Post by kendall on Apr 15, 2014 6:27:33 GMT -5
T E M E R I T Y R O S E
"I H E A R T H E B I R D S
O N T H E
S U M M E R B R E E Z E"
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O N T H E
S U M M E R B R E E Z E"
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Every day I go back to a time when I was free. Free of my family and their games, free to to whatever I wanted to do. Just the word makes shivers go down my spine. Sparking a fire inside my heart that has never been burned out. No matter what happens, I will still have a glowing ember which will one day ignite into a roaring fire that once picked me up and took me to figure our who I really am.
Who am I?
I certainly wasn't this stupid girl who listens to everyone wishes and puts aside her own. That girl was gone. I had been by myself and the only reason why I came back was because I was being begged to come home. And it made me feel wanted. They made it seem like they cared. That was one thing I felt on my trip on the road. I learned that you can't feel whole until someone wants you just as much as you want yourself.
Those faces and laughs were the people that kept me going. I wasn't sure where any of those people were but just imagining them smiling, laughing, crying helped me. At the same time it tore me apart. But I liked the pain and sorrow it brought. Such sweet sorrow.
These Labyrinth Games were absolute bullshit. I got so tired of them I like to think that's why I ran away but I came back and here I am just ready to beat the crap out of the family that so called loved me. I had never been very good at the Labyrinth. No matter how much I hate my family I could never bring myself to kill any of their precious little egos. Because that's all my family had. I knew better.
As I figure out the maze I am in deep thought. It was as though the turns and dead ends marked and symbolized times in my life. I hum alone to the patterns of my footsteps so the journey wasn't so lonely and creepily quiet. I was a singer, not a very popular one. But I sang my heart out to the people that would listen. Not many people stop and listen these days. It's amazing how much you can gather from just listening.
So I stop and listen.
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