^Un{Courteous}^[Sailor]
Aug 12, 2014 17:21:16 GMT -5
Post by Loony on Aug 12, 2014 17:21:16 GMT -5
[presto][/presto]
The smell of perspiration and testosterone swirl through the air as I make my way through the gym. There is a whirlwind of activity and sounds, from knifes whistling as they tumble gracefully through the air, to the firm thuds of spears piercing a dummy. Its amazing just how much violence and carnage can occur within such a confined space. I walk quietly, head down, eyes focussed on my dress shoe-covered feet. My strides are large, as I hurry to get changed into proper work out gear. I rushed here from a family gathering, not caring what I would look like with a buttoned shirt and khaki pants. It was too much, all the blabber about our dead relatives and boasting of skills. I could not stand to be around those people. I rushed out without a word, to the snickers of some of my relatives. They rejoice in the opportunity to bully the retard. I wasn't sure where my feet were taking me until I stood on the steps of the training center. This is the place to be at home, to truly feel as though I am accepted. It is lucky that I spend so much of my time here, because I have a change of clothes in my locker.
With a skip in my step I head towards the knifes. They will always be my favorite weapon, small and intimidating at first glance, but always able to pack a punch. I hold them tightly as I prepare to launch them towards the unsuspecting mannequin, the coolness of the metal is quickly diminished by the warmth of my hands. I hold on tightly as I thumb at the blade, drawing just a drop of blood. My mind slows down as my vision tunnels into the target, the carefully painted center of the heart. With a quick arm flick the knife enters, ensuring death for the dummy. Its hard to imagine something so fake like this dummy collapsing and dying, but I try. I imagine the faceless figure falling to the ground, pushing large tears out of its inexistent eyes and taking its final breath. Its almost gruesome to imagine. Its thoughts like these that cause me to be treated like a freak. What sane person imagines an inanimate object dying? But they keep me satisfied, the strangeness of my mind is something that scientist would probably kill to observe. With a small smile I take aim again, and brain the dummy. The world disappears around me, instead I am intent on dismembering the mannequin. Knife after knife fly through the air, each dancing its own jig before draining imaginary blood from the dummy.
My mind is too focussed on the untimely death of the figure to acknowledge the person waiting for the throwing range. They do not matter to me right now, all that counts is the dummy, and with a final grunt I launch the last knife. When it plants itself in the dummy's stomach I go forward and retrieve my knifes. As I take the walk to the dummy, I can feel the last bit of resent and anger present. I need to continue, I need to keep on going. Instead of doing the courteous thing and letting the next person start, I reposition myself and begin to launch knifes again. I just need to get my anger out.
OOC: SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO START!