our words are { g o l d } // Ele, blitz
Feb 7, 2014 23:59:43 GMT -5
Post by Stare on Feb 7, 2014 23:59:43 GMT -5
chapter ( the sixth )
I'm going to lose a bloody finger.
I respect steel and its power to tear apart the human body, but everything feels so awkward and wrong in my grasp. I've never used a sword or dagger before in my life, and I keep wrongly estimating their landing points, too used to using only my bare fists to fight. Dad preferred the bottle as his weapon of choice, and one or twice I deflected it with something like a lamp or picture frame, but this is far more advanced. After a while I throw the sword down in frustration and walk away with my hands up, tired of embarrassing myself.
Isn't this supposed to be where I prove myself to my fellow tributes? Where I intimidate people? Instead, I've only succeeded in making myself look like a complete idiot. Thoroughly annoyed, I storm over to the area reserved for hand to hand combat practice. They have special gloves that are supposed to protect one's hands, but I ignore them. I've bruised my knuckles before. Surely I can handle doing it again.
The dummies are lined up neatly, so it's easy enough to take my pick. The victim immediately begins to feel the full force of my frustration. I remain light on my feet, shifting between stances as if expecting the inanimate object to hit back. Every punch is a relief, releasing some of the tension in my back and shoulders. I feel my body temperature begin to rise, muscles eagerly greeting the chance to strain and stretch themselves. Everything focuses in on the dummy and I finally, finally feel relief.
After a few minutes I pause, stepping back and wiping some of the sweat from my forehead. From the corner of my eye I spot another tribute. Not bothering to spare them a glance, I stretch my arms back and lace my fingers behind my head, breathing deeply. They may just be waiting for their turn, but I'm not feeling especially considerate at the moment. "Stop staring, idiot. I'm not in the mood."