Once there was the sun.... (Vy and Ky)
May 26, 2014 22:45:07 GMT -5
Post by * on May 26, 2014 22:45:07 GMT -5
The nightmares are dying down. My mind has started to become clearer as the days go by. No word about Jins has occured. Matthew has went back to the academy. Life seems to be falling back into place, one day at a time. I guess the saying is true. There is healing with time; for me at least. I couldn't ask for anything better than the friends that I have around me and the guy that has made my life worth living. With healing comes training, as I've got a session early this morning with Vy, cause I know she won't go easy on me. Plans were, basically, meet up early and spar. What we do the rest of the day, is up to her at least. I've pretty easy about what we going to get started.
I get dressed like any other normal day, but I can't just pass by the mirror without looking at it. It's something I used to do with my mom. It's a tradition. I"m not vain. It's quite the opposite. I look in the mirror just to see what kind of person I'll be that day. Whether there will be a frown on my face or some angry expression. First impressions are hard to take back once someone deems you unworthy. So, as I glance into the mirror at this brunette, I sigh. I can see the dark circles under my eyes, hidden beneath the makeup. I've not had a chance to really take care of that part of myself, as sleep still comes in spurts. As for the rest of my appearance, something about me seems off. I'm not sure what, but maybe its the fact that I've matured all of a sudden? Being seventeen has that effect, don't it?
"Seventeen with two weeks experience." I shake my head, seeing the genuine smile on my face. It's been a while since I've seen it myself, but it's always there around Matthew and Vy. Tyren as well. It's weird, me and him. We've become close, somehow. He's taken a role in my life best described as having a brother. He's different from Jeran though. I'm not sure why, but I feel it's best and easier to talk to him, so I don't think about Jeran that much when it comes to issues with my life. I keep it with my friends and them alone. They are the ones that I can trust, only trust, with what may be going through my head. Today, will definately be interesting.
I'm sparring with Vy.
The thought instantly reminds me how I had beaten her at the underground fight when I first met her. Her and all of her boyish attitude and cocky self impressions of what a woman would act like if she only ran around with the guys.
A yawn escapes my lips, pulling my hand to cover it just in time before I force my eyes open to stay awake for the day. I wish that I could get all the sleep that I've been missing. Since I can't, I head out the door, letting the warm morning air fuel me. Without hesitation, I take off in a jog. My breath moves in and out quickly, showing me how much out of shape I really am in. Past couple of months, things have always happened and put me through a living hell. It's time to get back to my roots.
It seems with a head full of thoughts, the jog took no time at all to reach my destination. Even though, it's daunting to go inside, I just put up a brave front. I walk in the doors to the quiet gym and get a sense of dejavu in this place. Laying my stuff down near the sparring mats, I sit down and adjust my shoes. "Where you at Vy?" I question the air around me, whispering to the passing wind as if a secret needed to be kept.
I get dressed like any other normal day, but I can't just pass by the mirror without looking at it. It's something I used to do with my mom. It's a tradition. I"m not vain. It's quite the opposite. I look in the mirror just to see what kind of person I'll be that day. Whether there will be a frown on my face or some angry expression. First impressions are hard to take back once someone deems you unworthy. So, as I glance into the mirror at this brunette, I sigh. I can see the dark circles under my eyes, hidden beneath the makeup. I've not had a chance to really take care of that part of myself, as sleep still comes in spurts. As for the rest of my appearance, something about me seems off. I'm not sure what, but maybe its the fact that I've matured all of a sudden? Being seventeen has that effect, don't it?
"Seventeen with two weeks experience." I shake my head, seeing the genuine smile on my face. It's been a while since I've seen it myself, but it's always there around Matthew and Vy. Tyren as well. It's weird, me and him. We've become close, somehow. He's taken a role in my life best described as having a brother. He's different from Jeran though. I'm not sure why, but I feel it's best and easier to talk to him, so I don't think about Jeran that much when it comes to issues with my life. I keep it with my friends and them alone. They are the ones that I can trust, only trust, with what may be going through my head. Today, will definately be interesting.
I'm sparring with Vy.
The thought instantly reminds me how I had beaten her at the underground fight when I first met her. Her and all of her boyish attitude and cocky self impressions of what a woman would act like if she only ran around with the guys.
A yawn escapes my lips, pulling my hand to cover it just in time before I force my eyes open to stay awake for the day. I wish that I could get all the sleep that I've been missing. Since I can't, I head out the door, letting the warm morning air fuel me. Without hesitation, I take off in a jog. My breath moves in and out quickly, showing me how much out of shape I really am in. Past couple of months, things have always happened and put me through a living hell. It's time to get back to my roots.
It seems with a head full of thoughts, the jog took no time at all to reach my destination. Even though, it's daunting to go inside, I just put up a brave front. I walk in the doors to the quiet gym and get a sense of dejavu in this place. Laying my stuff down near the sparring mats, I sit down and adjust my shoes. "Where you at Vy?" I question the air around me, whispering to the passing wind as if a secret needed to be kept.