Just a Flesh Wound. ~Max and Peyton~
Sept 2, 2014 20:15:33 GMT -5
Post by bellz on Sept 2, 2014 20:15:33 GMT -5
"Really don't see why I get myself in such situations." I knew I was talking to myself, but I just couldn't seem to stop. I knew that I was getting weird looks from people that passed by me and realized that the conversation included only yours truly. It was an annoying habit that I had tried to stop, but was as of yet unsuccessful. So without further ado, I continued to do so. "In front of people who knew who she was, I tried to make a fool of her and succeeded in making myself look like an idiot. Something that I am still doing right now as I talk to myself walking down the road." I finished by clamping my mouth shut firmly and biting my tongue. I really wanted to throw a royal hissy fit, but would not condemn myself to the childish image I would present if I gave into the urge. So instead I tried to focus my mind on other things. For instance, how horribly hot it was out today. The sun was struggling to shine through the clouds in the sky, and only managed to make the humid day more oppressive. To top it off, I had managed to pick out a black outfit today. From my black tank top, black jeans, and black boots, I was smoldering as every article soaked up the heat from the sun's weak rays. I picked at the hem of my shirt and muttered a curse as it peeled from my skin. I was sweating, and I hated to sweat.
I adjusted my belt that was forever present on my person and pulled down my shirt over it. The Peacekeepers would probably frown on having weapons on me, but I refused to leave the house without them. It was like deep down I was afraid that someone would break into my house and steal them. It was an unfounded fear, I know, and I was ashamed of the fear itself. I was a Career. I was training vigorously every day to compete in the Hunger Games, but I was afraid that someone was going to steal my things? Childish and ridiculous. I smoothed my hand down my shirt and over the slight bulge that the hilts of my knives made. They were precious to me. They meant so much more to me than a material possession. They were a gift from my parents, them accepting who I was and what I wanted. That meant more to me than anything. I tried to take a calming breath and relax. I could feel how tense my muscles were and my neck hurt. I raised one arm to rub the stiffness from my neck, and managed to elbow someone in the shoulder. I muttered an apology and continued to walk. Unfortunately, I wasn't the only one in a bad mood today. As I was taking a step forward, I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling me back.
"What the?!" I yelled as I tried to catch my balance. After a slight stumble as I tried to get my feet back underneath me, I managed to straighten up and turn around. Ready to do battle, I felt my face pale as I saw not one but three men standing behind me. I know when I don't stand a chance, so I go to back away when all three of them advance on me. My hands unconsciously go to my knives, but are hindered by my shirt. With a muttered curse I go to raise it up out of the way and remember that I can't kill them. As much as I wished I could, I have to force my hand away from my knives. I see their eyes follow my movements and realize that I just gave away that I was not unarmed but was unwilling to use them. With a grin the one in front comes at me. None of the guys were small, and all of them were mean. I could tell just by the look on their faces that I was in trouble.
"Well shit." I managed to mutter as I turned to make a run for it. I didn't get even a step away before I was knocked to the ground. I felt the air rush from my lungs and I struggled to catch my breath again. I felt the panic of not being able to breath. Before I could get it back, I was summarily kicked in the ribs. What little air had remained in my lungs came out with an audible, "Oomp." I was ashamed of the weak sound but unable to stop it. All of my training went out the window as I was hit, and I felt hands reach up my shirt to jerk my knives out of their hilts. The crazy thought that it would have been easier to just take my belt exposed just how deeply my panic had altered my state of mind. With all the pain I was feeling, the only thought that cohesively passed through my head was, Please don't take them.
I adjusted my belt that was forever present on my person and pulled down my shirt over it. The Peacekeepers would probably frown on having weapons on me, but I refused to leave the house without them. It was like deep down I was afraid that someone would break into my house and steal them. It was an unfounded fear, I know, and I was ashamed of the fear itself. I was a Career. I was training vigorously every day to compete in the Hunger Games, but I was afraid that someone was going to steal my things? Childish and ridiculous. I smoothed my hand down my shirt and over the slight bulge that the hilts of my knives made. They were precious to me. They meant so much more to me than a material possession. They were a gift from my parents, them accepting who I was and what I wanted. That meant more to me than anything. I tried to take a calming breath and relax. I could feel how tense my muscles were and my neck hurt. I raised one arm to rub the stiffness from my neck, and managed to elbow someone in the shoulder. I muttered an apology and continued to walk. Unfortunately, I wasn't the only one in a bad mood today. As I was taking a step forward, I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling me back.
"What the?!" I yelled as I tried to catch my balance. After a slight stumble as I tried to get my feet back underneath me, I managed to straighten up and turn around. Ready to do battle, I felt my face pale as I saw not one but three men standing behind me. I know when I don't stand a chance, so I go to back away when all three of them advance on me. My hands unconsciously go to my knives, but are hindered by my shirt. With a muttered curse I go to raise it up out of the way and remember that I can't kill them. As much as I wished I could, I have to force my hand away from my knives. I see their eyes follow my movements and realize that I just gave away that I was not unarmed but was unwilling to use them. With a grin the one in front comes at me. None of the guys were small, and all of them were mean. I could tell just by the look on their faces that I was in trouble.
"Well shit." I managed to mutter as I turned to make a run for it. I didn't get even a step away before I was knocked to the ground. I felt the air rush from my lungs and I struggled to catch my breath again. I felt the panic of not being able to breath. Before I could get it back, I was summarily kicked in the ribs. What little air had remained in my lungs came out with an audible, "Oomp." I was ashamed of the weak sound but unable to stop it. All of my training went out the window as I was hit, and I felt hands reach up my shirt to jerk my knives out of their hilts. The crazy thought that it would have been easier to just take my belt exposed just how deeply my panic had altered my state of mind. With all the pain I was feeling, the only thought that cohesively passed through my head was, Please don't take them.