Along the Abyss [Chaos]
Aug 30, 2010 16:02:31 GMT -5
Post by Meeka on Aug 30, 2010 16:02:31 GMT -5
My loathing for James just strenghtened and I consider turning back and beating him to a bloody pulp. But I guess I have enough heart not to do that. After all, it's his birthday and he's probably too stoned and drunk to realize anything anymore. He's despicable and I hope that he ends up meeting a rather grisly end, but at the moment I am too preoccupied with the girl in front of me.
She looks to be struggling with herself so I crouch down and lean my back against the wall, closing my eyes. I'll let her calm down and get mad later. I'm still angry. I can't believe that she did not tell me one bloody thing about her past and came here with me. If she had told me I wouldn't have gone.
I lift my head wearily when she begins to talk again. Almost at once I purse my lips in order not to shout. That wouldn't be beneficial to the already dangerous situation we are facing. "You really think that I'm that shallow," I whisper instead. "You think that I would leave you just like that?" Now that I look up I feel like taking back my words. She looks so lost and scared. Again, I listen, feeling the list of horrible things I want to do to James grow considerably. But I feel that I owe her a favor and I shut up and let her talk.
But she's fighting it, she's fighting herself. I can see that she's fighting her own emotions. I can't say that I know what that's like. I carry my heart on my sleeve, I never bother to hide what I'm feeling. People can see whether I'm sad, pissed or anxious. But for Flight that appears a new experience. My composure breaks when I see the first tear slip down her cheek. She wipes at it and I straighten up.
"Don't!" I suddenly hiss and there's a sharp, warning edge to my tone. "Stop it. Please stop trying to be strong." I don't need to voice the fact that I don't need and don't want her protecting me. It irritates me that she does that and won't let me do the same. So, I do the only thing that seems adequate, that seems reasonable at the moment and put my arms around her. I embrace her, letting my body language speak for me. "You need to stop protecting me, Tammy. I'm not going anywhere."