mia couldn’t really remember when her fear started, but that wasn’t the cause... was it?

Deep pain ran trough Mia’s chest when she thought of Ron. It been such a long time since she thought about that day in the arena. She tried to block the picture out. Ron was the only person she was close to, and now he was gone.

Mia looked into Godric’s eyes, still able to detect a hint of sadness in them, that she could tell he was trying to hide. Part of her wanted to know what has happened in his past to make him like this. But she kept her mouth shut. She knew if she asked she would regret it.
"I'm not afraid of the hunger games, I'm not afraid to die...” She heard Godric say.

“Really? Then why are you so boxed off from the world? Nobody wants to be isolated, not without a valid reason. I think you are afraid, but you won’t admit it. I think you don’t even know that you’re afraid. “

[Kiwi]

OCC- Okay I have to say it or it will drive me insane. Your last post reminded me of Dexter season 1 finale. Godric reminds me so much of Dexter.

[Godric Heart]

Godric watched her puke. It didn't sicken him at all, not one bit. He had seen worse under the cutting table or when someone came in with a odd disease and they had to figure out what was wrong with them. He listened to her, her telling him that most of what she said she did not want to know. All people had a habit of doing that but Godric didn't have much to hide. Although most of the time he played with the people around him. Making them think that he was more horrible than he really was. To make the rumors around the district grow more vivid or even more weird than they already were.

"I'm not afraid. I isolate myself because they told me it's not good to make friends, that you may end up killing later on. Once I am old enough to not be reaped from the Hunger Games I will make more friends..."

He said honestly as he continued to sit there. A yawn leaving his lips as his stomach growled lightly. Food, it sounded good. Maybe a raw steak or maybe he'd even be a bit taboo to himself and cook something for once. A burger, steak, something he could cook although he ate most stuff raw. Oh what was he to do with himself? This is when they tasted the best to him when they were raw. Bloody, chewy, yummy the entire thought made his stomach twitch in joy. Now, he needed to consume his need to eat.

"Well since you've retched like.. four times since I've been here.. I am sure you are hungry. If you get us some food I will spare you any farther details of my gory life.."

The last sentence he spoke had a hint of humor to it, despite how dull it was he smiled lightly cause he was trying to slightly change his attitude with her. Not be as crude when he first came here, not to do what the mother said. Try to make a friend despite everything his body and mind was telling him. That they would end up in the games with one another and he'd kill her just because he had to. Beat her to a bloody pulp, and possibly even feast on her broken body. The thought made a very human shudder roll down his spine.

[Kiwi]

“I bet that’s what they told.” Her voice filled with irritation and anger towards the games. “Just another way these beautiful games control our lives. Just another way the Capitol controls us and treats us like worthless pawns to their game. I don’t see why people are so infatuated with these games!” Every little aspect of the games aggravated her, the games controlled people, transformed people, changed everything! And standing just a few feet away from her was an example of the capitols affects; Godric was a perfect example of what the capitol wanted to achieve. He warped his entire life around the games, just like the capitol wants. It just made her so angry to think about it, she didn’t want to think about though. The games just had this sort of affect on her. She preferred to just keep her thoughts to herself

Mia tried to shrug of the aggravation, and focused her attention on what Godric was saying rather than her internal rambling. She couldn’t help but smile when Godric promised her he would stop talking about his life that made her so badly want to puke if she brought back found. Because apparently after puking 4 times she was hungry. “For your information I’ve only vomited 3 times since you’ve been here.” She corrected him cockily. Detecting the smallest trace of a smile on his face. “Just so you know, we are all out of blood and raw meat.” She said sarcastically. If Godric was going “to kill her for her blood”, as the rumours said, he would have already done it by now.... right? So she had no problem being the sarcastic teasing bitch she could be when she wanted to. Plus, she didn’t really buy into all the rumours. “But... I can’t deny the deal of the century. So I guess I’ll be right back.”

