The REAL hannah
Feb 4, 2009 20:00:00 GMT -5
Post by BeyondSaving on Feb 4, 2009 20:00:00 GMT -5
I'm going to re-introduce myself to those of you who think you know me
I have a myspace,ask if you want to know more or see my 3000 plus pics.
(I'm also a major perv at heart)
(I believe chivalry is not dead)
(im great at html and graphics but i usually am too lazy) ..I'd appreciate if you read this and got to know the real me..I am not and will never be like any girl you have ever met or ever have known, even hearing that many time you truly wouldn't understand.My Name is Hanna Marie Parsons.I'm a self conflicted person. I have been on this planet and breathing for a little over 14 years. As fun as I may seem I keep to myself unless I know you. I'm consistently changing, but I'm not sure who has that effect on me. I love the Winter, it's the best time for cuddling, and for sitting alone in the snow. I'm very compassionate, but it is deeply hidden by my cursing and my 'I don't give a damn attitude". I'm am deeply hurting and have been for the past year, instead of being dramatic like used to be I realized I'd suffer in silence. Very few get through to me. My best friend,my life,the reason I have chose not to leave, is Carly and even she understands me less and less everyday.At times I am strong other times I am weak, but I almost never let anyone see me cry but if I do,at least I know I'm not afraid to cry. Not everything I do is for me own good, I never chose myself before others or I try not to, but it has got me know where, I get quite upset trying to figure out what is best. Being happy or being moral. I'm for the true love not anything fake although since I was deceived a while back I don't trust anyone in general and having a hard time trying to understand that emotion in general. The closet I came to being in love was a deception and a downright lie plus it wasn't good for me or maybe it was, I'm not sure. I've learned a lot but "IGNORANCE IS BLISS". I'm always wondering, should I go back? If a lie can keep me happy why not? But I'm sure someone out there can help me forget. I love to ride horses, I'm sorta lazy but fairly outdoorish. I read, a LOT. I fell behind since 6th grade but I have always been a proven intellectual. I'm physically weak,not great at sports but I've have given them a try. Hiding my emotions,seeming mad,or not giving a care are my ways of coping even though they don't make me happier. I have bad habits I need to break.I love animals, love kids and my parents are divorced. I'm probably the most complex person around, I can be more stupid and childish than a 3 year old,which scares people but I can't adjust well, I tried to stop being so serious. But now with my rage I can be more angry than before. I love Twilight, but I don't usually follow crowds, I love the story not its popularity. Even though I used to run with that crowd. I love to paint, draw,anything. I'm creative but far from gifted. I like to talk to most people, but it would take years for you to get me. I used to be called a hick, but I'm nothing of the sort,my family however is. I choose to be alone but don't like it, I was a prep,jock,and emo all in one life. I love anime and still watch kid's shows along with the History channel.I love techno,pop,rap,hip hop and classical music along with some 50's. I NEVER liked anything but country for a long time. I listen to some rock now too.I'm modest, but I have a lot of fake over-confidence I can come off as pig headed but I need assurance that I'm wanted. I'm loyal to my friends,and keep secrets to those who I even hate. I try to be honest, and take everything as my fault,because at home,that's what I'm told ,indirectly. I used to be pretty, I'm below normal now ,I don't know why i felt the need to stop trying. I hope I can go back to being who I was. I'm clumsy,arrogant at times, hilarious when angry. I love long relationships,real ones and I'm loyal. I only dated someone I didn't really like once,and i felt guilty the whole time so I ended it. I went from being overly shy yet outspoken to being rude and a go getter, I've still lost my happy spunk. I wish I could meet someone who was understanding,respecting,and fun. I wish I could forget all my problems, I'm usually responsible and mature. I keep to myself but not because I am afraid, I have looked fear in the face,been through what scared me most, and I'm still going through it. CARLY'S TAKE ON ME: well, i should start off by saying that this is carly, hannahs best friend! She asked me do to an about me from my perspective and im gonna give it to you. hannah is definetly an original, you will NEVER find anyone like her. she can be like reallyy mellow and tired then one second she is hyper again! it's crazy. hannah will do what she wants when she wants and will not let anyone tell her otherr wise. hannah loves twilight and is always true to her friends. atleast the ones she likes(: so get on her good side. love you shmanners!
