My apologies {mist stand alone}

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,500,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][bg=052439] Mist Jay Dear Storm, When I wake up in the morning there is no one else I think about. When I look in the mirror, I don't see my face, but instead yours. I miss you more than anything. These days I don't do much more than cry, because of you and I don't think I ever will be able to stand on my own two feet, because I was only one leg, you were my other. You helped me stand through everything. When I needed your help you were there for me, when you needed my help I turned my back and made fun of you. Now I think I might be worse than Devil. You know, I keep one of your books on the side of my bed. I read a page every night. I have never been a fan of reading, or of books, but having it close to me, feels like having a piece of you with me. I need every piece of you I can find. I'm sorry for ruining these pieces of you, I never understood your connection to them, but know I do. I might not see it the way you did. I might never see the pictures through your eyes, but I am trying and I am trying as hard as I can. The point of this letter is something I will never be able to ever tell you. I wanted to tell it to you in person directly in your eyes. I want you to know how I feel. I want you to see the sorrow in my eyes and realize, that I never wanted to make your life miserable. I just wanted you to know I was there, I was jealous of your books getting all the attention. I wanted you to know I was there, and the whole time you did, it was all my fault, for destroying our relationship. I'm sorry for everything Storm I hope you can rest in peace love Mist Jay speech narration