Two is better than one (molly)

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Laila Jempson

Sigh. Well Elliot was all patched up. God i was getting so emotional. I need to know why elliot was spying on us this question was driving me crazy. I want...need to know. Me and my wonderful boyfriend were just chilling and he has the nerve to spy on us! wow i could feel my skin getting warmer and i was getting sort-of pissed.I turn over my shoulder and see my loving ....now calm boyfriend holding his knives in his hand but not for dear life. i wave and put on the best smile i could. He listened to me and and i could not just help as bad as this situation could be i felt so proud and an urge to just hug him and kiss him and make all the wounds go away.he came over and actually said "are you all right"to the guy he almost killed? When i actually looked at Colin he was not looking so hot i mean he was bleading badly and i was over here fixing up someone who was spying on us. Whats wrong with me? I start pushing my hand agenst his leg. It was so bloody. So Colin disides to go run over to the PK in his condishion and leaves me with this pervert. Yay. I deside to wait an trust that he will make it in time. Its been 15 minutes and the PK should have been here? What should i do? I deside that i should go look for Colin and the freat i mean Elliot should come with me beacuse i am not letting him get away with this. I call Colins name out but no ansure i was really starting to get worried. It was so dark out that i could barily even see Elliot. I finally see the clearing and the PK. I wave and they spot me Elliot grabs me by the mouth and the PK runs for me. WERE IS COLIN!!!!!!!I pray that he is okay.

[Molly]

OOC: Ok so I cant really do/say much in this post because i am making Colin be unconsious for one more post. Heres what i was thinking you could do. Once the Peace Keepers do what ever you want them to do to Elliot tell them about Colin and they come searching and find him lying on the grass between some trees face down and they begin to help him regain consiousness so that way he can be awake for the next post. ^^

~Colin
Black was all I could see, no images flashed before my eyes, no scenes to watch. This time it was just an empty hole of nothing. There were no movements no color. It was like my world before Lilia. I was waiting on something that would never happen. Wallowing in wade waiting for her to come back. And now I know that she is probably dead, never to return and see me. There was no sun in my life while i waited for her safe return. There was nothing.
I only had a quote floating around in the darkness. There was nothing else I could hear. I couldnt even see the quote. It just kept repeating and repeating over and over, never cesing to stop. The voice that said it seemed old and had an odd accent, something I had never heard before. It kept repeating. It wouldnt stop no matter how much I wanted it to.
"Weep for yourself, my man, you'll never be what is in your heart. Weep little lion man, you're not as brave as you were at the start. Rate yourself and rake yourself, take all the courage you have left; wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head."
OOC: You can look up this song on youtube its called Little Lion Man by Mumford & Sons.

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Laila Jempson

Once we were so far from the PKs that i couldn't even see them Eliot said that he was wrong for spying on us. He didn't mean for this evening to go this way. I didn't know if i should believe him or not my instinct told me that i needed to get away and save Colin and forget about this dude. Why did you anyway why did you need to do this. My boyfriend is going to die if i don't help him. I need to go save him i helped you didn't i? Look i was just curious if you remembered me? oh god if i remembered him....he has got to be a complete psycho. I mean if you....ugg forget it just go save your boyfriend you don't love me and you never will i am sorry i screwed up your life a and jacked up your boyfriend. He let me go? I ran as fast as i could and he didnt try anything he just stood there watching me run. I was crying and i just felt so violated i want my man and i want to hug him and kiss him till he was all better.I turn over my head to see if he starts to run after me he kneels to the ground and cups his face the PKs got him and i feel a little relived but yet i still feel a piece of me is missing. I stop to rest. I really was out of shape and i am not a runner.I start to run then i see Colin. He was just lying there lifeless. I rush to his side. Colin can you hear me. I love you so much and i will never leave you. I lay my head agenst his chest.I hear a beat! I call the PKs . One came over shortly. I think he is still alive i say sniffling. He put his head agenst his chest and checked his pulse. Yup he will make it but we got to hurry him to the hospital he doesn't have much time. He looks for something to lift colin on. He takes about 15 min and still doesn't find anything. By the time its been 25 min he finds something. 1 2 3 we both left him on the soft log. We hurry to the entrance and by the time we get there there is an ambulance. As we make our way i also see a cop car.I see Eliot's face and he catches mine wile they duck him into the car. I will never forget his eyes. I enter the back of the ambulance and hold Colin's hand. Colin i love you. You are my light my world my sun. Please don't leave this earth without me.I cannot live without you. Colin just barley opens his eyes and i put a smile on for him. I LOVE YOU COLIN!!!!!!!My voice was very soft but eager and it was almost a wisher. He mouthes I love you back.

