Nobody Knows What It Means (Morgana)
Nov 20, 2011 22:03:29 GMT -5
Post by Spesh on Nov 20, 2011 22:03:29 GMT -5
Kristina Mackenzie Miller
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If there is anything not terrible in District Eight, it is the fact that we have enough left over wool to stay warm when it gets to the colder months of the year. These get made into wool coats that are as ugly as deformed sheep. The worst part about these ugly coats is that they are not form fitting (not like I have any form to fit, I'm just the ugly fucking duckling. My devil sister Demi is the one with the curves. I hate her!)
My coat is too big, too lumpy, it goes down to my ankles, and it is supposed to go down to my knees. Not surprisingly, it's a hand-me-down from the best fucking sister in the whole of this terrible country, Panem. Nobody even wants to come up to me, I'm too ugly and pathetic, nobody could ever like me, (why would they even want to talk to me?) Even the ugly boys don't stop to look, I'm to ugly for them.
Life has just been too much for me, so I've turned to the best option, drugs. They are so nice, they make me ever so slightly less depressed. The world spins around me from must a little bit of whatever I do, the bland landscape turns into pretty colors. I look into the mirror and I see a sexy beast, there is no way it could be me, it just cannot be. I spin around, nobodies there. Damn girl, you is a sexy beast. If anyone else were on the street they would be checkin you out. All thats there are some creepy looking green and blue things, and their changing colors. Oh my god, its amazing.
Everything is looking so pretty, the colored thingies turn into sheep and start running towards me. The start hitting me, but I feel nothing. Actually, they are just staying in the same place as before and hitting me at the same time. They morph into ghosts now and I try to run through them. Ghosts are supposed to be seeable but not actually there, right? I run into one and it is like running into a marshmallow. It is so squishy and soft, and sticky at the same time. OH MY GOD EW! My whole body is covered in sticky stuff. GET IT OFF ME! Get it off! This is so gross.
The marshmallow starts to make sheep noises at me, why is a marshmallow making sheep noises? This is so weird. I giggle at the bahing marshmallow, that isn't possible. That makes no sense, why is there a sheepmallow? Like really, what is going on here. The marshmallow is blue now, why? It pushes me down! Mean marshmallow. I never want to eat you again! I need to go tell my sister that Marshmallows are mean and cannot be trusted! They are going to take over the world and kill us all! What if she dies, my perfect sister. I look like her now, it's amazing. I'm so pretty and sexy. All boy must want me now, they have to protect me from the marshmallows! If they don't the marshmallow people are going to kill me with their pretty lights and sharp squish!
Getting up is impossible, so I crawl on the ground covered in stuff that lights up when I touch it. It is so pretty, oh my god. Lighting up blue and green and orange and red and all of those other colors. I've never seen cooler stuff in my life, why don't they have this in the games. I would love watching people getting killed with lighting up ground. Maybe they could have marshmallow people kill tributes. That would be so cool. If I were a tribute and Marshmallow people came I would just laugh, like, pretty marshmallows that want to eat me. What a cool death!
I get far enough away from those awesome, scary marshmallow people, and I lie against the portal in the wall. It is a pretty deep blue, it is amazing. I wish I could sit here forever, away from the cute marshmallows with the awesome pretty colored ground on my feet, who wouldn't, all of this stuff is just so cool.
[/color][/blockquote][/size][/justify]My coat is too big, too lumpy, it goes down to my ankles, and it is supposed to go down to my knees. Not surprisingly, it's a hand-me-down from the best fucking sister in the whole of this terrible country, Panem. Nobody even wants to come up to me, I'm too ugly and pathetic, nobody could ever like me, (why would they even want to talk to me?) Even the ugly boys don't stop to look, I'm to ugly for them.
Life has just been too much for me, so I've turned to the best option, drugs. They are so nice, they make me ever so slightly less depressed. The world spins around me from must a little bit of whatever I do, the bland landscape turns into pretty colors. I look into the mirror and I see a sexy beast, there is no way it could be me, it just cannot be. I spin around, nobodies there. Damn girl, you is a sexy beast. If anyone else were on the street they would be checkin you out. All thats there are some creepy looking green and blue things, and their changing colors. Oh my god, its amazing.
Everything is looking so pretty, the colored thingies turn into sheep and start running towards me. The start hitting me, but I feel nothing. Actually, they are just staying in the same place as before and hitting me at the same time. They morph into ghosts now and I try to run through them. Ghosts are supposed to be seeable but not actually there, right? I run into one and it is like running into a marshmallow. It is so squishy and soft, and sticky at the same time. OH MY GOD EW! My whole body is covered in sticky stuff. GET IT OFF ME! Get it off! This is so gross.
The marshmallow starts to make sheep noises at me, why is a marshmallow making sheep noises? This is so weird. I giggle at the bahing marshmallow, that isn't possible. That makes no sense, why is there a sheepmallow? Like really, what is going on here. The marshmallow is blue now, why? It pushes me down! Mean marshmallow. I never want to eat you again! I need to go tell my sister that Marshmallows are mean and cannot be trusted! They are going to take over the world and kill us all! What if she dies, my perfect sister. I look like her now, it's amazing. I'm so pretty and sexy. All boy must want me now, they have to protect me from the marshmallows! If they don't the marshmallow people are going to kill me with their pretty lights and sharp squish!
Getting up is impossible, so I crawl on the ground covered in stuff that lights up when I touch it. It is so pretty, oh my god. Lighting up blue and green and orange and red and all of those other colors. I've never seen cooler stuff in my life, why don't they have this in the games. I would love watching people getting killed with lighting up ground. Maybe they could have marshmallow people kill tributes. That would be so cool. If I were a tribute and Marshmallow people came I would just laugh, like, pretty marshmallows that want to eat me. What a cool death!
I get far enough away from those awesome, scary marshmallow people, and I lie against the portal in the wall. It is a pretty deep blue, it is amazing. I wish I could sit here forever, away from the cute marshmallows with the awesome pretty colored ground on my feet, who wouldn't, all of this stuff is just so cool.