that's rough buddy /flynn + av
Oct 16, 2021 20:49:34 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker kelsier on Oct 16, 2021 20:49:34 GMT -5
a v r i e l .
"You are a rose
in the field where
the wolves walk"
Gloria stops yelling after me by the time I make it to the third floor but her words still echo in my ears.
"You're a waste!" (waste, waste, waste.)
"I could have had Fleur!" (fleur, fleur, fleur.)
It's not like I didn't know how Gloria feels about me so I pretend that I don't care. But I don't care. I don't want the limelight, the cameras and the crowds. I want to see Flynn and make sure the poor kid isn't blaming himself for Aurora and Jack. He's got to know by now right?
The thought stops me on the landing between the fourth and fifth floor. My hand finds the wall and I bend at the knees, catching my breath. Sort of stupid. Sort of stupid how I can recognize that losing Jack and Aurora isn't Flynn's fault but I blame myself for everyone I've lost.
If Zane or Aneesa die, am I going to remember that?
I pull away again and pull myself up to the fifth floor. The bloodbath is still playing on the landing televisions and I catch glimpses of it as I go. Most kids have left by now but Zane's still there, having a stand off with two careers. I can't decide if he's brave or an idiot and I'm leaning towards idiot when he turns around and runs.
Good.
Though I don't care. He can do what he wants.
I step onto floor six, beelining for the Victor quarters when I see someone huddled at the end of the hall sitting right up against the floor to ceiling window. The person's too small to be anyone but Flynn.
My stomach flips as I get closer, the imposter syndrome always hits hard when I get near another victor but with Flynn it's always been a little different. I care about the kid, a lot. He's got something good in him, a brightness that reminds me of Duke and it hurts to see him hurting.
There's a vending machine on my way to him so I hand Scout a few bucks. "You can get the neon gummy worms," I whisper. They're Scout's favourite and I think Flynn'll like them too.
I slow down as I get closer, I didn't think about this part. I already know that he must be feeling like shit so I don't want to ask him how he is. I don't want to help hurt him I just want to be here for him. So I just sit down against the opposite wall and give him a moment to collect himself.
"Shit luck, man," I say after a moment and my tone makes me wince. I don't know why I thought this would be a good idea, I've never been good with these kinds of things.
"You wanna tell me about them?" I ask.