Frog (Tongues) and Frog {Hearts} [Labinnacs;Blitz]

[NoireRose]

Importance...Listening...Info...Body...Speaking

Sitting in the Justice Building and waiting for those who wish to say goodbye to Akasha tore her up. The thought alone of saying goodbyes, and talking to those who she might never see again tore her apart. The mindset that everyone would be leaving her eventually. The thought that in the Games she would be alone. She would need to hunt for prey and also be hunted. She would be hunted by muttations and also other tributes. Those tributes that would want her dead. She had seen what would happen if you didn’t befriend at least a handful of tributes, and it was horrific to say the least.

She could always go in alone, but it was best to start out with something. Something that would eventually fall apart, and then she would have to face them. Those faces that would surely haunt her at night. The faces that would stain her memories and mark her life forever. She was sure that those memories wouldn’t leave her at all. She would have to remove herself in order to remove them.

Quietly she shook that thought out of her head. There was no way that she would remove herself. She would go down fighting and she would go far. She would go far for her brothers, her parents, and her entire family. She would honor them and succeed. Going above and beyond the expectations of everyone. Her life would not be wasted, and no secrets would be kept. The truth would need to eventually come out and she would need to tell someone eventually.

Temporarily, her thoughts were paused as she heard a Peacekeeper talking to somebody outside of her very doors. The heart inside of her chest beat harder and harder. Knowing who it was without even seeing their face. Her brothers would come into this room and she had to let go. She needed to let go of both of them. They weren’t safe; they were going to break her. The process that she had already started by having a baby would progress into something more. They would hurt her, harm her. She didn’t want that anymore.

However, when she first saw them enter her room; her exterior broke down. Something that she would need to build back up before any of the other tributes saw her like that. They looked so much younger and yet so much older at the same time. She felt their emotions and it simply doubled on top of her own. There wasn’t much more time left before she sealed herself up. That meant she needed to get it all out before she died.

With that she spoke while her words were encased in her breath, “Dhaval. Muskox.....You came.”

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[bg=0A0B09][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,500,true] Whenever you tell me I'm pretty That's when the hunger really hits me You're little heart goes pitter patter I want your liver on a platter Use your finger to stir my tea At had killed him. It had literally killed him. The pain that he felt expanded through-out his entire chest and it encompassed him completely. He pushed it down. He shoved that growing pain down and down, forcing it to the back of his mine and into that little corner where the rest of that pain was. Only now could he see how visibly big it had become. Parts were starting to leak out as cracks appeared everywhere around it. Dhaval Labinnac could feel those walls breaking, those carefully built walls that hide every ounce of emotions. He did not feel sadness, pain or worry; he burned those and shoved them away. He’d been doing it all his life. He could see what it was doing to him, it was all right there in front of him, and he refused to express those emotions. It was weakness. And yet he could sense that that time was coming to an end, with every new crack that appeared on that mental wall, it brought it all one stupid second closer. It was hard work pretending you did not care about anything at all. It would be hard work to keep that same emotionless face on his tight lips as he looked at Akasha. He knew, he knew with every honed in instinct he had, that she was going to die. Another stab of pain, and another step closer to the awful feelings of reality. He didn’t like emotions. He didn’t like having to feel things and the prospect of having to scared him. It rubbed off some of that hard exterior he had wrapped around himself. He walked into the Justice Building, Muskox by his side. To his own surprise his heart rate increased with every step closer to the room where Akasha was. To the last place he would see her living and breathing; alive. That was killing him. Dhaval bit down hard on his lip, fighting back the uprising wall of fear. I will not break. He snapped to himself. The Peacekeeper’s greeted them with stern nods and a few harsh words. Dhaval glared at them, throwing all his fear into the one movement of anger. He hesitated when Muskox walked in, he could leave, and he could turn back and not have to see his older sister. He could walk out and not have that building fear grow larger and larger, but he couldn’t. He loved Akasha, she was his sister and his only other family member. And no matter what he had done or said he would never turn his back on her as much as it destroyed him on the inside. “Dhaval. Muskox.....You came.” That was enough to make him stumble into the room. He stepped quickly over to his sister and picked her up, wrapping his arms around her. He buried his face into her neck, but he did not cry. Instead he clung to her, letting her warmth, letting her smell and her scent fill him and hold back that oncoming storm within him. If you know what's good for you I think you're hot I think you're cool You're the kinda guy I'd stalk in school But now that I'm famous, you're up my anus Now I'm gonna eat you fool!

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