Moral Barrier [Nichole/Fletcher]
Apr 20, 2011 13:53:40 GMT -5
Post by Harley on Apr 20, 2011 13:53:40 GMT -5
[/sub]Fletcher Montgomery
It wasn't one of my proudest moments, I give you that. Looking back, it probably wasn't the wisest thing to do, but when you're in the heat of the moment like I was, you don't have much choice. It's like an instinct, a voice in your head that shouts "Do it, Do it now!". Anyone else would have ignored that voice, but anyone else wasn't starving hungry...
It's almost a taunt, the way merchants place food on display. It's like saying to us: "Here's what you'll never have". It was almost predictable what was going to happen sooner or later. With the hours I'm given, plowing the fields all day, my entire body an aching mess, I could only be starving hungry. Seeing a big juicy watermelon staring at me was just a slap in the face.
I could hear it talking to me almost. Call me insane, but working until my back aches under the boiling sun does tend to cause moments of sheer madness. It was staring at me. No one was around, the merchant was busy showing off some corn to some better-off passersby. No one was around me, I might have well as been invisible.
Part of me wanted to take it, part of me knew it was wrong. The consequences of being caught wouldn't be worth it... Would they? I had two brothers who were equally as hungry as me, I had a reason to steal it... Even though I knew deep inside I wasn't going to share it with my brothers. More likely take it into some alleyway and scoff it all myself. Selfish, I know, but my body needs it more than them - I work.
Besides, if either of my brothers did get some of the food, they'd only tell our parents, which in turn would lead to the speculation of where it came from. You guessed it, I would be in major trouble - Not for stealing, but for not sharing it with the entire family. It was much better to just keep it for myself. Don't judge me until you've been in my circumstances.
If I waited too long or pondered extensively on the subject of moral righteousness, I would be told to move along. My chance would be gone. It was do or die time. In a flash, I grabbed the watermelon.