take my soul, wipe it clean /eden + avriel
Jul 3, 2022 0:10:09 GMT -5
Post by tick 12a / calla on Jul 3, 2022 0:10:09 GMT -5
e d e n .
"i am the escape to
something that's worse.
what was it like
to feel in love?"
The first house isn't Avriel's.
He has no intuitive feeling. He doesn't feel drawn to it or not drawn to it. He just looks through the window first, because he knows that other people live around here based on what Kacey said. The little bead swings in Eden's hair and he remembers her looking very studiously at the magazine picture of Avriel, squinting at it and saying "He's a lot hotter than Colgate" with all the graveness a pre-teen can muster.
So when Eden cups his hand against the glass to look through the window and sees what Kacey had described as old man shoes, he ducks back down to press himself against the side of the house and move on to another one.
He's been in Nine for five days.
Maybe six because he'd passed out sometime between day two and day three and he's still not quite sure how much time he lost then.
He's tried not to sleep much. If he closes his eyes then 10 will show up, or Eurydice's people will finally catch up to him, or without the stimulus of just seeing his heartbeat starts to sound too-loud too-big in his chest and he has to smash his fists against the ground to drown it out.
Three knuckles on his left hand are split from it.
Eden crosses the yard of the house with the old man shoes into the one beside it. There's dew on the grass now, it's still dark but probably not for long. Eden hops over a bit of wire fencing that's collapsed and circles the house. The curtains are all closed on this one and he stares at the front door. Tries to decide if there's anything special about it.
He needs someone like Isaac for this. Eden doesn't know shit about doors. He doesn't know shit about anything. There's no difference between oak and mahogany besides oak hurts a lot more if you're thrown into it. A dessert fork and a regular fork do the exact same thing except if you stab someone with a dessert fork you have to be a lot closer.
He needs someone like Isaac for this, because Isaac knows about fancy rich shit. Except Isaac's dead now. He died instead of Eden and it's something that Eden can't think about for too long because it makes the space between his sternum and his ribcage burn.
So Eden just stands there in the dark like an idiot and he glares at the maybe-oak maybe-mahogany door.
The first and only step in his plan was to find the right house, but he can't even do that.
The burn is his chest comes back.
It licks against his insides like a candle flame, so sudden and sharp that he's suddenly worried that someone will spot the light glowing from under his shirt.
He doesn't know what he's doing. He doesn't have a fucking clue. The only step in his plan for the past week has been putting one foot in front of the other, and then it became trying to keep his head from being smashed in - accidentally or not.
Maybe Avriel isn't even here and Eden will have to wait another month. Maybe he stayed in the Capitol or he went to Four with that new victor or he went back to the trail in the woods and fell off of that cliff because Eden wasn't there to catch him like last time.
Maybe he's just asleep.
One of the streetlights down the way flickers on and then back off again.
Eden would love to be able to sleep again except he hasn't for about fifteen years and he doesn't think his body is about to change its habits anytime soon. He didn't even spend one night in that bed the Le Roux's gave him. He slept on the floor beside it in hour-long intervals and his brain deemed that good enough.
He's tired, though. He's tempted to go back to Four and get stabbed in the chest just so he can rest again.
He crosses back over the lawn, and he's about to scale a higher fence when there's a flash of movement that catches his eye.
He freezes instinctively, ice along his spine, body tense and fingers curled against the chainlink.
Cluck-cluck, the flash of movement says.
Eden stares at it.
'It' is a little chicken, white splattered with bits of black, and when Eden doesn't move from his place by the fence, it squawks.
Eden lurches forward, finger against his lips like the chicken will instantaneously learn human gestures and somehow understand what that means. It just wiggles its head at him, bobbing back and forth to watch him with beady little eyes. It's claws drag against the dirt softly, like a bull about to charge.
Echo's never going to believe this.
But the chicken seems to get tired of their stand-off real quick and it picks its way towards Eden, who watches it like someone might watch a bomb. It stops and pecks at his shoe. Eden bends over to swat it away and it seems to take that as permission to peck at his ankle instead.
Cluck-cluck, the chicken says again, mocking him in some chickeny language that he doesn't understand.
Eden picks it up because he doesn't know what else to do. There's a coop he can put it in but it's on the other side of the yard and now that the chicken's been elevated it's seemed to calm down. It preens a little, shuffling itself in Eden's hands until he's holding it in his arms instead.
Cluck-cluck.
It looks smug now.
But Eden has shit to do. He has shit he needs to figure out so that he can do the shit he has to do. A chicken is not part of that equation.
He only takes one step towards the coop.
There's a faint click and suddenly light fills the yard. Eden immediately recoils and the chicken in his arms squawks at the movement. It pecks at his fingers, disgruntled, as the light turns the grass green and yellow. There must be a motion light there on the porch - not sensitive enough to pick up a chicken, but definitely sensitive enough to pick up a chicken-thief.
Not that that's what he is. The chicken glares at him, but Eden's not going to steal it or anything.
This is your fault, he tries to tell it with his eyes.
Cluck-cluck, the chicken says.