life's good and bad :)

[haseo]

Well i was feeling quite angry and depressed at alot of things going on in my life, and i decided to vent to the CBOX. they all gave me great advice and i am ever so grateful to them for cheering me up in addition to cheering me up, they all gave me an excellent idea. Write about the 3 things that make life good, and write about the three things that make life bad. Its always good to be able to get things off your chest, and what better way to do that then by sharing them with people. so here are the three things that make life good

3 things that make life good:
1)Having excellent friends to be there for you always,especially when you need them most

2) music is my second choice. Listen to a sad song when your sad, and all the bottled up tears flow out, listen to a happy song and all your troubles go away <3

3)memories is last on my list, because they can bring back some of the greatest memories of your life, and that small moment of happiness can make all the difference in your day <3


3 things that make life bad:
1)Severed relationships. Weather its with a friend, family member, or a lover, that person is out of your life, and weather you admit it or not, you will miss them sooner or later.

2)drugs. Drug's have caused many problems in my family, and in no way is it something I'm proud of

3)Disease. Ive lost so many people to a number of things (cancer,infection,Alzheimer's,diabetes etc.) but the hardest disease that has come into my life would be RP disease...Its a disease that will eventually make you go blind and my father has it, and it has been very hard on both of us. An even worse thing is, that i might have it because it is passed down through genetics. (the doctors don't know yet)



Well yeah, those are my liefs good and bad things <3

Now what are YOURS?




Special thanks to Wolf tears,Phunke,Shrimpeh,Dee,Luna.danny,and Raeoki for cheering me up, and giving me this amazing idea (And sorry to anyone i may have forgotten)

[apocalypse]

sounds cool ~~

3 things that make life GOOD!
FAMILY - i can almost always trust them.
MUSIC - just a general escape.
THIS SITE - you guys always seem to support me.

3 things that make life BAD!
FRIENDS - I don't even know who my friends are now.
THIS SITE - now i know i said this is a good thing, but it sort of sucks away my real life xDx
MEXICAN FOOD - i hate it, it tastes bad.

i dont have much bad things in my life right noww...

[Raeoki really likes pineapples]

Hm, this seems much better than stabbing yourself repeatedly.

Things that are gurt!
My country! - I will not deny it. I am uber proud of the fair nation I live in.
Writing - I find this one of few things I hope pray[/i] I'm good at.
RPing - My imagination would be shot without you!

Things that are bad! D:
Relationships - NO. JUST NO. I'd rather be a hermit.
Sports - I would look much smarter and accepted if there wasn't such a thing as sports. Or better yet, if I wasn't forced into basketball games when in reality I could be learning how to defend myself from attackers.
Race Card - Look, if I don't like you, I don't like you. I don't believe in skin, though I will happily where another person's flesh as a body-suit.


...*blink* That felt good.

[Sunrise Rainier D2 // [Thundy]]

Definitely not going to lie. This was difficult.

And obnoxiously girly-sounding. xD

Three good things :)

- Sunshine. Cheesy, definitely, but there's nothing better than spending the entire day outside on a sunny day. Plus, sunny days don't happen that often here.

- Silence. Being calm and not worrying about anything at all. It's amazing.

- Driving a little red Mustang convertible to and from school. Mostly because driving is awesome, but also because it's something nice that I can be proud. I'm lucky. <3

Three bad things. D:<

- High school. This one is just obvious.

- Texting. Especially while driving. -Nodnod-

- Pessimism. People wallowing in their own misery when they don't need to, basically. There's always an upside. I can't really say that I've always been horribly positive, but I am now. You can always search for something good.

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[ᕙʕ•ᴥ•ʔᕗ]

Oh man...I think I'll try to make this as simple as possible.

Good:

[/b] I have a great selection of colleges to choose from, several of which I wouldn't mind attending. All of them offer me a good education and hey, it's college. xP

-Friends: I have a great support system with friends who are willing to let me rant about the most nonsensical things ever.

-Here: You guys keep me busy and working and chatting, and to me, that's just <3.[/ul]

Bad:

[/b] I'm stuck between two and I'm afraid the one I want to go to will be the one I have to decline, because my family cannot afford me going there.

