Hanging On [Sandra]
Apr 12, 2012 22:09:31 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2012 22:09:31 GMT -5
[/center]HUGO DELGADO
Being Hugo Delgado is like hanging onto the side of a cliff.
You’re using so much energy, just trying to keep from plummeting towards your doom, that maybe it would just be better…
...Better to just let go.
That’s what I do every day: I hang on. Even when the rough rock cuts into my skin, I don’t let go. I just can’t.
Yet, I can’t pull myself over the edge either.
So where am I supposed to go?
That’s something I’ve never been able to figure out,
Not while I’m caught up in this stalemate.
My thoughts are muddled, but I don’t bother to try sorting them out. I try to convince myself that I’m happy with who I am, but even my mind is unconvinced.
Taking a few steps down the sidewalk, I reach the gym. This is where all of the Careers go after school, or at least all of the good ones. I saunter up the steps and open the giant doors, a burst of air hitting me straight on.
I walk down a small hallway and enter the main gym. It’s packed. I see a few guys I know on the other side, spears in hand. “Hey man!” One of them shouts. I give him a silent wave as I make my way towards the group. This is where Hugo Delgado belongs, right? An unsettling feeling fills my stomach, but I quickly push it away. I want to be the best, and if this is what it takes, then so be it.
When I reach the group, I pick up a sword as one of the guys makes a joke I can’t make out.
I laugh along anyways.
I guess that’s who I am: the kid who laughs because everyone else laughed, the kid who fights because everyone else fights, the kid who just hangs there at the edge, only a few moments from falling, and a few moments from rising. I shrug my thoughts away, but am interrupted as the gym door opens, and someone else walks in…
OOC: Sorry it's so short! I promise I'll write more next post(:
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