My family is broken and my dad does tons of (smokeysmokey) and steals from me to do so. I have a messed up life and do not complain other than online to people i do not know,they are easier to open up to.
I have a myspace,ask if you want to know more or see my 3000 plus pics.
(I'm also a major perv at heart)
(I believe chivalry is not dead)
(im great at html and graphics but i usually am too lazy) ..I'd appreciate if you read this and got to know the real me..I am not and will never be like any girl you have ever met or ever have known, even hearing that many time you truly wouldn't understand.My Name is Hanna Marie Parsons.I'm a self conflicted person. I have been on this planet and breathing for a little over 14 years. As fun as I may seem I keep to myself unless I know you. I'm consistently changing, but I'm not sure who has that effect on me. I love the Winter, it's the best time for cuddling, and for sitting alone in the snow. I'm very compassionate, but it is deeply hidden by my cursing and my 'I don't give a damn attitude". I'm am deeply hurting and have been for the past year, instead of being dramatic like used to be I realized I'd suffer in silence. Very few get through to me. My best friend,my life,the reason I have chose not to leave, is Carly and even she understands me less and less everyday.At times I am strong other times I am weak, but I almost never let anyone see me cry but if I do,at least I know I'm not afraid to cry. Not everything I do is for me own good, I never chose myself before others or I try not to, but it has got me know where, I get quite upset trying to figure out what is best. Being happy or being moral. I'm for the true love not anything fake although since I was deceived a while back I don't trust anyone in general and having a hard time trying to understand that emotion in general. The closet I came to being in love was a deception and a downright lie plus it wasn't good for me or maybe it was, I'm not sure. I've learned a lot but "IGNORANCE IS BLISS". I'm always wondering, should I go back? If a lie can keep me happy why not? But I'm sure someone out there can help me forget. I love to ride horses, I'm sorta lazy but fairly outdoorish. I read, a LOT. I fell behind since 6th grade but I have always been a proven intellectual. I'm physically weak,not great at sports but I've have given them a try. Hiding my emotions,seeming mad,or not giving a care are my ways of coping even though they don't make me happier. I have bad habits I need to break.I love animals, love kids and my parents are divorced. I'm probably the most complex person around, I can be more stupid and childish than a 3 year old,which scares people but I can't adjust well, I tried to stop being so serious. But now with my rage I can be more angry than before. I love Twilight, but I don't usually follow crowds, I love the story not its popularity. Even though I used to run with that crowd. I love to paint, draw,anything. I'm creative but far from gifted. I like to talk to most people, but it would take years for you to get me. I used to be called a hick, but I'm nothing of the sort,my family however is. I choose to be alone but don't like it, I was a prep,jock,and emo all in one life. I love anime and still watch kid's shows along with the History channel.I love techno,pop,rap,hip hop and classical music along with some 50's. I NEVER liked anything but country for a long time. I listen to some rock now too.I'm modest, but I have a lot of fake over-confidence I can come off as pig headed but I need assurance that I'm wanted. I'm loyal to my friends,and keep secrets to those who I even hate. I try to be honest, and take everything as my fault,because at home,that's what I'm told ,indirectly. I used to be pretty, I'm below normal now ,I don't know why i felt the need to stop trying. I hope I can go back to being who I was. I'm clumsy,arrogant at times, hilarious when angry. I love long relationships,real ones and I'm loyal. I only dated someone I didn't really like once,and i felt guilty the whole time so I ended it. I went from being overly shy yet outspoken to being rude and a go getter, I've still lost my happy spunk. I wish I could meet someone who was understanding,respecting,and fun. I wish I could forget all my problems, I'm usually responsible and mature. I keep to myself but not because I am afraid, I have looked fear in the face,been through what scared me most, and I'm still going through it. CARLY'S TAKE ON ME: well, i should start off by saying that this is carly, hannahs best friend! She asked me do to an about me from my perspective and im gonna give it to you. hannah is definetly an original, you will NEVER find anyone like her. she can be like reallyy mellow and tired then one second she is hyper again! it's crazy. hannah will do what she wants when she wants and will not let anyone tell her otherr wise. hannah loves twilight and is always true to her friends. atleast the ones she likes(: so get on her good side. love you shmanners!
My family is broken and my dad does tons of (smokeysmokey) and steals from me to do so. I have a messed up life and do not complain other than online to people i do not know,they are easier to open up to.
