Broken Bonds and Mended Trust {Raeoki}
Apr 6, 2011 20:48:24 GMT -5
Post by Kenna Is Begining Anew on Apr 6, 2011 20:48:24 GMT -5
The night was cold. Azulan was still at home lying in bed with a back injury from the long day in the fields. Even though he needed assistance he waved me off as I came in. Normally I would've been the stubborn little me and told him to not talk and let me fix him up, but today was different.
Today was the day I had twisted my ankle and ran into Zuka and Kimmit. The porch creaked while I shifted my weight. My mind couldn't help wandering to the run in. I had almost let go. I had almost gave in to myself. My body began to shiver uncontrollably like it always did in the dead of the night. Fingers were twisting around the clod of dirt clutched in my hands.
The face swam between my field of vision. Here we go again, I thought. The world was going to go away. It was going to fade and my mother would become the only reality. When I was little I would embrace the thoughts, but now they were a distraction. It feels, as though, mom was not ready to let go of me as I was to her. I needed to let go. I couldn't afford to lose sight of my purpose in life. I needed saving right now.
Soon the scent of her, ash, dirt and leaves, became the only thing I could breath. It was incredibly overwhelming for a fairytale. Footsteps. No. No. "NO! Stop! Get out of me!". The clod of dirt flew out of my hand and landed with a thud against....something. Being aware of the sound of the clod hitting flesh made her feel a little better. Atleast she was becoming better at controlling the second soul inside her.
"Mckenna? Are you alright?"
Her heart pounding she looked up. Noticing that she could see properly, she breathed out a sigh of relief.
Today was the day I had twisted my ankle and ran into Zuka and Kimmit. The porch creaked while I shifted my weight. My mind couldn't help wandering to the run in. I had almost let go. I had almost gave in to myself. My body began to shiver uncontrollably like it always did in the dead of the night. Fingers were twisting around the clod of dirt clutched in my hands.
The face swam between my field of vision. Here we go again, I thought. The world was going to go away. It was going to fade and my mother would become the only reality. When I was little I would embrace the thoughts, but now they were a distraction. It feels, as though, mom was not ready to let go of me as I was to her. I needed to let go. I couldn't afford to lose sight of my purpose in life. I needed saving right now.
Soon the scent of her, ash, dirt and leaves, became the only thing I could breath. It was incredibly overwhelming for a fairytale. Footsteps. No. No. "NO! Stop! Get out of me!". The clod of dirt flew out of my hand and landed with a thud against....something. Being aware of the sound of the clod hitting flesh made her feel a little better. Atleast she was becoming better at controlling the second soul inside her.
"Mckenna? Are you alright?"
Her heart pounding she looked up. Noticing that she could see properly, she breathed out a sigh of relief.