Mia walked past Godric and skipped down the staircases till she was in the kitchen. The ideal situation was for Godric to leave her alone. Period. But it seemed like that wasn’t happening anytime soon, so if food was going to shut him up, then food she was going to get. She opened the refrigerator door, and started tapping her foot as she searched the nearly empty fridge. There really wasn’t much, and what was there wasn’t really drawing her attention. So disgusting granola bars it is. Mia thought as she grabbed four of them off of the counter.

Her parents were giant health freaks, so the chances of actually finding something tasty where extremely slim, close to impossible. It had to do with the whole “preparing for the games” even though she constantly told her parents she wasn’t planning on participating. Here in district 2, there would be plenty of people that would love to take her spot if she was reaped. At least that was what Mia told herself.

She walked into her bedroom and tossed two granola bars at Godric. “Here, these are somewhat edible.” She said taking a bit out of hers.

[Godric Heart]

He had watched her walk away from him. Clearly stating with a cocky smile that she had only vomited three times when he was almost sure it was four. Dam, was she being rather cocky with someone who could snap her like a twig. It almost made him smile to see that she was so brave against someone who was so superior to her, maybe he'd have to teach her a little lesson when she got back? When she walked past him he sat down on her bed. Waiting for her to return as he eyed the possessions in her room. It wasn't only a few minutes later that she returned with some granola bars.

Throwing two of them to him as he caught them out of mid air. Opening one and then taking a large bite out of it, they weren't that bad. It was better than eating dirt or quite a few other supplements he had taken every day for the past few years. It only took a matter of seconds as he devoured the two bars. Watching her stand there so full of herself because she was making friends with the Beast of District two. Getting up off her bed he walked until he was directly in front of her. Looking down at her even as he smiled lightly. His fangs clearly visible at this distance. Intimidating her still even though they had became somewhat 'friends'

"You know, I honestly think the games would be fun. I would finally get to put my skills to the test to see if I had what it takes to make it all the way to the end. My parents are eager to get me into the games but they only do one slip every year and I haven't been reaped yet. I'm seventeen and soon to be eighteen.. Hopefully after I can no longer be reaped I can some how find work in the Capitol."

He felt superior to her in every way, as he made a few steps backward and sat himself down on the bed. Stuffing the wrappers of the granola bars into his pocket. Thinking about what he could do in the Capitol. All the fresh specimens and all the things he could learn. He'd watched every hunger game he could. Studying how people acted and did things, even how they fought. The mutated beings they brought in to make the games even harder than they already were. In all honesty he wished he could be a mutated being, he already felt like he was mutated in some way. The tattoo's, fangs, his personality everything about him wasn't normal and he felt like he was one of them or inspiring to be.

"You know.. from all the games I've watched. I've always wondered if they make any of the mutated beings aware of what they are. Not just some mindless thing to control. I've always been so fascinated by the Capitol's technology I hope one day to learn it myself. To be a Capitol Surgeon or possibly fit into some other medical field."

His voice was filled with excitement. Always looking forward to learning new things, his knowledge of the medical field that his families small library held had already been exhausted. Remembering every book, cut, organ, all of it and he wanted to learn more. Godric wanted to be better than everyone and with only hard work and much searching would he become what he wanted to be.

"So, what do you want to do now?"

[Kiwi]

Mia watched Godric devour the second bar as she took another small nibble out of her first one. She had no clue how he could stand to eat them, she literarily had to train herself to shallow this crap. But then again, if Godric's dream meal was someone blood, well maybe he found this scrumptious. She tried to quickly think of something different. It freaked her out to the maximum to have a cannibal in her bed room. She tried to erase it from her mind, because as much as she puts on this big great facade of confidence she had absolutely none. He scared her, made her feel powerless and helpless, an emotion Mia couldn't stand.

She honestly believed Godric could read her mind, because he walked towards her until only a few inches were separating them. He was towering over her small body, making her feel even more like a mouse about to be eaten by the big ferocious lion. Godric did what does best, intimate and scar the crap out of her by simply grinning. She flinched at the sight of his fangs, feeling the fear surge trough her veins, and her heart rate rise.

