see what trouble brings [I/I/B/K]
Feb 15, 2022 22:05:12 GMT -5
Post by pogue on Feb 15, 2022 22:05:12 GMT -5
B O W I E
His first day inside of the Training Center greets him with steel walls cased in ice and fluorescent lights that singe his skin whenever he finds himself under them, familiar feeling of a burning spotlight clashing with the knowledge that he is completely surrounded by the unknown. His eyes follow the movements of tributes far more well trained than he could ever hope to be, watches the way their fingers wrap around steel and the way the targets fall and the way they grin with fangs bared and blood between their teeth. Stoicism roots itself on his face out of habit, but it's underneath all the blood and bone that he can feel his heartbeat thumping rapidly, playing a heavy beat of nerves and adrenaline. Stick in the mud, Sierra would have said to him if she were here, standing still and doing nothing but wasting away. It's why he clamors for something, anything familiar, goes back to the dying roots he'd had no choice but to grow from.
Grab a rope and tie it tight, swing it above and feel the rope begin to burn against calloused palms. It's in the movements that he knows so well that he allows himself to find comfort, standing with a lasso swinging above him and a focused stare plastered on his face and looking across the way at the mutt as it stares him down. One, two, th- the mutts eyes waver towards the rope above and he strikes.
It squeals at first when he ties the legs together, saunters towards the weapons table just to grab a knife and, with all of the knowledge that he has done this countless times before, pulls the mutt from a life of misery and into a new life of crimson and fire.
By the end of the day he's tearing cooked meat from the bone and spitting the fatty pieces back into the fire in front of him, ignoring the blood stains all over his uniform and the shocked stares of tributes and onlookers alike.
The second day he finds the mutt pen removed, foreign and alien and uncomfortable feeling slipping into the void left in its wake.
They leave him with nothing but a whip and directions left unsaid, staring down the target practice with a familiar weapon in one hand and a lifetime of emptiness rotting in the other. He guesses that's just how show business goes.