[Molly]

OOC: Alright So instead of you fixing the post I will just fix it in my post so that way we can roll with that. Because, after all there are no hospitals (unless we are in the Capitol or District 2) and no cars. Oh I also am changing some colors for Colin, you will understand 'em once you see them.

Colin had been through so much in the past few hours that everything came crashing down on him like a pile of bricks. He had no clue how he was to receive what was going through his head. He became dizzy and was entered into a fragile state. There was movement around him. It seemed as though Peace Keepers had found his body laying in the spot where he had fallen to his-presumably-death. Colin had begin to think he was dead, after all who see's only black for that long and only hears one voice. It didn't even strike Colin that the voice was someone he didn't recognize. Colin had wanted to escape this darkness. He wanted to be free of all his troubles and care of the world. He wanted to be like those Victors from previous Games. They get to live a perfect life-well for the most part, unless you count watching kids die before your well knowledgeable eyes. For some time, he wished he had been stuck in the arena. He truly wished he could die in place of someone that had a family, something to live for. But then he began to come to his senses. He had someone to live for. This, of course, wasn't family but it was his girlfriend-the person he wanted to spend every waking minute with. Colin began to hear rustling and movement near his newly found sense as of then, hearing. He could begin to hear things. The blackness still consumed his sight and the rest of his senses were not activated yet but he was hoping they would come soon enough. Colin thought of what exactly theses sounds were, trying to identify them in his storage memory area of his brain, the part where he stored all the things that were important to him, this included sounds.

He wanted to bite his lip in frustration like he always did when he couldn't get something right. He began to get mad at himself. Why couldn't he remember all these sounds, all these things around him. He was blind to the world, blackness covered his eyes, the only scenery he had. There was a vocalizing around him. He could tell that people were publicizing with one another. There began a shuffling noise and he soon was able to identify the inhaling of breath in short, rasped tones along with sniffling that seemed very high pitched. Someone was crying. He began to filter the voice through his brain until it matched up with-what he assumed to be- Laila. This was all very new to him. He tried to probe or research when he had heard her cry before. Nothing came to mind. Colin had not heard this noise come out of Laila ever since they had met. This was new territory for him to proceed on. Of course, he couldn't move and couldn't comfort her in ways she would be happy. He felt a new weight being set upon his back-as if being placed down onto a cold surface- it was a table. This table was cold and rigid, with harsh sides and steep ends. There was always blatant noise where ever he was. Nothing would turn it off. Colin began to get annoyed by only having hearing. He liked, no loved, all of his senses. They worked together in harmony with one another and now that it wasn't happening he began to question his sanity.

Then he willed his eyes to open, and as if on command, the began to lift the cartilage and the hairs, illuminating the room around which stood the person he adored. The harsh light struck him in the cornea, making him blink many times before getting used to the area. That's when his eyes glided around the room. Adorned with pictures and plants and storage areas was the walls. This room seemed very small for something like whatever he was going through. Colin had no words as to what he was having symptoms for. His eyes flashed to someone that looked like-well that looked like an adult that knew what they were dealing with. Colin opened his mouth, about to ask the lady what was wrong with him. But this took too much effort and no words would form on his tongue. If he wanted to speak, that would waste the only energy he had left in him. And he was beginning to like both sight and hearing. They made him feel powerful to have some senses. He wasn't living in complete darkness anymore. His light was next to him. Laila.

