say no { kareem + vasco }
Feb 7, 2022 18:16:24 GMT -5
Post by rook on Feb 7, 2022 18:16:24 GMT -5
This feels far worse than when they dragged me away to the detention centre. I thought I knew the price of my transgression. It felt transactional, his life for my freedom - a simple exchange. But I'm still in debt, it seems - and maybe I'll never pay it off if my meagre life isn't worth enough to quench their thirst for blood and justice. We'll see.
Before, they were rough with me when they took my into custody, gloved hands pulling at my hair and flashlights washing over my crimson face whilst my father led there in the grass, dead eyes watching his son's fate. Now as they lead me into the justice building, they're just gentle. To the Capitol I'm now a prize asset, to be left pure and untouched until the moment I am ripe for killing. They know that right now isn't the time for pain.
That comes later.
I gaze up at the portraits of the fabled trinity of Victors from twenty-odd years ago, and they back look down at me silently. They don't wish me luck, nor pass on advice. I wonder if they too hate me.
I'm guided across red velvet rugs and spit-shined wooden floors, over the mezzanine and down to a large wide window that overlooks the now-emptying district square below. I don't get time to try and find my sister's freckled face, a firm shove in the back readjusts my course.
Around a corner, past administration and beyond the archives. I take in the last few things from my district that I am permitted: The smell of coffee. A phone ringing. A northern wind rattling at an unclosed window. Then the huge double doors slam shut behind me, and finally I am alone.
Before, they were rough with me when they took my into custody, gloved hands pulling at my hair and flashlights washing over my crimson face whilst my father led there in the grass, dead eyes watching his son's fate. Now as they lead me into the justice building, they're just gentle. To the Capitol I'm now a prize asset, to be left pure and untouched until the moment I am ripe for killing. They know that right now isn't the time for pain.
That comes later.
I gaze up at the portraits of the fabled trinity of Victors from twenty-odd years ago, and they back look down at me silently. They don't wish me luck, nor pass on advice. I wonder if they too hate me.
I'm guided across red velvet rugs and spit-shined wooden floors, over the mezzanine and down to a large wide window that overlooks the now-emptying district square below. I don't get time to try and find my sister's freckled face, a firm shove in the back readjusts my course.
Around a corner, past administration and beyond the archives. I take in the last few things from my district that I am permitted: The smell of coffee. A phone ringing. A northern wind rattling at an unclosed window. Then the huge double doors slam shut behind me, and finally I am alone.