let it out, not eat you away \\ kiahbby
Feb 2, 2014 8:59:37 GMT -5
Post by анзие (Anz) on Feb 2, 2014 8:59:37 GMT -5
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district 7 | 17 | male | Kevin Zegers
district 7 | 17 | male | Kevin Zegers
[presto]
He's left the twins home today because he wanted to be here. Except Nick doesn't really know what he's doing here, besides being a creep in almost every sense of the word. (Nick doesn't think he's being as creepy as he was, he's done this a few times - more than a few times, at least once a week - for the past few years. He is kind of creeping though, hidden in the bush that has been his spot for a long time. THe green shrubbery has grown through the years, allowing him space to grow inside.)
Here is the little house at the edge of the woods where he first caught sight of, in his opinion, the most beautiful Otis Castillo. (If asked, Nick may even go so far as to say she's the princess to his prince; the fairytale romance is strong with him in his head.) Nick finds the Castillos interesting - and Otis even more so. Though he knows very little of them, he knows that she lives alone with her younger brother, and there was an issue in where she used to stay and now she no longer calls that place home. (Nick doesn't really know what the issue is, just that there was one.)
Nick wants to know though. He wants to speak with her (except he never does).
Every time he's here, Nick considers the possibility of crawling out whenever she's alone, crawling past what he imagines to be a boundary with mines and barbed wire and hovercrafts ready to bomb him dead into her space, her home. He considers what he might say - "Hi, I'm Nick. I really like you." - and her response - "What the hell are you doing here?" and shudders to think what he might do if she rejected him.
He's been in what he considers love with her for so long that he can't bring himself to imagine anything but a shy acceptance to his sweet request ("Will you go out with me?").
If only.
(A tremor starts in his hands and he clasps them together; leaves fall against his eyes and he flinches, and everything is becoming too loud, too harsh against his skin, and Nick knows what he needs but he's only been here for the better part of an hour and he didn't bring any with him; he hasn't got any drink, and he really wants to stay.)
He wonders what she'll do if he went out now.
She's with her brother, perhaps they'll chase him away; maybe the brother will be furious with him for 'spying' on his sister (he's not spying, he's observing secretly); maybe Otis will be shocked and disgusted at his behavior, maybe-
Maybe I should just go out there.
(His throat is dry, his mouth his dry, and no matter how many times he swallows and licks at his lips everything is dry and he lets out an involuntary sound of frustration and desperation and-)
-and freezes.
His breath is caught in his throat, and he's not sure if he's shaking or dying but the leaves are rustling around him and it's his fault, and she's right there, she's going to kill him-
(He takes breaths to calm himself, but they sound too panicked to his ears.)
[/presto]Here is the little house at the edge of the woods where he first caught sight of, in his opinion, the most beautiful Otis Castillo. (If asked, Nick may even go so far as to say she's the princess to his prince; the fairytale romance is strong with him in his head.) Nick finds the Castillos interesting - and Otis even more so. Though he knows very little of them, he knows that she lives alone with her younger brother, and there was an issue in where she used to stay and now she no longer calls that place home. (Nick doesn't really know what the issue is, just that there was one.)
Nick wants to know though. He wants to speak with her (except he never does).
Every time he's here, Nick considers the possibility of crawling out whenever she's alone, crawling past what he imagines to be a boundary with mines and barbed wire and hovercrafts ready to bomb him dead into her space, her home. He considers what he might say - "Hi, I'm Nick. I really like you." - and her response - "What the hell are you doing here?" and shudders to think what he might do if she rejected him.
He's been in what he considers love with her for so long that he can't bring himself to imagine anything but a shy acceptance to his sweet request ("Will you go out with me?").
If only.
(A tremor starts in his hands and he clasps them together; leaves fall against his eyes and he flinches, and everything is becoming too loud, too harsh against his skin, and Nick knows what he needs but he's only been here for the better part of an hour and he didn't bring any with him; he hasn't got any drink, and he really wants to stay.)
He wonders what she'll do if he went out now.
She's with her brother, perhaps they'll chase him away; maybe the brother will be furious with him for 'spying' on his sister (he's not spying, he's observing secretly); maybe Otis will be shocked and disgusted at his behavior, maybe-
Maybe I should just go out there.
(His throat is dry, his mouth his dry, and no matter how many times he swallows and licks at his lips everything is dry and he lets out an involuntary sound of frustration and desperation and-)
-and freezes.
His breath is caught in his throat, and he's not sure if he's shaking or dying but the leaves are rustling around him and it's his fault, and she's right there, she's going to kill him-
(He takes breaths to calm himself, but they sound too panicked to his ears.)
ooc | we can go on with our plot btw <3 Nick will try and calm himself down when she starts threatening him xD