the heart of life { Axel

[kendall]

CADE RP

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"...now we can do everything we used to talk about."

Her delicate words ran through my mind on reply. We could have everything. We were going to have everything. Everything we used to dream about together while we watched the sunset. Now, instead of having those conversations just be dreams, they were going to become a reality. Well, as much of a reality as we could make them. I thought it was all lost, that I would never see Riley again. The odds were never in my favor. And now, since things are starting to play with me, I was hoping they would stay like that. The odds are always better with you then against you.

The sun was just peaking on the horizen. The sky was beautiful. The yellows and organe taking over the dark sky minute by minute. I don't think I slept last night. My mind was too busy thinking over everything that had just happened in my mind. There was no way I could have slept. I just watched the window from my bed. I watched and waited for it to change colors. I watched for so long, there must be circles under my eyes the color of the night sky. When I knew the time was right I almost fell out of my bed to grab my school pack from under my bed. I tiptoed across my room trying not to walk up my older brother, Kyle, and my youngest brother Flynn. There is a little door that leads to the deck outside my small little house. I had already cracked it open yesterday. It always squeaks when it opens so to prevent one of my brohters waking up I had to open it.

I slipped out of my house. I really wasn't sure what would happen to me and Riley. All the dangers of running away flooded through my mind one last time as I began walking away from my small, old, weathered, house. Getting caught was the worst part of it all. If she gets hurt I will feel so horrible I couldnt live with myself. But her smooth voice reassured me she was ready for this. I knew she was done living under her parents strict household and wanted something to go her way for once. To be honest, I was ready for something to be how I wanted it. And without a second thought, I pushed my thoughts of danger out of my mind and ran away from my house.

My feet found themselves walking to the spot we had made the promise to run away. So many things have happened in this spot, it was all very bittersweet. I kissed her for the first time here. She also told me she would never be able to see me again. It was secret and out of the way. A perfect spot for us to meet before we slipped away with the night. I stopped where I was and threw my backpack into the sand. Sitting down right next to it, I watched the sun infront of me. Thoughts of where Riley was were in my mind. Wondering if she was ok or if she would ever come. But I had faith. Faith in her. She could come.
[ooc] well that was crap. This was the last RP I had to write today so I am defiantly worn out! the next reply will be better I promise <3

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let the rain
wash away all
the pain of yesterday
back where I belong
I never felt so strong
tell the world that
I'm coming home

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[Anna Banana]

[atrb=background,http://i1246.photobucket.com/albums/gg608/meghanpawolfe/RileyBackground_zps0e2954e1.png][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,500,true][atrb=style,width:500px;] Riley Everfield Test words here. Normally fear had been an agent that left me frozen, petrified, unable to move or talk, this time it was a motivator. Ever since Cade and I had left on the beach that day I had been living with a mixture of excitement and fear within my heart. I had never gone against the rules, I had never strayed from the normal routine of how things work. If either of us were caught, even on suspicion, the entire plan would fall through, Cade and I would never be able to run away, we would never get a chance to see what life would be like were we given choices. I was never good at keeping secrets though, and I felt sure my parents could see a level of excitement building within my heart. If they so much as saw me smiling they knew something was wrong, they always wanted to make my life miserable. I didn't want to think about the consequences of what we were doing though, I couldn't bear to think of Cade in any form of pain. Some pains I could deal with, I could deal with the pain of my own body, I could deal with physical pain. If Cade were hurt though, if he were suffering, that would be a pain of the heart, a pain that would cut deeper and be more painful than any beating I could recieve. At times worrying about what might happen to him made me second guess everything, made me wonder if what we were doing was worth it. But I would see Cade's face, his easy smile, and his eyes full of determination, it was a reminder that we could do it, that he knew the consequences but he was willing to take the risk. It gave me the strength to know that I should be willing to take the risk, that he was worth the risk. Morning was coming quickly, the morning of our departure, the morning of a new life, a chance for Cade and I to do everything we had talked about for so long. It was easy to slip out of the house as early as it was, my parents slept late, a long night of drinking or planning my life for me took a lot out of them. I threw everything I wanted to bring with me into one of the luggage bags that were for "vacationing" to other parts of District 4. Spare clothes, a small comb with a rose on it, and any other of my few small belongings made their way into the luggage. Slipping quietly out of my room I dragged my luggage across the floor and, with as much stealth as possible, unlatched the door and made my way into the front yard. I did not look back, there were no found memories with my family, I had to look forward towards a bright new future, a future with Cade. I walked to the one place that I knew he would be waiting for me, our place, our secret place that had been were everything started for us. It seemed fitting that it would be from there that we set out to begin our lives anew, and start fresh. I walked slowly but with enough authority that should anyone cast a curious glance out their windows I would not seem suspicious. Even though my heart fluttered in my chest, willing me to run faster, to run into Cade's arms, I forced myself to remain calm and careful. As our spot began to come into view though I felt all my caution evaporate from my body, and suddenly my feet were pounding along the pavement, the soft click of the wheels on my luggage creating music with the pounding of my feet. I ran until I could see Cade's shape looming up before me, and my hand let go of the luggage as I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him right there. I broke away from him and looked up into his face, running my hand gently along his jaw, and whispered faintly to him. "I came Cade, I came, I'm ready for us to start a new life, I'm ready...I'm ready to be happy. I want to be with you, I want to have the life that we talked about for all those years when we were little, all those promises that we made when we first me...we can do them now, we can start over." Resting my head on his chest I closed my eyes, letting the warmth of his arms wrapped around me spread through my body. He had always had that affect on me, he had always been a comforter to me, someone who could make my rapidly fluttering heart slow down, someone who could make me feel safe. lyrics

