`~D9 Plot~` .-Not.-Down.-Yet.-
May 24, 2011 15:41:57 GMT -5
Post by Rosetta on May 24, 2011 15:41:57 GMT -5
Aaden GorozineI hate when people trick me. I hate when people lie. Call me a hypocrite, but doesn't mean I can't like it done towards me. So, as soon as I saw the rules, my heart dropped into my fury-filled stomach. Least amount of meat offered equals death. Death? No, no, no. This wasn't supposed to happen. This was supposed to be a nice competition. A nice thing for food, just food, I wasn't supposed to die! I couldn't argue, I didn't have the time. That awful, loathsome man began to speak again. I stood there, glowering up at him, doing my best to replace my fear with anger. But, the fact that this was a contest to the death seemed to distract me for some reason. I had left without saying good bye to my mother...or my step-father, not even James! A sinking feeling was developing in the pit of my stomach. It was that same feeling I'd gotten after James and I...well, did it. I knew I'd made a mistake. This wasn't right. And at the moment, I felt I was the only one to blame.
Lemme tell you guys a secret. Hear that, another secret! Come in real close now. Good. Well, sometimes, I really hate myself. I mean, not to the point that I’d hurt myself, just to the point where, well…I’ve cried. Curled up and cried. Why do I hate myself, you ask? Well, I guess because I’m a bit apt to screw things up. Hiding huge secrets can do that to you. You’re more vulnerable to slip-ups. Like the time my mom found my stash of booze I’d foolishly hid underneath the bed. See? I made a mistake. A better place would’ve been underneath the loose floorboard near James bed. But that was a few months ago, and there was no way I was going near him. The mistake I made most recently? Signing up for this competition.
Didn’t it seem just a bit fishy to me? Some guy giving away free meat just for no fee…now, thinking about it, something was up. I mean, who would do that? Just give away food to complete strangers? Call me selfish, but not me. Please, we barely have enough to eat as it was back at my house, and we were better off than half the District. So, now, looking back, I realized I’d screwed up. I should’ve thought about it more, held some sort of suspicion, but I didn’t, and now I was going to die…well, not if I did something about it.
I strode forward, yanking my assigned bow and sheath of arrows from a guard with so much gusto, I nearly snapped the bow. Then, I turned quickly towards my door and pushed through it. The forest greets me, trees rising up around me, and the sun filtering through the branches. I shouldered the sheath, and held the loaded bow at ready. My mother had taught me how to use one, a bow and arrow. It was the kind of weapon she favored the most, while I rather preferred a spear.
“Arrows give you the advantage of distance,” she’d said to me when I was a young boy, guiding me through the movements of shooting. Her soft hands didn’t fall victim to the forest, but they did much later to the plastic factories. I miss their softness now, their gentle touch. The truth was, I missed my mother already. Now don’t you call me a mama’s boy. Put yourself in my shoes! C’mon, try it out. I’d happily switch place….no takers? I thought so.
I tip-toed, slowly, through the forest. My mother had always told me to move like a shadow, soft, like the animals do. Set the illusion that you are one of them, and they will believe you. Barely ten feet in, and right on cue, I saw a rabbit. My heart leapt. Just what I wanted. I slowly raised the bow, the animal, unaware that it was about to lose its life so I could keep mine. Another piece of advice my mother: Kill as quickly as possibly.
I took another step forward, but I didn’t notice the branch in front of me. The rabbit was running off even before I hit the ground, this time flat on my face. Alright, alright, quiet with the laughing! It still hurt! And pissed me off more than I already was. I leapt to my feet, my face red as a cherry, ears ringing. “Come back here, you stupid rabbit!” And I took off running.