After the Battle (Prevailers)
Jun 6, 2010 23:41:48 GMT -5
Post by Jasik on Jun 6, 2010 23:41:48 GMT -5
Coughing, I drag myself onto the brown sand of the shore. I lay there for several long minutes, catching my breath. Finally, I roll over onto my back, groaning. I'm covered in cuts from the battle, and I don't feel too good. Reluctantly, I haul myself into a sitting position. Kale is nowhere in sight, but he has to be on this island. I saw him swimming for this one. I'm not sure what happened to Cherry and Nachele. I hope they're all right.[/i] Comforted by the thought, though only slightly, I set the hammer back down on the sand and wait for my allies.[/size][/blockquote]
The other tributes were brutal. They always go on and on about how barbaric and cruel the Hunger Games are, but look what they do. As soon as they're in the arena, they turn into ruthless killing machines. Almost like the Capitol soldiers, I think, amused in spite of myself. But why were they all coming after me? I haven't made any enemies. I've barely talked to anyone. Is it because of where I'm from? I can be labeled as a Career, but I'm not like all the others. I've trained, of course. That's how we grow up in District One. But I don't want to kill. That's what sets me apart. Right? I don't want to think about it right now.
I look down at the hammer resting on the sand beside me. I'm ashamed of myself. That's all I could get from the bloodbath. They're probably laughing at me, back at home and in the Capitol. The Career who couldn't get anything. I'll probably lose a lot of potential sponsors for this. I grasp the handle of the weapon and heft it in my hand. I can't use it. I don't know how. I think about throwing it into the water, letting it sink to the bottom where no tributes can use it. But no, it's all I have. I don't have food, or water, or supplies, or anything.
I'm a failure. A total, utter failure. I deserve to have died in the bloodbath. Don't think like that, Sul, a voice in the back of my head pipes up. You got out of there with all of those people trying to kill you. If you would've stayed, you would've been killed. You're a survivor. Even though you only got a hammer, you got something. Make good use of it.