~needlework~ [rade]
Aug 12, 2012 20:03:43 GMT -5
Post by sbeeg on Aug 12, 2012 20:03:43 GMT -5
Sarita Wolfe
Give me hope in silence
It's easier; It's kinder
Tell me not of heartbreak
It plagues my soul, plagues my soul
Nimble fingers took a hold of the thin, metal needle pressing it through the cloth in tiny, straight stitches. Nothing fancy today, just work. Sarita preferred to embroider designs with complicated loops and knots that ended up working together to make the perfect picture. Chain stitches to make stems for flowers, coral stitches for snow- no the girl was stuck with straight stitches today. Awfully boring things, nothing unique nothing about them. Nothing to challenge her with. Just two pieces of fabric being brought together in the same repetitive way. Push, pull, push pull. No loops or flowers, just lines.
For a building nicknamed The Coldhouse it certainly wasn't very cold. The heat only added to Sarita's boredom, hanging over her like some doting mother. Oh wait, that wasn't the air it was her actual parent. The girl would never say it aloud but she felt smothered by Caroline Wolfe's presence. She was always critiquing her work, breathing down her neck and watching over her shoulder. Not to boast or anything, but Sarita was very confident in her sewing abilities. She had been doing it since she could first hold a needle and followed her mother's lessons to the last detail. However, Aria's work was a different story. It was horrid! Crooked stitches that were way too big that Sarita had to end up pulling out and redoing. Her sister couldn't sew a straight line, much less any of the embroidery Sarita has put out.
Perhaps mother is bring up Aria as a free range child- Sarita hears they sell for more money. That's what she felt like, a poor trapped animal waiting to be sold. She knew it was coming, mother had mentioned it a few times before. Sarita was almost out of the Reaping's reach and once she was it would only be a matter of time before mother stuck her with some man to be locked up in his own version of The Coldhouse. The girl didn't feel like there was much of anything she could do about it, just sit here by the window, looking out on the District as the citizens milled about their own business. Sewing. Stitching. Waiting. Dying. That's how she was raised, to be perfect and she was.
The perfect petite talking Sarita doll- for a limited time only. The plain, tedious stitches went on forever, like train tracks by the Station. Sarita had only seen them once in person and sometimes they'e on the TV during the Reaping. They go into the horizon, crossing the earth for as far as she could see. She wanted more than anything to get on the tribute train and see were those tracks ended. See if there were Coldhouses anywhere else and maybe she could free the bored, beautiful girls from each one she came across.
Her daydreaming took away from her work, leaving the needle halfway pushed through the cloth. Her eyes were focused on something outside the building, the district, the country. Something only she could see. Lost in her self made fantasy, the Coldhouse seemed to fade away leaving the girl alone with her thoughts. A place that she often chose to occupy in the stead of the reality around her. It was much softer, brighter and out of this retched house where, as far as Sarita was concerned, was paradise.