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[kendall]

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Sometimes I believe sorry is over used. People say they are sorry in a way of sympathy or empty apologise. It's as though every apology said to me was empty, if you look deep into all you will see is a pit of black. In my time, I have said empty apologise, hoping they will forgive me for something I didn't want to be forgiven about. As years go on, the apologises are more hollow until one day they the words are used so carelessly that it doesn't mean a thing. That's how it is with love too. People tell you they love you then leave you without looking back. Except I know Riley means it. She makes me feel it but also believe it. Making me believe was very hard to do. But Riley could.

Her hands was soft and smooth. It made me want to just hold onto it just to feel the warmth. I would probably would have broken away, in fear of being caught. But I didn't have to worry about that anymore. Now I was allowed to love her. Tell her that without having to worry about her suffering the consequences. I could finally show her how much she meant to me. Ever since Riley came to me saying I couldn't see her again it left a whole in my heart that yearned to be filled and she is the one that should fill it. Riley was the only one that could complete me. When you are so used to someone there for you and they leave it's hard to get used to being on your own. Especially when you know it was you fault. It's my fault for what happened to her but we were doing are best to solve it.

All we want to do is be together.

My dark eyes gazed over the colorful water as the sun slowly began to rise and start a new day. It was a symbol of a new life I would have with Riley. The one person I was willing to throw it all away with. Only she was worth it. I knew she was just how she looked at me. It made me feel loved. It made me feel safe. It was worth throwing everything I knew about my old life away. No one in my family would understand. They weren't in love. I don't think Kyle would ever know love. He seems so against it since I was so for it. Morgan, she thinks there is always a way to make it better for everyone. But you can't fight love. You have to go with it.

I hear her light footprints on the sand. I smile out across the water before I get myself up and welcome her embrace. She wraps herself around me, letting me protect her. Her soft pale lips press against me. That's when I knew it was all worth it. It was all worth this. Because we could love each other. I didn't want her to pull away from the kiss. I wanted to kiss her lips all day. She rested her head on my chest, I stroked her hair as she spoke to me. "I am just so happy we can be together." I place my hands on her face, "I promise it will all be worth the pain. I promise." I whisper, kissing her cheek still holding her close. "I promise."

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let the rain
wash away all
the pain of yesterday
back where I belong
I never felt so strong
tell the world that
I'm coming home

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[Anna Banana]