She gripped his hand, that was for sure, even though he couldn't feel it. He could see it. The way the fingers wrapped around each other, as if trying to comfort each in its own twisted way. That was what Colin wanted to do with Laila, comfort her in her time of need. That was now and he felt the impulse to grip her into a passionate embrace and warm himself against her. But his body was unresponsive to touch at the moment, any movement-besides his eyes- was nonexistent. She said the words, the words that Colin had wanted to be the first to say. He wanted to be the gentleman and tell them first-it was customary for him to do so. But speech was not on his side in this battle. He wanted to be able to say I Love You back but his lips and larynx was unresponsive. He wanted to tell her everything would be alright, that everything would work out the way they had planned. But he couldn't. How could he when he had no courage in the thoughts himself? How would he be able to say them confidently when the thoughts didn't sound courageously? For a few moments, his eyes became enlarged and his mouth and nose were covered by a smooth cloth. His eyes scanned the room until they landed on the person blocking his airways. His eyes were becoming heavy from lack of oxygen to his brain. This lady holding the cloth to his face was the same that knew what she was doing, or that's what Colin had thought. But soon enough, after struggling for breath, the cloth was roughly removed by the same lady and Colin began to cough. His airway was clear. He tried to make a sound come out of his mouth and it sounded hoarse to his ears and he tried to make the sound stop and soon enough it did. One by one his senses were beginning to come back. But the more senses came back, the more energy began to be drained from his body. He debated whether he liked only having sight and hearing better that those above and speech. But he knew what he had to say before any more of the senses came back. He was compelled to say these words because the moment would be ruined soon enough.

"Laila," Colin's voice was grating against his ears and probably to everyone else's in the room but the words began to spill from his lips before he could control his tone. "I Love You too." Colin said smiling slightly, or trying to, but it became more of a grimace. The lady that had helped him through out his treatment-he figured out- that she was the herbal specialist and he had somehow became the urgent patient on the dinning room table. He was in debt to her services. But soon after saying those words, his eyes became very heavy and he couldn't control them any more. They began to close even when he tried to force them open with his mind. The lady began to explain to both Laila and Colin that he was very exhausted from the day's outcomes and he needed to rest. His body was forcing sleep upon him. So this time, instead of seeing black, he saw Laila's brilliant, shinning face in his dreams.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/color]

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Laila Jempson

The herbal specialist Nancy told me that Colin would be alright but he needs some sleep. When she said those very words i was so happy. My smile was cheek to cheek and my eyes were glimmering and i must have been glowing because i was back and ready for anything. After this night even though this date went down hill we got through it , me and Colin. And that is a huge thing, we were a thing. When Colin is fully ready to come back home i will be ready to greet him with a huge hug and he will finally be back in my arms.Colin well be with me once again and everything well go back to the way it was. As for Elliot he will be executed. As much as that sounded nice to what he did to me and Colin i can help but feel it was all my fault. I try to avoid the thought of that beautiful young man getting killed. I know if i were to go into the games i would have to forgive and forget and i know Colin constantly worries about the way i care about everything i guess i got that from my mom. She was a very gentle person and when dad was gone she never raises her voice at us or lost control or anything like that. She was very strong like that and i know maybe one day ill be that strong. She is a great person and i feel blessed that she is my mother. Even though me and my dad we very close i always had a special bond with my mom, it was like she understood me with even having the need to speak. I create a bed out of the two chairs even tho when i try to lay down there is that space that always finds a way to separate the two chairs. i push the other chair agents the wall with my frustration and by the reaction of the sound that came off the wall i am alert. i pull my legs to my chest and look at Colin. He had a little droll down his chin and out of that i chuckle a little he was so tired. He looked so at peace like my little brother when i rock him to sleep. I was glad i spent the night here even though Colin was to fragile to even hug or kiss i felt that we were closer than ever. He is the captain and i am his first mate <3