Life of the Party [Maris]
Aug 21, 2014 20:16:47 GMT -5
Post by brad bradford ★ d5b [arx] on Aug 21, 2014 20:16:47 GMT -5
Ezra Devereaux
I should have figured that I would eventually get dragged to one of these parties. I mean, I've been to plenty of parties, but somehow this seems like an initiation of sorts. Every party I have been to has been formal. I'm supposed to meet with some of the more powerful people in District 1 and I am supposed to make an impression. To me, it is simple enough. Shake hands, laugh good-naturedly, discuss business strategy, smile, dress appropriately, and of course be knowledgeable in the field of economics.
Money. It means a lot to the people that I associate with - and nearly all of them are much older than me. I'm there to learn so that I can continue the family business, so that I can impress my father. And for the most part, I understand just exactly what I am doing at those parties. I can relate, I know what they want to hear and what I need to say, but here, amongst my peers, I am completely clueless.
And I don't think I have ever been more uncomfortable in my life. My sisters said I need to "ditch the suit" and where something more "appropriate" though I didn't quite understand what could possibly be more appropriate than a very expensive suit. Instead, they dressed me up in something that seemed rather "inappropriate" and left the house in clothes I was certain mother nor father would have approved of. But I love them, so I let them leave, dragging me along, dressed in a tank top and khaki shorts. I feel very ... vulnerable.
Mother and father would be very disappointed if they knew I was here. I'm supposed to be an adult - sophisticated, composed, and educated. I'm supposed to watch over my little siblings and to keep them out of trouble. I am supposed to keep myself in a state of responsibility and to prove that I am responsible. But instead, I am here. This party is loud, illegal, and totally inappropriate for someone like me. But my family is here ... and they, well, family comes first.
My sisters disappear in to the crowd and I think about Kyte, my little shadow, sleeping peacefully at home in bed, cuddled beneath the sheets. I smile to myself. Someone bumps into me, already a giggly mess filled to the brim with alcohol. She whispers in my ear but I cannot hear a word she says over the music. At some point a red cup gets shoved into my hand, but I do not drink, only clutch it tight. I am alone in this crowd. I wasn't sure it was possible, but now I know it is.
I move off to a quieter corner of the house, swirling the drink in my hand round and round and just trying to pick my sisters out in the crowd. It's really no use. Perhaps I should've stayed home and studied up on the guest list for the next business party my father is throwing. Or maybe just curled up in my bed like Kyte is right now. Anything but this. This was a mistake. I give a sigh.
"What's wrong with me?" I mumble to myself, thinking no one could hear me.
District 1 - Eighteen - Heir to the Throne