-Life in general: I think I'm still in one of those low-points at the moment where I just feel like things that should make me look up just aren't working. Ever since January, I've kinda lost all motivation. A part of it I'm sure has to do with senioritis, but another part of me believes that I'm still not over what happened and this is just my way of coping...several months later. >.>

-Paranoia: So I've finally figured out why I'm constantly at home on the computer, and it's because I'm paranoid. When I leave the house, I constantly worry about whether I've turned off electrical appliances, if my computer won't blow up or not...pretty much anything. I'm scared that something will happen while we're gone and it just keeps eating me up inside. Then there's the car (I blame TV shows on this). How do I know there isn't a gas leak? That we're not going to get hit (after being rear-ended, it's still kinda in my mind)? Then there's the health of my family. After my grandfather's ironic death, how am I supposed to know something like that won't happen? And there's public transportation...my gosh, I'm such a crazy child. >.<"[/ul]

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The Good:

1. My English teacher asked me to be his TA! After one whole school year, I have found out that he doesn't mind my existence, to put it lightly. Yay!

2. The people I wanted to be casted in THG movie are casted. They're cool. Yes, they are.

3. You all seem to be doing well. Mostly. As in real life AND on this site.

The Bad:

1. My friend died. She was only 16. I think I wrote up the story on the cBox a few weeks ago but gosh her funeral was saddening.

2. Limefan913 refuses to acknowledge my presence.

3. Suzanne Collins has not acknowledged my presence.

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And no, not really, Dee.

[shrimp]

THE GOOD (because good is good)

- friends are awesome and helpful and supportive and just really really cool
- school is actually bearable right now because I have vacation. On Wednesday this will be moved to "THE BAD", because then I have AP test studying and hell week for Laramie in a few weeks and NYSSMA. Eep.
- family is nice

THE BAD (because bad is bad)

- secrets suck
- paranoia sucks
- laziness is just very addicting and bleh.

[Hayley]

I absolutely adore this idea.

Good:
1. MUSIC <3 It's the only reason I'm still alive, and it always makes me feel better when I'm angry or depressed. It also makes me different from all my friends because none have them have ever heard of the majority of the bands I listen to.
2. NUTELLA <3 I don't know, I just like it a lot.
3. HERE <3 If it wasn't for you guys, i'd still be a really bad writer and I'd probably be really emo and have no friends.

Bad:
1. DISEASE </3 So yeah, everybody in my life decided not to tell me I had Paget's Disease and I figured it out on my own. Kinda made me mad at people for a while. I also almost lost my aunt and grandmother to breast cancer.
2. MY FAMILY </3 They pretty much ignore me, which is fine by me, because they're stuck in their own little world and think my family is weird because we value education and stuff. Ive always wanted a family that I liked and that liked me back.
3. FRIENDS </3 This should probably be on both lists because the friends I have now are absolutely amazing. It was just when I was moving I found "friends" that would trash me behind my back and make the worst racist comments. They made me feel inferior because Im a bit overweight and they had little tiny bodies. I'm never going back to that lifestyle.

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[Prince Inigo]

Might as well try. *shrugs*

Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life:

Life: I'll admit, my life is pretty good despite the recent death of my brother. Nothing's really going wrong - at least that I have known of. (I swear if they are keeping things away from me, I'm going to smack someone). Though my grades could be better, college is fine (and tiring). Still got my friends and my dog.

P3 RP: Enough said. I frickin' adore people over there (Xen, I miss you despite being away from you for a few days </3) and it's one my obsessions come true. Yes. Life is definitely good.

Online best frieeeeend: It's been about three or so years since I met this person, and I'm so grateful that we're still talking - though seldom as these are due to college. We may be in a rough time right now, but I'll be there for this person as they were for me during my angst-driven period. (Oh, also, this person needs to damn well give me back my soul; it's going to smell like shit by the time it's out of that pickle jar =x= ).



The World Ends With You Me?:

Video games: By the very obvious pun/joke titles I did for bad and good, I feel so bad for not being able to play my games; and, when I do try, it's during the worst times. Oh college. How you fucking taunt me so. You keep me away from Fire Emblem and all the other games I need to complete. Even over the frickin' summer.

College: Not as cut out as it is at times. Especially in our economic crisis. Basically we might get no accreditation because of our sucky ways to finance and save money for the future minds and, instead, invest money into business and hotel services... for people not coming anyways. Also, this might be the first I'll ever get a C for a class. ...Fuck you physics.

Not having enough time: Everything (and everyday) seems to go by too quickly for me. I feel like I've gotten so sluggish that my hours just zoom past me. Over the weekends, I don't feel revitalized; I feel like a fat, old man that just wants to eat KFC everyday. This whole time issue contributes to my little depression in activity between this site and my online friend, who does help me perk up, in their own silly way. I also feel that there wasn't enough time for my bro and me to really bond before he died; and, the thing was: despite us being very opposing personalities, my mom would say that we got along pretty well. The statement's true to its core. Now I won't have that time or have my questions answered. (And sometimes, it doesn't even feel like he's 'gone' gone, but it feels like he's gone away for another of his trips).



I'm pretty tired.