Someone's Watching [Marree]
Dec 5, 2013 16:13:30 GMT -5
Post by Will on Dec 5, 2013 16:13:30 GMT -5
"Well you're not so perfect either!" I shout as I storm out of the house, making sure to slam the door as hard as I can on the way out.
As I walk down the porch steps I can hear my mother start to yell at my father. That's always a good thing. One of the best things is when my mother gives my father a piece of her mind. After all, our father is so obnoxious, always telling us how many flaws we have. He never says he has any though.
As the cloud of condensation drifts out of my mouth as I breath out, I recall the times I used to pretend I was a dragon. Carter and I would breath out and pretend we were having fire fights. Being a little kid was fun. I also think how stupid I was to not even take a jacket with me outside. It's winter after all.
I debate whether or not to go to Carter's house. No. I'm not in the best mood to act chummy. I instead make my way over to the forest. It takes a while of walking past stumps before you actually reach the forest. I listen to my feet crunch in the freshly fallen snow and the fallen leaves that haven't been covered yet. I look into the tall dead trees. Their bareness is only slightly masked by the beauty of the fallen snow that threatens to encase it. Oh winter, a deadly, but beautiful season.
I walk until my skin turns pink and I can't feel it anymore. That's the best. When you can't feel the pain. It makes you feel invincible. But I know that sense of invulnerability will soon fade. I sit down on a tree stump, shifting until it feels comfortable, then stare into my hands. I'm not good at this, pouting. I can be angry all I want, but the longest I've ever held a grudge is a day. And it was hard. I'm too trusting and forgiving to hold grudges. So I just sit there, staring into my hands until I get the feeling that someone is watching me.
As I walk down the porch steps I can hear my mother start to yell at my father. That's always a good thing. One of the best things is when my mother gives my father a piece of her mind. After all, our father is so obnoxious, always telling us how many flaws we have. He never says he has any though.
As the cloud of condensation drifts out of my mouth as I breath out, I recall the times I used to pretend I was a dragon. Carter and I would breath out and pretend we were having fire fights. Being a little kid was fun. I also think how stupid I was to not even take a jacket with me outside. It's winter after all.
I debate whether or not to go to Carter's house. No. I'm not in the best mood to act chummy. I instead make my way over to the forest. It takes a while of walking past stumps before you actually reach the forest. I listen to my feet crunch in the freshly fallen snow and the fallen leaves that haven't been covered yet. I look into the tall dead trees. Their bareness is only slightly masked by the beauty of the fallen snow that threatens to encase it. Oh winter, a deadly, but beautiful season.
I walk until my skin turns pink and I can't feel it anymore. That's the best. When you can't feel the pain. It makes you feel invincible. But I know that sense of invulnerability will soon fade. I sit down on a tree stump, shifting until it feels comfortable, then stare into my hands. I'm not good at this, pouting. I can be angry all I want, but the longest I've ever held a grudge is a day. And it was hard. I'm too trusting and forgiving to hold grudges. So I just sit there, staring into my hands until I get the feeling that someone is watching me.