Too late to make amends [Mason and Ally JB blitz]
Feb 10, 2015 0:43:06 GMT -5
Post by Sage on Feb 10, 2015 0:43:06 GMT -5
I don't know what exactly I'm thinking when my feet carry me towards the Justice building. Perhaps it is the desire to make amends with my past and to repent for my sins but I highly doubt Mason will forgive me. I'm not worth forgiving, I hurt him too badly to deserve his forgiveness. Why, then, am I standing on the other side of the door, my fingers clenching the door handle as I try to pull myself together enough to face him.
Finally, ten minutes later, I work up the nerve to turn the handle and open the door, my baby blue eyes taking in his face. I don't think I can do this, I don't know why I'm so afraid of him now, maybe it's because the way we ended our relationship wasn't exactly the best but I cast my eyes downwards. "I'm probably the last person you want to see so I'll make this quick. Don't fight to come home for me, fight to come home for district two." I say, taking Caido from its sheath. "I don't expect you to forgive me but I want to tell you that I'm sorry for royally fucking up. I'm a monster and you have every right to hate me. When you come home, I'll be gone and you will never have to see me again. I know you can't bring this into the arena but I'd rather I gave it to someone else than risk hurting another person. I'm done hurting people and it's taken me losing the only person who gave me a chance to realize that. Do what you will with it but I'm done with hurting people and I'm done with killing." I say softly, placing Caido, along with its sheath and belt on the shelf. "Good bye Mason." I say, having every intention of leaving however I have no idea what he'll do.