She looked at the floor, trying to avoid looking at him. She didn't have the slightness clue why she was letting him get under skin, it wasn't like he was going to do anything at 2 o'clock in the afternoon with her parents right down stairs. But at the same time, it wasn't like her parents even cared about her. It was just natural survival instinct to be afraid if him, she guesses. She couldn't imagine a person that wasn't just a little bit afraid of him.

Still avoiding looking at Godric, she listened to him talk about the games. She felt like a child, she had spent most of the time with Godric trying to not look at him, as if she couldn't see him he would disappear. It was childless, and not likely to happen. People just didn’t vanish because you wanted them to...unfortunately.

"But is a test of skills really worth dying?" she asked curiously, her voice barley louder than a whisper. But he was so close to her that it didn't matter how feeble and weak her voice sounded because he would be able.

She was relieved when he finally took a few steps back, giving Mia her much needed space. "No" her voice returning back to normal when he brought up the mutations. "No" she said again, crisp, determined and aggressive."Why would they do that when the one thing the Capitol strives for is mindless control. They just want to control everything, no questions asked. They want to turn us into mindless obedient citizens, and the games are just one way to make sure that happens." the games always worked her up, every bone in her body hated the hunger games and the Capitol. "And everything Capitol related repulses me."


Mia had to take a deep breath to calm herself down. She was extremely surprised to hear Godric ask what she wanted to do, especially after her miniature rant about how much she hated his lovely Capitol and his wonderful games. So what did she want? Well for starters, she wanted to change the subject, she never wanted to see blood again, and she wanted Godric gone. To never have to think about him again, but that would nearly be impossible. People where almost always talking about him, plus, she was positive they had a few classes together although she did her best to ignore him. Not like that was an option anymore. Thanks Mom and Dad. She also wanted to strangle her parents for coming up with this absolutely beautiful idea. “ I want to do something, non-blood related, non-gore related, non-games related, non- Capitol related. Do you see a theme?” It was pretty obvious, she wanted nothing to do with him. But she already tried getting rid of Godric multiple times, and that didn’t seem to work. So maybe he would just get annoyed with her, which he probably has, and leave. Even though she had to admit, this was a lot better than studying the same old boring shit over and over again.

[Godric Heart]

The look of terror in her eyes it completely thrilled him to no extent. It would be to easy to take her head in his hands and snap her neck. After he snapped her neck he would hide behind the door and wait for a parent to find the body then kill the one that came in, only leaving one person left. Truly it was simple to him and it would take little effort. Of course the thought only passed briefly through his mind as he was watched her stand there. Act like she was tough and clearly dislike him after all he had told her. In his mind he realized she was one of the many that weren't likely worth the trouble and he'd give her what she wanted.

"Well with that criteria you have given me the only thing you can do with what you said is leave the districts altogether. So, have fun with that. I'm sure if they find you they'll make you an avox in the Capitol which I am sure is just fun and dandy."

Full sarcasm filled his voice as he stood up and strode past her. Purposely he knocked shoulders with her, just hard enough to perhaps lightly knock her off balance but not knock her over. His right hand grasping the door knob as he looked back to her and flashed his fangs in a grin. It was easy to terrorize her, and he was positive that he would be back just to do that. Maybe he'd even come unannounced for a play date, the possibilities were endless.

"Well despite the fact that I confessed things that I wouldn't to anyone else, and you still find a deep dislike in me I will make my leave."

Turning the handle he exited the door and closed it behind him. Standing there for a minute he let the decision she had made rotate in her head. Smiling he opened the door back up and peaked his head in a smile on his face once again.

"Oh yeah.. I forgot to mention... If you tell anyone else what I told you. I'll kill you, myself. Well! Goodnight!"

The grand finale of his show, closing the door all the way and exiting the house after her mother briefly thanked him he headed home. The thoughts revolving in his mind when he would meet her again really he had no clue when this would happen. It would be soon though, soon in the sense that she would never see it coming.