genesis 4:1-16 {cain&abel jb}
Sept 27, 2021 19:51:17 GMT -5
Post by bailee on Sept 27, 2021 19:51:17 GMT -5
CAIN.
Amongst the many things racing through my brain after this mornings events unfolded, the number one thing was how I planned on beating the shit out of Prop O'Malley the next time I saw him.
In front of the looming doors of the Justice Building, I crossed my arms as I let out a large huff, the hairs sticking to my sweating forehead taking caution to the wind as a Peacekeeper instructed me on how my visit with my little brother was going to go. I absent-mindedly nodded along as he lectured me on the rules and regulations of the Justice Building.
For the life of me, I could not understand what possessed Abel to volunteer for Prop. Abel wasn't the type of boy to make some great noble sacrifice - especially not for someone like Prop, who made his dislike for his cousins very known, especially myself. I had my reservations about him even following my lead in heading off to becoming a Peacekeeper - as much as I loved my little brother, he was a wallflower. Someone who blended in with the crowd. A follower.
Something within him had changed, and I had an inkling that dear cousin Prop may have had something to do with it.
The Peacekeeper finished his lecture and opened the doors, allowing me to step in and feel the cool air of imminent death that loomed over Abel. His expression was impenetrable - I could not sense any thought behind his mind, what impulsive decision drove him to volunteering, why any of us were in the situation we were. Frusturation grew within me - I felt powerless.
Instead of watching Prop die like fate should have intended, I would be watching my little brother enter a death pit, and there was nothing I could do about it. For the first time in my life, I thought maybe we didn't have any control over our destinies. I couldn't turn back time to stop Abel from volunteering. Here he was - the tribute of District Eleven, Capitol bound.
He likely would never end up making it to Peacekeeper training with me now.
"You are the dumbest motherfucker I know," I told him, my arms still crossed as my brow furrowed. "What the fuck did Prop ever do to make him deserving of your noble sacrifice?"