Telling Kebi [Kebi]

[.-*KATH*-.]

I sit in the kitchen waiting for kebi. I told him that I had to tell him something real important. would he understand her? rather not, but she had decided to go to the capitol to see if she got lucky. Maybe she will be stinky rich when she's back. she hoped that they would let her back. she didn't want to be stuck at the capitol. if they wouldn't let her back, she would tell them that they had to bring her kebi then. she needed him. and no-one was allowed to destoy their friendship. like brother and sister. such a friendship could not be broken.

[Kebi Miller.]

I hesitate before nocking on Kathrins door, I havent been here since we both kissed and she told me that she needed me. What a mistake that had been. I had been trying to avoid Kathrin as much as possible, at School she would smile at me and I would smile at her back and then that was it. We wouldn't talk or sit together at dinner anymore. I decided to come to Kathrins today for one reason. I missed the company, I missed her. I nocked three times on the door so she would know it was me. I smiled at the memory of me telling her about the three signal nock thing.

[.-*KATH*-.]

I hear three knocks and know it's kebi. our signal knock. I smile and hurry to open the door. I hug him tightly and say:"I missed your company. come in." I'm happy to have Kebi here. I thought about our kiss a lot. well. he said he loved me, but not like I loved him. so how much other sorts of love are left? familiar love, was what I came up with so I see him as brother now. well at least I try. I walk to the kitchen and take the box of sweets, going into the living room.

[Kebi Miller.]

I feel really awkward when Kathrin literally jumps on me and hugs me. She grabs a box of sweets and goes into the living room. I dont really know wether to follow her or not. I wonder if had made a mistake being here. It was so much easier to ignore Kathrin and go on hating life. "I missed you" I say and feeling slightly embarresed at my words.

[.-*KATH*-.]

I smile and sit down. "Sit down kebi. I have to tell you something real important. nothing to worry about, tho.", I say and feel bad for kebi. I would leave him for a longer period of time now. and he would hate me for the reason. for sure. he'd probably even leave the house as soon as he heares her. she hated herself for doing that to him.

[Kebi Miller.]

I place my hand on Kathrin and look at her worried and confused. Whatc ould she want to tell me? Was it that she loved me? I hoped not. I sigh whilst waiting for Kathrin to come out with what she wants to say. "Ok, shoot" I mumble.

[.-*KATH*-.]

"You'll hate me. I know it.", I say. I don't feel like telling him, but I have to. I can't just disappear like that. "uhmm... you know the woman I told you about? selena from the capitol?", I start, waiting for an answer before continuing.

[Kebi Miller.]

"Err yeah" I say remembering the memory. I start to grow impatient as Kathrin dosen't bother to tell me just yet. "Look Katty i dont mean to be mean or anything, but just spit it out" I say anooyed and then realised I had called her Katty. I close my eyes in embarresement and wait for the red face to kick in. Katty was a name my friends at School called Kat when they caught her smiling at me.

[.-*KATH*-.]

I laugh and say:"never heared that ever before. Never ever." I get serious again and say:"soo... you want me to spit it out? I'll go to the capitol." Tears start to roll down my cheek. I would never be able to forgive myself for doing that to him.