Rest at Ease ~~~Jack w/ Matthew [+Kyanite]
Jun 6, 2015 23:33:04 GMT -5
Post by Artemis on Jun 6, 2015 23:33:04 GMT -5
Nolan sighed, knowing the futility of those who needed medical attention but had no way to pay for it; he was fortunate enough not to have had that problem himself in many years (McKenna was as qualified as any doctor at the hospital), but he knew that for many, it was an impossible decision to make.
He stopped smoothing Matthew's hair back as Mira stirred and began to squirm in his arms, letting Kyanite have her moment with Matthew while he soothed the baby; it occurred to him, not for the first time, how very young they were to be having to raise a child of their own, to say nothing of having to deal with Matthew's health problems on top of it. Brody had been unexpected, but Nolan and McKenna had at least had the benefit of being in their mid-20s when he was born, both of them with careers or prospects to keep their tiny family afloat.
Matthew had been right on another count; the Reapings were coming up. Both of Mira's parents were young enough to still be sent to the arena to fight to the death.
It was so unfair.
Mira whimpered; she wasn't wet, and if she was sleepy she had plenty of opportunity to doze off if she wanted. He looked at Kyanite.
"I think she's hungry."
He'd wrangled a son of his own and six nieces; by this point, handling children was a second nature. The nurse that had been tending to Matthew later had returned, and as Nolan settled Mira into her mother's arms she made no attempt to soften the news. Matthew had to make a decision, and he had to make it quick.
"Do the needle."
The nurse left, presumably to fetch an orderly or another nurse; with both his hands now free, Nolan took one of Matthew's in his own to give him something to grip. He didn't have to know the severity of Matthew's condition to know this wasn't going to be pleasant.
"Can you let my dad know?" He asked, his voice small.
Nolan looked helplessly at Kyanite.
"I don't know who his father is," He admitted, "Or where he lives. I can stay with Matthew while they patch him up."
After seeing Brody's raw surgery scars, changing his bandages and taking him to countless follow-up appointments, Nolan was certain there was nothing he couldn't stomach at this point. And even if he couldn't, Nolan would for the sake of not leaving him in the hospital alone when he was so very obviously afraid; the nurse returned, a male orderly in tow, informing him brusquely that Matthew needed to sit up.
Nolan and the orderly pulled Matthew into a sitting position, the pain evident on his face.
"Lean forward."
Matthew more or less fell against Nolan's chest as the nurse pushed him forward; his breathing was ragged and shallow, gasping that he couldn't breathe.
"Yes, you can. Just lean forward and relax." The orderly soothed him.
"I can't..."
The first thing that came into Nolan's mind was that of a much younger Brody, barely knee high and trying (but failing) not to cry at the prospect of having to get a shot, insisting he couldn't; that he wasn't brave enough.
"You can." Nolan had told him, as he did the same to Matthew. "You just have to be strong for a little bit longer."
As much as Nolan thought he could stomach, he wasn't prepared for the size of the needle the nurse was preparing; his hand cupped the back of Matthew's neck, bringing his forehead to rest on Nolan's shoulder where he wouldn't be able to turn and see it.
"Think about Mira. Think about Kyanite."
When Nolan had been caught up in a cave-in several years ago, only the thought of his wife and son powered him through days without food, water or sleep; finding his way out of the mountain, unearthing his coworkers and friends, taking account of the missing and the dead... They had been a very trying, arduous few days. But it was infinitely more painful to imagine never seeing Brody or McKenna's faces again, had made it so much harder to consider giving up when by every right, he could have.
His heart ached for Matthew feeling his entire body tense as the nurse inserted the needle, but he didn't let go.
"You're doing great, Matthew. When it's all over you're going to feel so much better; you just have to be strong for a little bit longer."
He stopped smoothing Matthew's hair back as Mira stirred and began to squirm in his arms, letting Kyanite have her moment with Matthew while he soothed the baby; it occurred to him, not for the first time, how very young they were to be having to raise a child of their own, to say nothing of having to deal with Matthew's health problems on top of it. Brody had been unexpected, but Nolan and McKenna had at least had the benefit of being in their mid-20s when he was born, both of them with careers or prospects to keep their tiny family afloat.
Matthew had been right on another count; the Reapings were coming up. Both of Mira's parents were young enough to still be sent to the arena to fight to the death.
It was so unfair.
Mira whimpered; she wasn't wet, and if she was sleepy she had plenty of opportunity to doze off if she wanted. He looked at Kyanite.
"I think she's hungry."
He'd wrangled a son of his own and six nieces; by this point, handling children was a second nature. The nurse that had been tending to Matthew later had returned, and as Nolan settled Mira into her mother's arms she made no attempt to soften the news. Matthew had to make a decision, and he had to make it quick.
"Do the needle."
The nurse left, presumably to fetch an orderly or another nurse; with both his hands now free, Nolan took one of Matthew's in his own to give him something to grip. He didn't have to know the severity of Matthew's condition to know this wasn't going to be pleasant.
"Can you let my dad know?" He asked, his voice small.
Nolan looked helplessly at Kyanite.
"I don't know who his father is," He admitted, "Or where he lives. I can stay with Matthew while they patch him up."
After seeing Brody's raw surgery scars, changing his bandages and taking him to countless follow-up appointments, Nolan was certain there was nothing he couldn't stomach at this point. And even if he couldn't, Nolan would for the sake of not leaving him in the hospital alone when he was so very obviously afraid; the nurse returned, a male orderly in tow, informing him brusquely that Matthew needed to sit up.
Nolan and the orderly pulled Matthew into a sitting position, the pain evident on his face.
"Lean forward."
Matthew more or less fell against Nolan's chest as the nurse pushed him forward; his breathing was ragged and shallow, gasping that he couldn't breathe.
"Yes, you can. Just lean forward and relax." The orderly soothed him.
"I can't..."
The first thing that came into Nolan's mind was that of a much younger Brody, barely knee high and trying (but failing) not to cry at the prospect of having to get a shot, insisting he couldn't; that he wasn't brave enough.
"You can." Nolan had told him, as he did the same to Matthew. "You just have to be strong for a little bit longer."
As much as Nolan thought he could stomach, he wasn't prepared for the size of the needle the nurse was preparing; his hand cupped the back of Matthew's neck, bringing his forehead to rest on Nolan's shoulder where he wouldn't be able to turn and see it.
"Think about Mira. Think about Kyanite."
When Nolan had been caught up in a cave-in several years ago, only the thought of his wife and son powered him through days without food, water or sleep; finding his way out of the mountain, unearthing his coworkers and friends, taking account of the missing and the dead... They had been a very trying, arduous few days. But it was infinitely more painful to imagine never seeing Brody or McKenna's faces again, had made it so much harder to consider giving up when by every right, he could have.
His heart ached for Matthew feeling his entire body tense as the nurse inserted the needle, but he didn't let go.
"You're doing great, Matthew. When it's all over you're going to feel so much better; you just have to be strong for a little bit longer."
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