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Sept 19, 2010 17:11:05 GMT -5
Post by Skylar on Sept 19, 2010 17:11:05 GMT -5
Ocean Jones
a million years.
spent without ears.
for a single moment.
death.
Two blue eyes protruded from a girl's head, sweat beading down her face and leaving a salty taste in her mouth as she licked her lips. A green headband stuck to her neck with drying blood, a natural glue when it came down to it. One leg was bent, the toes gently brushing the ground, a bone threatening to escape from her skin at any moment. She'd managed to make her way to the dead body, taking everything that he had and more.[rand=18388094566762447796006934251636362177057098597294843716355971992]A hammer. She had two other weapons already, but in her eyes, she could take more, she could always take more.
A backpack. A bright neon green color and nothing that would help her, but she had to have it, what if she got so many items that her other bag just couldn't hold it all?
A jacket. Who knew what she could use it for. Clothing, of course. Bandages, maybe. Warmth, probably.
An empty water jug. It was empty, so were her other two, once she filled them, she'd have plenty of water. She could splash it on people? Ha, unlikely.
And then a filled water jug. It was safe, Ocean knew it was, for when she was checking the trap, she could see him take a drink of it. Had he died from that? No.
And finally, all of his external clothes. The headband, the shirt, the pants, the socks, the shoes. Everything but the underpants. She didn't want to see that even when she believed she was in love, let alone now that she knew she wasn't and he was dead.
It was what she received from killing the one person that trusted her. In her mind, the sympathetic Ocean wished to cradle the body, to hold him and sing a little lullaby that would surely be off key for she couldn't hear her own voice. Was she the sympathetic Ocean that everyone used to see her as? No. She was a bloodthirsty killer that didn't give a shit about what was happening and how she felt. Pain was pain. Death was death. Love was nothing. And Ocean wasn't Ocean. Or was she? Had she all this raging jealousy and anger that she'd never let out to spend in her short life span in the Arena, or had the lack of blood exposure as a child caused this? In fact, did it matter? No.
It didn't matter.
It didn't matter.
It didn't matter.
Nothing matter, love didn't matter, pain didn't matter, what she used to be didn't matter, nothing mattered. Nothing except surviving. Surviving would be almost impossible for the girl, but now that she'd bloomed into a black petaled flower, she looked ahead. She looked ahead to living. Not dying. The purple seed used to think that death was the only option, but through germination, the seed had grown up to see that the future was unknown, and that it could bend it to what it wanted.
And this flower was Ocean.
Eventually, she hopped, limped, made her way to a shaded area and rested her back against the trunk of a tree. The sun was nearing the horizon, and she felt that she wouldn't sleep. That she couldn't sleep. She had to see who died, to see that she actually did kill them.
A handful of leaves were grabbed from a nearby bush, one that she'd picked from earlier, and she rubbed it on her neck wound, which had opened during the fight against Trace.
[rubs plant on neck wound again]
[dice=7]
The same soothing sensation rushed over her neck, one that had been with her the first time she'd put the plant in the wound, and she knew she'd feel better soon.
She needed something to do, and finally settled on trying to work out a plan. Or think of people to kill.