Takin' This One to the Grave // [Conquistadors]
Jan 23, 2013 17:22:51 GMT -5
Post by Baby Wessex d9b [earthling] on Jan 23, 2013 17:22:51 GMT -5
there's a sick little suicide in all that we do
you decide, which one's for you?
After a few days of constant training, Asunder could never quite feel his legs. Well, most of them. His knees throbbed, skewed as they were, and his thighs trembled with the slightest hint of exertion. Yet, he pressed on, following the instructions of his mentors, of the training center guides, just like he had followed the coal mine foreman. His arms were a whole different story. Still lean and awkward, they made it through each day with only the vaguest aches. And he was sleeping well. So overall Asunder didn't have much to complain about, not that anyone was listening.
He'd hung back in training, watched the others and listened when he wasn't braying like a donkey. Alliances - friendships? - had already formed and collapsed. That was what he was hoping to avoid. If he committed himself to someone else, he wanted that to last for as long as possible. None of this back-and-forth high school melodrama. Although now that he was forced to get to know his peers, he found them on the whole rather tolerable. He'd even had some fun with Benat and Axel, although when he'd broached the idea of them as allies with the victors of Twelve, the response had been cool.
He made sure not to sit with them at the next meal. Instead he squeezed himself in among the Careers, and ended up seriously angering River Destin. He still couldn't quite figure out why or how that conversation had exploded. And he could feel the ramifications of it in his gut, of having made himself a more obvious target.
He needed to do something to actually help himself, other than swinging an axe. As they all split up into their practice stations, Asunder lingered by the doorway, invariably late even though he was actually in the room. He shoved his hands into his pockets, rocked forward once until he felt the screaming burn in his legs and stilled. There was one person he wanted to get to know better. He'd noticed her the first day before he'd had a good grip on names, and ever since he'd followed her pixie cut through the crowd. She seemed totally no bullshit, in control in a way that no one in Twelve could ever be. Well, other than Heron. But he wasn't interested in Heron.
The thought made his throat sticky. One of the training center overseers prodded him forward, and he chose the shortest path to Gypsy, which took him across the archery range. An arrow whistled by, and a chorus of laughter erupted. Asunder barely noticed, now that he had a mission. He stopped just shy of Gypsy, well within the boundary of her personal space. That stickiness in his throat caught up with him and before he could even get the first word out he coughed on a bit of phlegm. Asunder swallowed, shook his head at himself, and tried again.
"So, yeah, I wanted to talk to you about uhm, getting to know each other better. You're smart with the weapons. Good hands," and he stumbled, looking down at her petite fingers, wondering what they would feel like against his cheek. He stared entirely too long before snapping back up to her face. "Oh, right, I'm Asunder. I would've come up to you before but I didn't want to get in the way of your -"
And then he felt it, the eyes on his back, undoubtedly belonging to Pyrian. His voice pitched upward, knees buckling inward. "He's right behind me, huh?"
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