[atrb=background,http://i1246.photobucket.com/albums/gg608/meghanpawolfe/RileyBackground_zps0e2954e1.png][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,500,true][atrb=style,width:500px;] Riley Everfield Test words here. As soon as I was in his arms I felt safe, I felt like the world could no longer hurt me as long as he was here. That's how it had been when I first met him, that's how I had known he was the one. The first day I had met him, or rather an evening when we had properly met, I had known he was special. It was made all the more daring because our meeting was a secret, a midnight rendezvous. It had started out as nothing more than idle curiosity on both our parts, we had firmly believed we would amount to nothing more than just friends. Of course that changed very quickly, the more time we spent with each other the more sure we were that there was something between us. It started out slow, but that spark grew into a burning fire as we continued to spend more time with each other. Now we were reaching the culmination of that little spark, we were going to run away with each other. As his hand ran easily through my hair I felt as if I could just melt into him, that we could stand here forever. His gentle voice in my ear telling me that this will all be worth it, we would be happy together...he promised...he promised we would. The longer we waited here though the greater the risk of our being found, of being forced never to see each other again. I pulled away from him briefly to fit my back against his chest and move his arms to wrap around me. "I know you'll keep your promise Cade, I know you will, just like I kept my promise to come here today. When I saw you yesterday I felt like it would be nothing more then a tease, that I would never be able to see you again after we left each other. I firmly believed that any true shot at happiness was lost after my parents arranged a marriage to a man I could never love...you are the only one I've ever loved. How many times have those words been said, how many times has a young couple professed such feelings to each other. The words at times can seem so shallow and weak, but there is a feeling deep within my heart, a feeling that courses through me, a feeling from deep within my heart. I firmly believe that truer words were never said to me, when you say you love me I know it's true, and I know that when I say I love you the words are from deep within my heart. We'll never be able to be with each other if we wait here any longer, if we sit here waiting for the morning light to reveal where we are." I small chill of nervousness ran up my spine, and I drew Cade's arms tighter around me, hoping they will protect me and keep me safe from all my fears. My words were true though, if we were going to be together we needed to run now, we needed to escape before anyone could figure out we were gone. It occurred to me that I had no idea where we were going though, that part, to this point, had been a secret to me. Were we leaving the district entirely or just retreating into some secret home that Cade knew about? I gazed out across the water wondering if this would be the last view of this particular scene I would be able to see, only Cade knew where we were going, and it was probably better that way, the less people that knew where we were headed the better. I tipped my head back and gave him a quick kiss on the bottom of his jaw, and let out a small giggle as I pulled away from him and slipped my hand into his. "We need to go Cade, we can't stay here, otherwise we'll never be together." Without waiting for a reply I pulled him away from the beach and into one of the dark streets. Traveling through the center of the district would be suicide for our plan, and I wanted to take the cover of the forest. No matter where we were headed I felt sure that the cover of the woods around the district would be better than the open streets. We wound our way through the streets, the twisting path that I took confusing to anyone who may try and follow us. It was a route I had traveled many times myself, a route that would be able to hide me when I needed to be alone. Before now I had never believed it would be of any help to me aside from being known as my "panic" route. Now though it was serving as an escape route, or rather a route to freedom, it was like following the "yellowbrick road" in that old fairy tale. If we followed this path we would obtain our freedom and happiness, and our wishes would be granted...our wish to be together. I sped through the streets pulling Cade behind me until the line of trees that marked the beginning of the thin woods loomed before us. "There it is Cade, there's our shot at freedom, if we can reach the trees we'll be free, they'll never find us. We can be together forever, we can be together...we can...we can start a family of our own." The end of my statement had been no more than a whisper, even I couldn't be sure that I had said it, never the less a blush crept onto my face and lingered as I continued to this about a family with Cade. Wasn't that why I was doing this in the first place...didn't I want to have a baby...didn't I want Cade to be the father of the baby? lyrics

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[kendall]

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If there was anything or anyone I was going to miss it would be my littlest brother, Finn. He was only five and had no friends except me. When all his classmates went over to each other's houses or the park to play a game of baseball, Finn and I sat in the grass and played cards or something that he could actually do. I always thought about why he didn't have any friends. He was one of the nicest children I know. But he was different then the other kids. He could run and jump and play like all the other kids his age. He was an amputee from birth. Once he was born mother died. It wasn't his fault even though her thinks it is. And I knew I shouldn't think this but no child wants to play with him because they all want to play kickball not a game of go fish. Now that I left he has to actually find a friend that wasn't me. Which I was telling myself is a good thing.

I couldn't let that take over my life. I was running away because I wanted to be with Riley. And for once in my life I was putting myself first instead of my family. It felt nice doing what I actually wanted to do instead of doing what they all needed and wanted. But if this didn't work out, I would be welcomed back. Riley was a different story. Her family wouldn't accept her back with opening arms like mine would. It would be hell of her. And because of that, I was determained to make this work. I was going to make it work because I wanted to be with Riley, and I knew she wanted to be with me too. Because love was enough.

I would have never made Riley run away with me unless she really wanted too. Forcing her into something wasn't how I was going to do this. I knew Riley had been forced into a marrige and other acts against her will and I knew it shook her up. I mean, who wouldn't be shaken up? And I made a pact to myself that I wouldn't ever force her to do anything. Riley wanted to be free, and I was going to make sure it happened for her. I would alllways put her before me because she was me, basically. I loved her and when you truley love someone, you live and breath of that person. And that's how I know I truley love her.


Rileys words of truth ended with a reminder we had to run faster if we wanted to actually be free, and happy. The word made shivers go down my spine. I had never known true happiness once Riley was forced to break things off with me. Whenever she was with me I was truely happy. I lead her away from our secret place that would forever be ares, or maybe even be a happy palce for another couple like us. A secret but in love couple. After a while Riley began to lead me through the streets because I had a feeling she had a place to go. I hadn't really thought of a place, I was just trying to get out of here. She stopped me before a line of trees. It marked our freedom. I squeezed her hand tight just thinking about what we were going to share with each other.

"There it is Cade, there's our shot at freedom, if we can reach the trees we'll be free, they'll never find us. We can be together forever, we can be together...we can...we can start a family of our own."

Her words lingered in the air and my mind. A smile appeared on my face as a slight blush layed on her pale skin. I peaked her cheek. "We can finally do everything you said without having to worry about anyone. Everything we ever wanted is in our reach... This is it." I say. Picking up our bags I look down at her. Rileys red hair glistening in the peaking light of day. "Let's go." I pull her towards the trees in a run and as we break though them I can hear the birds chirping as they are singing a song of freedom. I keep running, until I can't see the district line anymore. Until I know I can be at peace. Atlast. We were free.

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let the rain
wash away all
the pain of yesterday
back where I belong
I never felt so strong
tell the world that
I'm coming home

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