The Bloodbath
May 12, 2020 15:43:05 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker tallis 🧚🏽♂️kaitlin. on May 12, 2020 15:43:05 GMT -5
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[ 9f ximena wright | post 5 | roll ]
[ 9f ximena wright | post 6 | 5110 ]
Slowly, reality dawns.
You don't expect it to make your stomach roll, but there's something there that you don't fully know if you'll be able to process if you're being honest. It's—it's not regret, exactly, but maybe something like it. You don't even remember fully deciding to go for the girl's skull, just know that her speech had been drawing you in and pissing you off and then.
Well, and then.
Your grin is bloody, you think, and at first it doesn't register with you that it's not your own blood you're tasting. The taste of iron on your tongue isn't unfamiliar, remember when you caught a bullet in your gut and spit up blood for what felt like ages before the medic was able to dig the thing out of you and sew you back up nice and good. Absently, one of your hands goes to your stomach and traces the little circle with your pointer finger, hand still wrapped tightly around the hilt of the girls' sword. Oh fuck, you really killed her with her own weapon, you're—Come with me, the boy who cheered at the crowd says and wraps his arms around you. Did you ask him to fucking do that? Your brow knits together and your eyes are locked on his face and oh.
Damn, he's kinda pretty, huh?
You pull yourself up on him, fingers twisting into the fabric of his uniform of their own accord. There's an edge to his jaw to match the knot in your brow and him grabbing you like this makes you want to rip his throat out with your teeth. But then he's holding your chin between oddly delicate fingers, forcing your eyes up into the stands where the small crowd of people was cheering you on. There's a couple of grumbles, a boo or two, but—then he's distracted again, and you think you were about to shove him away to try and clear your own head but he's already gone, swinging his sword towards... you double take.
Is that kid missing a hand?
Don't go anywhere, he'd said, though it takes you a second to realize it. "Hey," you say, stumbling away from the wall. You're clumsy and uncoordinated, and red splashes of blood are swathed across your uniform and there's dark spots in your vision and you think that if your brothers are watching they're probably horrified by the exact truth of the person you are but. "You don't tell me what to do."
You don't expect it to make your stomach roll, but there's something there that you don't fully know if you'll be able to process if you're being honest. It's—it's not regret, exactly, but maybe something like it. You don't even remember fully deciding to go for the girl's skull, just know that her speech had been drawing you in and pissing you off and then.
Well, and then.
Your grin is bloody, you think, and at first it doesn't register with you that it's not your own blood you're tasting. The taste of iron on your tongue isn't unfamiliar, remember when you caught a bullet in your gut and spit up blood for what felt like ages before the medic was able to dig the thing out of you and sew you back up nice and good. Absently, one of your hands goes to your stomach and traces the little circle with your pointer finger, hand still wrapped tightly around the hilt of the girls' sword. Oh fuck, you really killed her with her own weapon, you're—Come with me, the boy who cheered at the crowd says and wraps his arms around you. Did you ask him to fucking do that? Your brow knits together and your eyes are locked on his face and oh.
Damn, he's kinda pretty, huh?
You pull yourself up on him, fingers twisting into the fabric of his uniform of their own accord. There's an edge to his jaw to match the knot in your brow and him grabbing you like this makes you want to rip his throat out with your teeth. But then he's holding your chin between oddly delicate fingers, forcing your eyes up into the stands where the small crowd of people was cheering you on. There's a couple of grumbles, a boo or two, but—then he's distracted again, and you think you were about to shove him away to try and clear your own head but he's already gone, swinging his sword towards... you double take.
Is that kid missing a hand?
Don't go anywhere, he'd said, though it takes you a second to realize it. "Hey," you say, stumbling away from the wall. You're clumsy and uncoordinated, and red splashes of blood are swathed across your uniform and there's dark spots in your vision and you think that if your brothers are watching they're probably horrified by the exact truth of the person you are but. "You don't tell me what to do."
[ 9f xime shoves 10m jasen, unarmed ]
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[ 5110 - bruised right shin - 2 dmg ]
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[ 5110 - bruised right shin - 2 dmg ]
You think when you say it that you're sporting another hooked grin, lopsided and terrible when you
Maybe it's the people cheering for you that sets your teeth on edge more than anything else, not so much him telling you what to do. Maybe it's the assumption that he thought that was something that you'd want, something that you'd be happy to attain, as if a rat like you would be fucking grateful to be forced into the light like this.
You like your shadows.
You've never been here for the show, for the drama or that damn pizazz. You're not here to make sure the whole nation knows your name or to bring glory to your district—you're here because the Capitol's men dragged you kicking and screaming from your shadows and told you to try and kill everyone here, or else die trying. You like the chaos and it splits your face in half when you smile thinking about it, but—he doesn't fucking tell you what to do.
He's one of the 23 you gotta kill, after all.
"Careful what you wish for," you spit towards the kid who—oh fucking hell, he picked up your leg. It. Huh. Are you... are you laughing? Something inside of you can't ignore the hilarious irony of his picking up your own leg and swinging it like a weapon just after you've picked up another girls sword and stabbed her in the goddamned face with it. "Pretty boy has a history of making just that happen."
You level your sword at him, the pretty one—well, they're both pretty actually, now that you take a second look, but you keep your own weapon leveled at the one who took your leg off in the first place.
You don't like the things he makes flutter in the pit of your stomach.
Maybe it's the people cheering for you that sets your teeth on edge more than anything else, not so much him telling you what to do. Maybe it's the assumption that he thought that was something that you'd want, something that you'd be happy to attain, as if a rat like you would be fucking grateful to be forced into the light like this.
You like your shadows.
You've never been here for the show, for the drama or that damn pizazz. You're not here to make sure the whole nation knows your name or to bring glory to your district—you're here because the Capitol's men dragged you kicking and screaming from your shadows and told you to try and kill everyone here, or else die trying. You like the chaos and it splits your face in half when you smile thinking about it, but—he doesn't fucking tell you what to do.
He's one of the 23 you gotta kill, after all.
"Careful what you wish for," you spit towards the kid who—oh fucking hell, he picked up your leg. It. Huh. Are you... are you laughing? Something inside of you can't ignore the hilarious irony of his picking up your own leg and swinging it like a weapon just after you've picked up another girls sword and stabbed her in the goddamned face with it. "Pretty boy has a history of making just that happen."
You level your sword at him, the pretty one—well, they're both pretty actually, now that you take a second look, but you keep your own weapon leveled at the one who took your leg off in the first place.
You don't like the things he makes flutter in the pit of your stomach.