D9 // AMIRA LILLY AVERY [WIP]

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Name: AMIRA
Age: 18
Gender: Female
District/Area: District 9
Appearance:

GUESS WHO???

Personality:

CRAZY BIATCH MAN. I SWEAR I CAN'T TELL MY HEAD FROM MY TOES. OR WAS THAT MY LEG FROM MY ARM? I DUNNO ANY MORE. UP DOWN LEFT RIGHT. WHY CAN'T WE ALL JUST LOOK THE SAME AND DO THE SAME AND BE LIKE TOTES THE SAME. IT IS SO CONFUSING I MEAN SERIOUSLY. SPINNING AND TURNING. OMG GUISE I DON'T FEEL SHIT. FEELINGS ARE SCARY I MEAN I RUN LIE A BITCH FROM THEM THEY ARE SO SCARY. I HIDE BEHINDA WALL OF NOTHINESS. OR WAS THAT THE DEAD. BECAUSE THE DEAD AND I ARE LIKE ONE. BOOOOOYAH.

History:

I DON'T KNOW. TBH. I SEE THE WORLD AS ONE. LVING AND DREAMS ARE ALL TOGETHER. I'M DROWNING IN AIR. I'M DROWNING IN THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I JUST WANT THE TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I CAN'T DO THIS. GO AWAY. PLEASE GO AWAY I CAN'T. RUN AWAY. I'M LOSING THIS FIGHT. I ALREADY LOST ACTUALLY. I LET INSANITY CLAIM ME A LONG TIME AGO. I SPIN IN CIRCLES NOW TIGHT LITTLE CIRCLES THAT CONTROL ME. I'M CRAZYYYY CRAZYYYYY OHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

OK SO LIKE MY BRO DROWNED HIMSELF IN GASOLINE THAN DECIDED IT WOULD BE NICE IF HE SEt HIMSELF ON FIRE. I HEAR HIM YOU KNOW. IN MY HEAD. LITTLE WHISPERS AND SOUNDS. MAYBE IT IS JUST ME. I SEE HIM. HERE AND THERE. HE IS THERE WHATCHING ME, FOLLOWING ME. UMM MY MUM. SHE IS GAY AND SHE DITCHED MY DAD AND MY DAD WAS LIKE SUPER DUPER OBSESSED OVER HER SO HE DROWNED HIMSELF IN THE BATHROOM TOILET. AND NOW LIKE I THINK THE AIR IS KILLING ME. WATER KILLED MY DAD. FIRE KILLED MY BROTHER. AIR WILL KILL ME. EARTH WILL KILL MY TWIN.

Codeword: ODAIR
Comments/Other:

PALETTE -- MR SNUGGLES

LYRICS -- ?

[cass]

AMIRA LILLY AVERY.

My Name. Amira Lilly Avery
My Age. Eighteen
My Home. District Nine
My Gender. Female
The Lyrics. Crazy

I remember when
I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space

Gentley the flames lick the metal and as they bow down bending and twirling around the pole, like a dancer, moving slightly off from the metal the before leaping back at it, black fingers of the dead can be seen runnning deadly trails up the metal in such a pattern it seems as if the metal is being strangled, they reach up long and tall entangling themselves with the metal, burning it and destroying it like fire does.

Deep beneath the flames is a haunched shape. The flames bite into his skin and he screams with each second and that scream is all that can be heard above the awakening siren of a 'fire truck'. But the boy does nothing to prevent the fire as it eats into his skin, causing red bulging blisters that pop to only form another filled with a liquid that oozes over his skin and slides over the thousnads of liquid filled bumps that burst all over his skin. He lets it consume him. He lets it soak into his skin as he screams. His screams often ring through my head the way his voice whispers in my ear telling me, pleading me to save him, but I do nothing I can't, I was no where near him.

He let those flames take him, he let them steal his life, tearing it from his burning body and running with it faster then the wind so no one can catch it, it killed him.

Souless skin covers my body, litghly coloured, like the stain of the yellow moon, sickly and uncared for.

And when you're out there
Without care
I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much

ODAIR

I remember when
I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that place
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space

I'M DROWNING

IN AIR