After the war {Puppy}

[Knuckles]

Lulianna Roxen
Four | Sixteen | Eva Doll
When I had the time to tell you
I never thought I'd live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I'll see you again

Red flashes before my eyes. Liquid fire surges through my veins with every single heart beat. Heat radiates from my cheeks as my face burns with anger. The fight is over. Milen chickened out of the fight. She couldn't take her sister destroying her - she's the coward; however, she must leave me and my family alone now. My heart races under my chest threatening to bust through my chest wall at any possible second. "Calm down. Mizar's voice echoes in my head as I watch her silhouette dances beside me mixing with the shadows forming from the walls. Tears pour from my eyes as my fist pounds into the wall over and over again. Loud incoherent sounds escape my lips filling the air around me reminding me of a dying creature.

"You are weak, Milen! You couldn't even fight me! You gave up! You are a coward!" My own voice makes the hairs on the back of my neck rise. It's strange watching her chicken out before me as she's the one that's always training for the games; she's just showed me she wouldn't last a second longer than Mizar did. "You accepted the challenge. You wanted to fight for the challenge, but you gave up." Butterflies dance around my stomach twisting my insides into a pretzel. My hand runs along the side of the wall drawing the shadows closer and closer. My eyes dart through her room where we've just destroyed so much as the bull raged on wanting to fight, wanting to make her sorry for everything that she's done.

My hands fly to my knees as vomit rolls into my mouth. I close my eyes trying to swallow the stuff back down because I will not throw up in front of my weak sister. The last thing she needs to see is weakness. My breathing picks up tightening my chest making it feel like someone's sucking the life from my body. Somebody help me. I'm dying. I'm dying. Mizar save me. Her laughter echoes through my head bouncing across my skull. Every muscles inside my body convulses slightly. My heart prances throughout my chest ticking with each beat. "Death is knocking at your door. When will you answer?" My hands fly to my ears blocking out all the sounds as loud screams escape from my lips. I am weak. I am going to die. I am weak.

Ooc: Puppy, anything that's in Italics means it's happening in her head.
Word Count: 401
Song Lyrics: Westlife, I'll see you Again
Plot: Roxen family by emsrocks

[pup]

Milen Roxen
Age 15/Female\District Four


We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell.
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

-Wrecking Ball by Miley Cirus

Lullianna was scaring Milen a lot. Her sister had left Milen bruised and bloody. Her broken nose hurt and her right leg and foot where purple with bruises. "You are weak, Milen! You couldn't even fight me! You gave up! You are a coward!" This was not like her sister. Her normal sister would go away moping. This sister was different. "Lu-Lu-Lulianna," Milen stuttered frightened of what the new sister might do, "A-Are you alright?" Milen was scared of her new yelling, screaming older sister. "You accepted the challenge. You wanted to fight for the challenge, but you gave up!" Milen's nostrils flared at this. She never gave up a fight. It was just... postponed.

Milen tried to keep her cool. She knew something was wrong. Her sister never acted like this ever. Milen tried to show Lulianna that everyone dies and Mizar just proved that. Lulianna's eyes wide, looked around the beaten and bloody room, before her hands fly to her knees. Milen ran forwards as a stream of vomit came from her mouth. Milen grabbed Lulianna as she fell on the ground she could feel Lulianna's heart racing.

"Lulianna!" Milen screamed worridly. This was her sister. "Mom!!! Dad!!!" She screamed as loud as she could, hoping her parents weren't too deep in sleep to hear her. "Mom, Dad please come quick! Something is wrong with Lulianna!!!"

[Knuckles]

Lulianna Roxen
Four | Sixteen | Eva Doll
When I had the time to tell you
I never thought I'd live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I'll see you again

Every moment standing here in front of this ignorant, coward career is another moment the world clashes against one another like a giant cymbals ringing through my ears. The room spins dancing before my eyes as Milen's voice echoes through my head. Nothing she says makes sense, but the words are loud like she's wanting someone to help. My hands ball into fist pounding into the walls over and over again. If only Mizar was here. I miss her. I need her. She's with me though. She's strong, so I am strong. Loud screams continue flying from my lips as my eyes turn to face Milen. It's her fault. It's all her fault. A shaking finger points in her direction. "You! It's your fault!" My voice shakes as the words flow through my teeth.

My heart prances against the inside of my chest bouncing around filling my veins with the fuel needed to survive. Nothing will ever change what she has done. They grow against the wall inching closer and closer as Milen yells for mom and dad. In a matter of seconds I'm on my feet. They pound against the ground moving my body closer to Milen. "You need to shut up before I make you shut up. You wouldn't want your ass kicked by a non-career again would you?" A large grin spreads across my face as laughter escapes. Sweat pours from my skin soaking my shirt, my hair, everything. My hair is a matted mess as my fingers run through it fighting to keep the tangles from spreading.

Foot steps fly towards the room pounding against the floor with speed. "They're coming for you Lulianna. They are coming to kill you. They will kill you. I promise you. They hate you. They will always hate you." Her voice sings through my skull embedding itself deeper and deeper. Chills run up and down my spine causing the hair on my arms to raise. Mizar is right. They want to kill me, and I have to run away before it's too late. My eyes turn to face Milen as the moon reflects through the window. My muscles shake as I pace around the room looking for an escape because they want to kill me. Death is knocking at my door waiting for me to open it so it can take over my life ending it once and for all, but I am not ready to die.

"You are going to kill me. I won't let you kill me!"

Ooc: First off, she didn't vomit... I never said that happened... Second, she never fell, so I'm going to ignore both of those...
Word Count: 419
Song Lyrics: Westlife, I'll see you Again
Plot: Roxen family by emsrocks

[pup]

Lulianna looked ready to... kill. Milen was scared. She had never EVER seen her sister acting like this. Normally it was just: Oh look at me I'm crying because my sister's were big wimps and died and I'm a big wimp too.

Milen was scared now. She remembered only a few moments ago Lulianna was beating her up. The girl who never trained was beating the girl who spent her entire life training to kill. Milen had learned that she needed to train much harder now.

"You! It's your fault!" She yells at Milen. Milen didn't understand what was going on now. It felt as if there were two sisters at once. Each trying to kill her. "Please." Milen begged, "Stop. You said whoever won got their end of the deal. I won't make any more comments about Mizar being a wimp, please! Your scaring me Lulianna!"

Her sister was out of control. Milen could see that bull rage from the battle, but something was off about her. She was going insane. "You need to shut up before I make you shut up. You wouldn't want your ass kicked by a non-career again would you?" Lulianna says as she moves closer, feet pounding against the floor, as she scares Milen. Milen back away hurriedly and calls for her mom and dad again crying in horror this time, "Mom, dad please come quickly!!" All snide remarks were gone from Milen's mouth has her sister came closer.

Footsteps fly to the door and Milen screamed, "Please! Help!" Lulianna shakes as she hurriedly looks around the room. "Your going to kill me! I won't let you kill me!" That was Milen's intent this night but she couldn't because her sister almost killed her. The doorknob rattled and shook in someone's haste to get in. Suddenly the door swung open.

OOC: Sorry I misread!!! Also, did you see that our previous thread Lulianna+Milen's (Whispers in the Night) is up on otm voting!? Also your other thread with amillionarrows is up too for voting! Also, idk what should happen now? Should we invite someone from the family into the thread?