Radar [nofo]
Jan 31, 2012 17:01:13 GMT -5
Post by Gavin on Jan 31, 2012 17:01:13 GMT -5
Ginny Halofax
Talking
Thinking
Narrating
Others talking
Confidence is a rush
Happiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges I like them rough
I'm in hell.
Training is most certainly not my favorite thing. But I can't disappoint Dad, who still thinks I could be his perfect, Victor daughter. I don't even need Tessarae, so there's really no point in training at all, but arguing is no use.
And today I'm sucking even more than usual. I cringe after poking my left thumb with the point of the knife. Oh crap... I grit my teeth. "Well, that was smart." Why can't I handle this stuff? I glance across the room. Why can't I be more like him? He knows what he's doing. Dad will be so upset if I come home with my finger cut. It doesn't look deep, but it's bleeding a lot. Maybe I can bandage it myself? I attempt to wrap a strip of cloth around it before giving up. Normally I'm happy to be a lefty, but today it's just annoying. "Um, hi, would you mind helping me with this?" What the heck did I do that for? I blush, hoping he didn't hear me. How exactly am I supposed to explain this to anyone? At least Blade will understand. Hopefully. Maybe I should just go home before I do anything worse. The bleeding seems to be slowing finally. At least there's that. I start watching the guy from across the room, the one who seems to know what he's doing. Hey, he's kind of cute. Long dark hair, muscular... I turn around and attempt to get some of my blood off the knife. There's supposed to be some fancy process for cleaning the equipment, but I can't tell anyone or they would tell my family. I'll say..I fell. Onto a knife.
I'm hopeless. I walk across the room before I can decide against it. "Um, hi. I'm Ginny."