Ghosts In The Daylight :: (Esther + Felix) [Blitz]
Feb 16, 2014 15:23:02 GMT -5
Post by L△LIA on Feb 16, 2014 15:23:02 GMT -5
( E S T H E R L E O N T I N E H A R T M Y R E )
i died so i could have you
i died so i could haunt you
thousands of ghosts in the daylight
one day we all disappear
i died so i could have you
i died so i could haunt you
thousands of ghosts in the daylight
one day we all disappear
Florry and I play hide and seek on Sundays, just like when we were kids before the fire made life difficult in a pretty literal way for me. The two of us have been getting along much better since she died; now that she understands what being a ghost feels like, she seems to understand me better too. Sneaking around between gravestones makes a Sunday afternoon feel lazy, as the voices of those who still linger below the ground whisper hints up through the dirt to me, tipping me off as to which way my sister has gone. Over there, just beyond the broken angel statue, one says and something mischievous sparks in my eyes. "I owe you one, Jamesy," I whisper back, "next time your wife comes around to visit, I promise to play nice." There are certain people who don't know how to let their loved ones go, who come by the graveyard every couple of days or so, and I get to know their faces pretty well. Maybe they're the ones I should be the most respectful of, seeing as how they have the decency not to ignore the dead, but at the same time those are also the people I know my tricks won't scare off for good and I just can't seem to help myself. That woman is one of those people whose endless sobbing simply begs me to scare her witless from time to time, but I'll sacrifice that amusement just this once. For now, my sights are set on a different target.
The graves surrounding me aren't particularly old, but the soil has still settled in tightly around their memories. Only a matter of months or, at most, a few years have passed since the people in the coffins beneath this part of the cemetery were laid to rest, so Florence likes to think she can pull one over on me by hiding around here. It's as if she thinks I can't tell the difference between her ghostly giggles and the cries of living lungs and I might laugh if I weren't wary of giving my imminent victory away. I can hear her on the other side of the next gravestone — one of those huge, pillar-like monuments that rich families buy for each other so they can feel important and bigger than everyone else even in death. My sister hasn't been dead long enough yet to remember that she doesn't need to breathe anymore and the sound whistles in the air as I shoot a devious glance to the ghost of the Bloom boy watching me from the next row over. He's got the kind of smirk on his face that seems to think I'm not about to win my game, but there's no way I'm going to sit back and be mocked by someone who definitely lost his. I'll show you how to be a Victor, I mouth at him before sticking out my tongue and whirling up from my hiding spot, a handful of flour dusting the head of the one lingering on the other side. Aesop Bloom's hollow laughter rings out on the breeze as I'm confronted not with the whitened face of my sister, but one that is only that way because of what I've just thrown. A strangled groan of annoyance thrums through me as I look the frustratingly alive person in the face and give him a halfhearted — "Oogy-boogy-boo!" — before plopping down on the ground and pouting, forced to acknowledge that I might just be a second place loser too.