Silveя Liиiиg [Sunny]
Oct 10, 2012 23:52:59 GMT -5
Post by semper on Oct 10, 2012 23:52:59 GMT -5
He slashed down his own friends in order to come back to us, but something’s missing in his eyes. The warm light that was once there is now gone, his smile’s lost its easiness, and it’s almost like he’s dead on the inside.
It’s starting to get to be too much for me to handle. Klaus hasn’t been the same ever since he returned, but that’s expected. No one can go thought that and be the same.
But when was he ever mine to begin with?[/color]
He doesn’t know and he doesn’t understand. He never will.[/color] Klaus doesn’t need me anymore; he’s so much stronger now, so much bolder, so much more independent. There’s no room for me in his new lifestyle and that hurts me. I haven’t told him to what extent I love him.[/color] He knows I love him but he’s oblivious to how much I lust over him. How can I tell him?[/color] I can’t, I won’t. Everything I’ve ever done with him will be tainted with something I won’t ever be able to recover from. How can you redeem yourself in polluted memories? You can’t.[/color]
It’s a fairly chilly evening so I shove my hands into the pockets of my jacket, ducking my head lower into the collar to block out the cold breeze. Ever since I built up a good heat tolerance in the steel factory, I’ve never been much of a person to bear the cold. It’s only the beginning of fall and already I’m just about frozen solid, pulling the jacket tighter around my body as I round the corner to a damp alley.
Where is this guy?[/color] I stop halfway down the alley, my green eyes scanning the nasty, dingy area. People I’d talked to had told me that this boy was trustworthy and never shortchanged anyone. I don’t care too much about being shortchanged. I just want to feel better.[/color] My feet shift and turn around, scraping my shoes against the grimy ground as I wait.
((I’m really bad at starter posts but yayayayayaayy xD ))
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