One More day (Open)
Jun 13, 2012 18:45:27 GMT -5
Post by desertdreams on Jun 13, 2012 18:45:27 GMT -5
I Remember Tears Streaming down your face when i said I'll never let you go,
When all those shadows almost killed your light...
[/i]When all those shadows almost killed your light...
Things were harder now, but no one showed it. It seemed as if everyone was trying to show that they were not effected, that they weren't slowly starving to death. Even my family, the three of us, try not to let others know how much we are suffering. Is this a pride thing? Or just stupidity? I guess it doesnt really matter, being that one day we will all die anyway. Looking around my little room, i decided I needed to get out. The room felt so small, so closed in that sometimes i felt like i was suffocating to death. Grabbing some old run down pants and shirt, i quickly put them on. Grabbing a hair tie, i throw my light brown hair up in a pony tail so it is out of my way. Being that i 'bathed' last night, i headed down the steps, put my socks and shoes on. Opening our shabby door, i headed out side and down our barely stable steps. I could hear my mom call my name, but i ignored her. Today was just another day, just another day closer to our own deaths. Some will be quick, and others slow and painful. I don't care how I die anymore.
I remember you said Don't leave me here alone,
but all that's dead and gone and past tonight...
[/i]but all that's dead and gone and past tonight...
I make my way towards a little field not far from our house. Its my favorite spot, and everyone knows not to bother me here. I've had a few 'crazy' moments that make my mentality questionable. Not that it matters to me. Sitting down, I look up at the sky. Its days like this i miss them the most. Knowing they could be here, enjoying this day with me instead of six feet under. To be honest, i wouldn't mind being with them right now, knowing that I wouldn't have to face the things to come. Sighing softly, i look down. The grass hasnt really grown here in years, so a lot of it is more dirt than grass, but theres still a good amount of grass here and there. I miss them so much.
Just close your eyes,
The sun is going down,
You'll be alright,
No one can hurt you now...
[/i]The sun is going down,
You'll be alright,
No one can hurt you now...
I start softly singing to myself, knowing no one would bother to come see me. I have no friends left. I don't want any friends. All people seem to do around me is die, so I am always alone. I think people have noticed that too, since no one has bothered to try and talk to me. It doesn't really matter. I was a loner before I had any friends, and I am a loner now. Still singing, i look over the houses. I can see the factories in the distance. Soon I'll have to start working there, if I dont get chosen as a tribute first, being that I still have two more reapings. Though I'm not sure how much longer I can stand this boring life. Sighing again, I close my brown eyes and lay back in the dirt singing softly.
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...
[/i]You and I'll be safe and sound...