~No*One*Is*Alone~ [East]
Apr 2, 2011 10:47:55 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Apr 2, 2011 10:47:55 GMT -5
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The Arena is a vast wasteland, all hard-packed dirt and no trees for cover or shelter. Blood, my blood, spatters too-bright crimson against the sandy ground as I run, leaving an easily-followable trail in my wake, but I can't bring myself to care at the moment. All that matters is getting away from the pack of muttations bearing down on me, some horrible cross between a wolf and a spider with eight legs tipped with razor-sharp claws. I try to fight the tremors that begin at the base of my neck, knowing that I'm dead the second I have a seizure in this horrible place, knowing that the monsters behind me will jump on my defenseless, shaking body and rip it to shreds and there will be nothing I can do to stop it. Just as I have this realization, my legs give out, and my entire being begins to convulse as I fall with a sandy thud to the ground. My sight blinks out to blackness as it always does, but I can still feel the pain, and distantly, so far away, I can hear someone screaming. I wonder if it's actually me...[/blockquote]
I sit bolt upright with a small shriek, my alarm blaring out its screeching tones right next to where my ear had been a few seconds ago. My pajamas and hair are both soaked through with sweat, blankets tangled around my feet in a convoluted mess that makes me wonder just how much I was tossing and turning. My hands are shaking as I reach over and switch off the alarm clock, phantom images from the terrible nightmare still playing out in my half-conscious mind. Ripping my feet out from the tangled mess of blankets, I stumble out of my bedroom and down the hallway towards the bathroom, trying to make as little noise as possible. Being up at five-thirty in the morning on a Saturday isn't normal for most seventeen year olds, but it's commonplace for me, quietly shuffling around the house as not to wake up my still-slumbering parents.
It's six o'clock sharp when I step out of the shower and take a minute or two to inspect myself in the mirror. Dark brown curls so sopping wet that they appear black fall in a wavy curtain down around my shoulders, olive skin contrasting sharply with the pristine white of the towel that covers my torso. The dark circles under the flat, featureless brown of my eyes have made their appearance after another night of not sleeping well, but they are such a common occurrence that I've gotten used to them. Averting my eyes from my reflection, I tiptoe back up the hallway to my room, closing the door behind me and digging through my dresser for a set of training clothes.
They're not anything special, but they serve their function well. The black leggings again make a stark comparison with the slight tan of my skin, the khaki cargo shorts I slip over them softening the contrast a little. I quickly slip my feet into a pair of socks and then slide on my worn tennis shoes before reaching for the top of my dresser and grabbing the leather holster containing a set of five top-of-the-line throwing knives, cinching it securely around my right thigh. Skinning a black tank top over my head, I quickly slip an elastic band around my still-damp hair, taming it into a high ponytail that will keep it out of my face.
I glance back over at my clock, noting the that it's fifteen after six. I'm right on schedule, but I still feel incredibly nervous as I grab a stack of papers from my desk and walk across the hall, quietly ducking into my parents' room. I gingerly reach out and lay a hand on my father's shoulder, prodding him gently into wakefulness. "Dad, I'm going to training. I need my medicine."
Emotionless brown eyes that match my own slide open, appraising me coldly. "Report cards came out yesterday. What did yours look like?"
"All A's, I've got the papers right here."I remain stoic as his eyes flick over the paper and then back to me, judging, always judging. Nevertheless, he pulls a chain from around his neck with a brass key dangling for it, inserting it into the drawer on his nightstand and drawing forth a small plastic bottle, dispensing a little white pill into my outstretched hand.
"You've got evaluations coming up at training in a few days. I want an outstanding score, or it'll be a week, Corinne."
I shudder internally at the thought of a week without my anti-seizure medication, a week of disability and pain that I'd have to conceal from everyone. On the outside, though, I remain as emotionless and cold as my father, giving him a curt nod as I turn to leave. "I understand."
The training center is virtually abandoned this early on a Saturday, the little card reader on the wall blinking in red LED's that only twenty Careers have checked in today. The lights shift to read twenty-one as I swipe my ID card through, the electronically locked door in front of me unlocking with a loud clunk as I pull it open. I toss my backpack into a corner with the belongings of several others, walking across the vast gymnasium without talking to anyone. A few "Morning, Corinne's " and "What's up, Brightman's" fly my way, but I remain impassive. I'm not ready to deal with other people just yet.
Bringing myself to a halt in front of a line of human-shaped targets attached to a far wall, I back up to the yellow line that indicates the distance range for advanced knife throwers. The ranged combat instructor sits mutely behind his desk, giving me a bored nod that indicates I'm allowed to practice at my leisure. I slip my knives out of their holster, holding four of them clustered in my left hand as I firmly grip the blade of the fifth in my right. My form is impeccable as I throw the first, sending it with practiced motions into a red spot on the target's head that indicates a vital organ. The second flies without issue into a kidney, the third into the jugular, and the fourth into the liver. I'm saving my attempt at the heart, the smallest red circle on the wooden dummy, for last. My awareness narrows itself down to just myself, the target, and the raw force of my own determination. I've never been able to get a good solid hit on the heart from this far back, but surely after weeks of practice today will be the day. I draw the weapon back with good form, but a muscle in my arm twitches just as I let it fly, sending the blade spinning off-center and sticking a few inches away from the crimson circle.
Cursing quietly, I cross the target range and begin to yank the stainless steel blades free from the wood as my instructor crosses over to analyze my work. "As usual, you're thinking about it too much, Corinne. That's where you're different from your sister. Neva didn't overthink, she just acted. "
Sighing, I run speculative fingers across the polished hilts of the throwing knives, knowing that to try again this soon after messing up would only throw my mind off balance and result in even greater failure. My thoughts turn back to Neva, whose smug grin looks down on me from the row of Victors' framed photographs on the wall above. I bite back the urge to fling one of the daggers at her portrait, snarling as I stalk off towards the sparring station. When I'm in this sort of mood, hitting something (or someone) with as much force as I can muster usually helps. "Pffft, 'Don't think about it, Corinne.' Pardon me for taking some consideration when I'm flinging sharp objects through the air."