Timourous {Ky and Nolan}
Dec 20, 2014 17:47:02 GMT -5
Post by Jack Lexington on Dec 20, 2014 17:47:02 GMT -5
When Kyanite tells me about the things she already bought and what her brother helped her with I feel a hint of guilt overcome me.
"I bought a couple of things and Jeran's been surprising me with some items as well. Just little things. Clothes mainly. One thing we're missing is a crib at the moment, but you know that. Jeran's looking for one. Just relax... Matthew. Everything will come together."
If I hadn't been too busy hiding the fact that she's my girl friend and continued my training as a peace keeper I could have done all that for her. I wasn't ready then though. Now I am....I think. At least I feel like I want to do something, too.
"Tell Jeran to stop looking. I'll build a crip for our daughter."
I can see the doubt in her eyes because I've never shown her anything I built. But just like my father I'm quite good with tools, I haven't build big things yet but I know I can.
"Don't look at me like that. I can build a crib. It's not rocket science. I've worked at an engineering company, you know?"
Does she actually think I'm a tool, who can only beat up people or something?
I draw her a little closer and drape my good arm around her shoulder. Then I kiss her on top of her wet hair, that as a slight curl to it when it'snot dry. Maybe our daughter will have those long dark locks and lashes as well.
For a brief moment I look at my right hand that I had unwrapped to take a shower. It looks a little better than a few days ago but it's still very bruised and unusable. "I might not be able to start on the crib for a few days. But it will be ready in time, I promise."
I hold my hand in front of her face and ask her. "Could you rewrap it for me?"
With everything that has happened I haven't really had time to think what I want to do with my life now. I wanted to be a pk so badly, now I've lost that prospect. What now? Back to my dads firm?
"I have a lot time at my hands now. Not sure what I'm going to do but once I'm all healed up I'll look for a job. I think we need the money soon."
As far as I know babies are expensive although I don't understand why. the drink mother milk and sleep a lot.
Gently I run my hand up and down her arm..."Round two?" I suggest with a cheeky grin.
"I bought a couple of things and Jeran's been surprising me with some items as well. Just little things. Clothes mainly. One thing we're missing is a crib at the moment, but you know that. Jeran's looking for one. Just relax... Matthew. Everything will come together."
If I hadn't been too busy hiding the fact that she's my girl friend and continued my training as a peace keeper I could have done all that for her. I wasn't ready then though. Now I am....I think. At least I feel like I want to do something, too.
"Tell Jeran to stop looking. I'll build a crip for our daughter."
I can see the doubt in her eyes because I've never shown her anything I built. But just like my father I'm quite good with tools, I haven't build big things yet but I know I can.
"Don't look at me like that. I can build a crib. It's not rocket science. I've worked at an engineering company, you know?"
Does she actually think I'm a tool, who can only beat up people or something?
I draw her a little closer and drape my good arm around her shoulder. Then I kiss her on top of her wet hair, that as a slight curl to it when it'snot dry. Maybe our daughter will have those long dark locks and lashes as well.
For a brief moment I look at my right hand that I had unwrapped to take a shower. It looks a little better than a few days ago but it's still very bruised and unusable. "I might not be able to start on the crib for a few days. But it will be ready in time, I promise."
I hold my hand in front of her face and ask her. "Could you rewrap it for me?"
With everything that has happened I haven't really had time to think what I want to do with my life now. I wanted to be a pk so badly, now I've lost that prospect. What now? Back to my dads firm?
"I have a lot time at my hands now. Not sure what I'm going to do but once I'm all healed up I'll look for a job. I think we need the money soon."
As far as I know babies are expensive although I don't understand why. the drink mother milk and sleep a lot.
Gently I run my hand up and down her arm..."Round two?" I suggest with a cheeky grin.
